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The Red Keep, King’s Landing, 283 AC
Cersei - I
The birthing chamber reeked of blood, milk of the poppy, and her own sweat. Pycelle had burned enough lavender oil to perfume a whorehouse, but its cloying sweet scent did nothing to ease her. The stone was always there beneath it, the cold damp smell of Maegor's Holdfast, old as the dynasty that had built it. These walls had seen kings and princes born and killed, queens and princesses crowned and cast aside. They would remember this day too.
Cersei Lannister lay back against a throne of cushions, golden lions of her own house on one side and crowned stags of the king’s on the other. Her hair, which Jaime had always sworn was sunlight made manifest, hung lank and plastered against her neck. She felt hollowed out. Used up. Yet her green eyes still burnt with the triumph of it all, even as the fever was swiftly fading.
Her hands had not yet stopped trembling. The midwife had pressed the bundle into her arms without ceremony and Cersei had taken him, and now he lay quiet against her chest, his first cry already spent. It had been sharp and furious, that cry, with no whimper in it at all. Now he only breathed, small and still, knowing nothing of the world he'd come into, nor what she intended to make of it.
Her fingers moved over his head. Fine dark fuzz, soft as new moss.
Black of hair.
Not the rich Lannister gold she'd carried in her mind these nine months. Not the radiant mirror of her own beauty or Jaime's, but the coarse, storm-dark mane of Robert Baratheon, sitting atop her son's head like a mark of ownership. Her stomach turned at the sight of it, a wave of revulsion rising at the thought of his seed taking root where she had fought so hard to deny it.
She had been careful. The moon tea, faithfully taken, each bitter draft a blade slipped between her husband's ribs. But the gods were fond of their cruel japes. They had spared this one. One careless, wine-soaked night she could not even clearly recall, and here was the proof of it, lying in her arms with Robert Baratheon's hair and Robert Baratheon's lungs. Her lip curled. The resemblance was unmistakable.
She made herself look closer. Past the hair, past the coloring. There was a stubborn line to the mouth, a certain set to the jaw that did not belong to that drunkard. Was it her own? Or Jaime's? Or merely wishful thinking of a desperate woman grasping for some sign of control? Hard to say, with a child this new. He was hers yes, flesh of her flesh. But the black hair sat on him like a brand, and it told her plainly enough that for all her cunning, the stag had won this round.
Beyond the thick stone walls, King’s Landing was never silent, never still. The bells of the Great Sept rolled out slow and full across the city, proclaiming the birth of a new prince to the hovels below. Flea Bottom would be alight with rumor before the hour was out. Whores would name their bastards after him. Septons would toast to the sevens’ bounty. Lords would murmur of heirs and thrones.
The door flung open hard. King Robert Baratheon, first of his name, filled the frame. Cersei had been married to him for near a year. Long enough to have buried whatever girlish notion she'd once carried of what a king and husband ought to look like, and replaced it with the truth of him: hunting leathers crusted with blood, the smell of the Kingswood on his skin, and beneath it the wine, always the wine, sour and inescapable. He had a pair of antlers tucked under one arm, which he dropped on the side table with a clatter that made every midwife in the room flinch.
He had not been there for the labor. Of course he hadn't. No sooner had her first pangs started than Robert was calling for his horse, off into the trees after some white hart as though the birth of his firstborn son was a thing that could wait on a hunt. The antlers were his gift to the occasion, she supposed. A trophy for a trophy. He had come back now with his grin, looking far more a squire flushed from his first joust than a king come to meet the heir to his dynasty.
He stopped when he saw the babe. Just stopped, the grin faltering, the bluster going out of him for the space of a single breath. She had spent months learning Robert Baratheon's silences. There were not many of them.
"Cersei." His voice was lower than his usual bellow, rough at the edges. "A boy, they said."
"A prince," she corrected. "Your heir, Robert." She held the bundle out.
He leaned in close, breathing Arbor red all over her and the child both. She watched his eyes move over the boy. The black hair. The small flushed face. His own coloring looking back at him from his wife's arms. His brow furrowed and she felt her pulse jump and kept her face where it was. Robert was not a subtle man, but he was not always a stupid one, and doubt needed only a hairline crack.
But the boy chose that moment to stir. One tiny fist pulled free of the swaddle and swung at nothing, and the sound that came with it was not quite a cry, more a bark, raw and sudden and oddly commanding for something so small.
Robert blinked. Then he laughed, that great rolling laugh that filled whatever room it was loosed in, and scooped the boy from her arms. His hands were huge and stained with dried blood from the kill. He held the child against his chest with a clumsy care, but Cersei said nothing.
"Ha! You hear that?" He raised the boy toward the vaulted ceiling. The babe shrieked again and Robert laughed harder. "Lungs like a bloody warhorn. Seven hells, he'll be a knight before he's weaned. Look at him!"
He turned the child in the candlelight, inspecting him with a hunter's eye. "Lyonel," he said, with the satisfaction of a man who'd already made up his mind. "He'll be Lyonel Baratheon, after my great-grandsire. The Laughing Storm, they called him. Gods, he'd have loved this lad."
Lyonel.
Cersei kept her smile where it was, though her nails found the damp linen beneath her and pressed in. A Stormlander name, a Baratheon name, not a drop of Lannister gold in the sound of it. She had thought of Tywin. Had even entertained fair Tion, in her weaker moments. But she knew better than to snatch a bone from a dog still wagging its tail.
"He's perfect," she said.
And in his way, he was. The black hair that turned her stomach also armored her. Let anyone look at this thick-boned, storm-dark boy and call his parentage into question. Let them try. The gods may have denied her a golden lion and given her a stag, but the stag would serve.
Jaime would not see it that way, she knew that without having to think about it. It had taken three men to drag him from the door not an hour past—she had heard the commotion through the worst of the pains and had almost laughed—but when he came back, as he would, he would look at this black-haired boy and she would see it in his face before he could hide it. Whatever it was. She did not let herself think too hard about what it might be.
Robert cradled the babe, oblivious to everything beyond the child in his arms, and hummed some tuneless Stormlands thing, rocking the boy with the ease of a man who had never been taught to be afraid of anything. The infant cried again and Robert only grinned wider. She watched her husband, and thought she had not seen his face like this before. Not reaching for the next cup. Not eaten up by whatever nameless hunger made Robert Baratheon restless in his own skin—that hunger she had first felt on their wedding night, when he had groaned the Stark whore's name into Cersei's hair and thought her too far gone in wine to hear it.
"He'll be a king one day," Robert said, almost to himself. "A better one than me, maybe."
“He will be everything a king should be.” Cersei said.
She meant it. Not the way Robert meant things, loud and warm and ash by morning. She was already weaving futures in the dark: Lyonel on the Iron Throne, but her voice in his ear. Her blood would rule the Seven Kingdoms, and her will would shape the realm. Black-haired or not, he was her son, her legacy, her baby boy, and she would see him rise above the stag’s shadow.
Robert put their boy back in her arms. His hand clapped down on her shoulder, heavy and warm, reeking of blood and wine. “You've done well,” he said, grinning still, and then the room could no longer contain him. He was already calling for his flagon on the way out, already bellowing for someone to bring word to the lords, his boots loud on the stone and his laughter louder, rolling down the corridor until the walls swallowed it.
Alone at last, she looked down at her son. His eyes were open. Blue, very blue, that particular Baratheon blue that she had spent a year looking at across feast tables and did not love. She searched them anyway for something of herself.
It didn't matter in the end. He was hers. Whatever Robert's blood had made of his face and his hair, the boy in her arms was hers, and she would make of him what Tywin Lannister had made of the West. Sharp where Robert was blunt, patient where he was reckless, sober where he was sodden with wine and sentiment and the memory of a dead girl he had never deserved.
She bent close to his ear.
“You are mine,” she whispered, a low and fierce vow to the child and the gods that had scorned her. “And you will be greater than them all.”
Thoros - I
The day began with wine on his breath, a bruise blooming on his thigh from some half-forgotten scuffle the night before, and a nameless whore drooling on his arm. Just another morning for Thoros of Myr.
He rose from the bed in a chamber above the Rusty Gauntlet, a crooked brothel crammed between Mother's and a piss-slick alley off the Street of Silk. The windows were shuttered, and the air was heavy with incense and sweat and the sour perfume of spilled Arbor red. Chataya’s girls had softer hands, but those silken thighs were best left to lords and champions; he’d need a purse fat with dragons before he passed through that door. A tangle of limbs and dark hair stirred behind him.
"You’re not staying?" the girl murmured, half-asleep.
"Not unless you’ve wine stronger than your kisses," Thoros muttered, pulling on his robes. They were stained, scorched in places, and smelled faintly of horse piss, but they were red—bright red, the color of fire and blood, the color of the Lord of Light. Even now, hungover and blinking at the grey sunlight, he wore the crimson proudly. Or perhaps he wore it out of habit, the way a knight wore rusted mail.
Down the stairs, past a drunken sellsword slumped against the wall and a washerwoman humming as she wrung out a stained sheet, Thoros stepped into the city’s filth and clamor.
King's Landing never slept. The streets boiled with life. Sellers cried out over fish and figs, urchins darted between carts, septons preached doom in their silly grey robes. Thoros moved among them like a man apart, his bald head gleaming with sweat, his red robes flaring behind him.
He stopped at a winesink off Flea Bottom, drank a cup, then another. At midday, he wagered three silver stags on a dogfight in the Hook and lost them when the bigger bitch broke her leg. By sundown, he had fought with two gold cloaks outside a gambling den, preached the light of R'hllor to a circle of whores who laughed and offered him cheaper rates if he'd call down fire from his arse, and ended up pissing into the Blackwater with a bard who insisted he’d once shared a woman with Prince Oberyn Martell.
In all of this, Thoros felt the same as he always had, lost and floating. He had come to Westeros as a bright flame, a zealot crowned in fire, ready to burn out the false gods. But the fire had dimmed. Or perhaps he had wandered too far from it.
He could not remember the last time the fire had spoken, if it ever had at all.
That night, he staggered back to the whorehouse, to the upstairs room he frequented more than his own bed. The girls knew him well enough not to ask his name, nor speak theirs. He climbed the crooked stairs to the same room he always took—stuffed with incense, sweat, and the faint stink of stale ale—and collapsed onto the bed beside a warm, perfumed shape.
Sleep took him like a blow.
The sun had climbed well past its rise by the time Thoros woke, clawing his way from the warmth of sleep. His throat was raw, each breath scraping as if he'd swallowed cinders, and behind his eyes a dull hammer pounded like a smith beating out bent iron. His guts churned, sour and swollen, and his tongue tasted of some cheap swill they’d dared to call wine.
The torch had gone out. Thoros groaned, rolled onto his side, and pushed himself upright with a belch that stank of vinegar. R'hllor take me, he thought, and not kindly.
The girl with the pearled teeth was gone, though her scent lingered on the sheets. Faint lavender, or some poor cousin to it. In the corner, the brazier still clung to life, a few coals glowing faint beneath a bed of ash. Thoros dropped beside it, muttering a curse as his arse struck the cold stone floor.
For a long moment, he only stared, as if the embers might offer up comfort or counsel. Then it happened.
The fire took its time. First a hiss, then a flicker, then a crackling tongue that licked at the old wood like it meant to taste it. Thoros gawked, unmoving. He hadn't knelt in months. But something in him stirred. Slowly, he sank to his knees, fingers entwined, and muttered the prayers he still remembered.
"R'hllor," he whispered. "If you ever spoke to me, speak now."
The fire danced.
At first, it was nothing. The usual shifting of light and heat, the flicker of orange on the walls. But then the smoke began to curl in strange patterns. The flame tilted, bent unnaturally, and Thoros felt the heat rush against his face as the brazier flared bright, too bright.
He gasped.
In the flames he saw a battlefield drowned in ash and screams. Horses writhed like dying worms, their eyes melting. A grove of weirwoods burned, their red leaves curling up. A boy with a flaming sword, his face no older than a squire’s. A great stag rearing beneath a bleeding sky. A bed soaked in birthing blood. A babe wrapped in torn crimson, wailing beneath the tolling of unseen bells.
The bells. Thoros blinked and they did not stop.
He heard them. Not from the fire, but from beyond the walls. The bells of the Great Sept were ringing.
Not the peals of war or mourning, no. These were high and joyful, resounding across the city like the laughter of gods. Something had been born.
He stumbled back from the brazier, breath ragged. The fire dimmed, returned to mere fire. The air stank of burnt hair and ash. Thoros stared, heart hammering, vision blurred.
The boy…
He did not understand it. Not yet. But something had changed.
Outside, the bells rang on.
Thoros of Myr, drunkard and fool, felt the first chill of a purpose long buried begin to stir in his bones.
Barristan - I
Ser Barristan Selmy stood vigil as dawn’s pale light crept through the narrow windows of Maegor’s Holdfast, brushing the flagstones with the wan light of a new day. The stone beneath his feet had borne the weight of madmen and martyrs, kings and their killers. Barristan stood upon it with the quiet poise of one who had seen them all come and go, his white cloak draped over silvered mail, the pommel of his sword resting lightly beneath his gloved hand.
Outside the queen’s chambers, the cries of labor came in waves—muffled but clear, sharp and commanding even in agony.
The royal nursery was quiet, save for the soft rustling of linens and the shallow breaths of a sleeping child. Behind him, the door remained slightly ajar, and every so often Barristan heard the faint laugh of a wet nurse or the babble of the young prince. The muted sounds of hands at work and low murmuring voices of the nursemaids gave the room a warm, familiar comfort.
Prince Lyonel Baratheon, not yet two, stirred in his cradle, his black curls tousled, his cheeks flushed with the heat of sleep.Even in slumber there was a defiance in the boy's posture, a restless energy that made it seem as though he bristled at the very notion of stillness. Barristan had seen that same fire once before, in the man who had become the Demon of the Trident. Lyonel’s laughter was quicker and sharper than his father's, but it had that same unsettling way of shaking the silence and making old soldiers remember how to smile.
Yet here was more to the Crown Prince, a gravity unlike his years. Barristan had watched the boy study the world with a terrible, quiet alertness. Even at two, Lyonel did not merely look, he reached out with more than just his tiny hands.
But it was the gaze that unsettled Barristan most of all. Not for any hunger it showed, nor sorrow, nor pride—he was still too young for such burdens—but for what it did not. There was something unfathomed in those eyes, like deep water on a windless day, hiding whatever lay beneath the surface.
Robert had ridden out before dawn, fleeing the Red Keep as if the hunt might shield him from the truths of blood and birthing beds. Ser Meryn Trant had ridden at his heels, tall and sour-mouthed. It should have been Barristan beside the King, but Robert had waved him off with a rough laugh and a jest about age and solemnity. Barristan had borne worse insults from better men.
With Ser Jaime accompanying the Queen to her own devices, it had fallen to Barristan to remain behind to guard the nursery. He did not resent the duty. A younger Selmy would have demanded the saddle and the chase, but age had taught him where the harder battles were truly fought. They were not fought on fields of fire, but in the shadows of cradles and the hearts of kings.
Within the nursery, Lyonel stirred again. His small fingers curled around the bars of the cradle like a knight's hand tightening on a pommel. His eyes fluttered open, wide and curious. The boy let out a sudden, bright laugh, and Barristan turned, the corner of his mouth tugged by an involuntary smile. It was not often that the Lord Commander of the Kingsguard smiled, but this boy had a way about him.
He stepped inside, boots soft on the rushes. The room smelled of warm milk and lavender.Lyonel pointed and babbled, triumphant in his discovery of the wooden stag carved into the headboard of his cradle. "Stag!" he cried, his small fist gripping it as if to wrestle it into obedience. In the other hand, he clutched a fraying lion—stuffed cloth and golden thread worn down by teething and tugs. The symbolism was not lost on the old knight. Stag and lion, father and mother, Baratheon and Lannister, gnawed and tossed and treasured.
Barristan watched for a long moment, letting the silence settle around them both. It was rare, this kind of peace. "Careful, little prince," he murmured. Lyonel turned, his face lit with the easy joy of the unburdened, and reached out.
"Basstan!" he chirped, mangling the knight's name into two clumsy syllables as he wriggled insistently.
"Close enough, young stag," he said, and hesitated only a moment before lifting him. The boy was solid in his arms, alive in that way only young children are, full of breath and squirming, restless strength that defined his father's house. He buried his face briefly in Barristan’s cloak, smearing it with crumbs and dampness. The old knight bore it without complaint.
For a fleeting, traitorous moment, Barristan’s mind wandered to Rhaenys, who had laughed in her father's lap, and to baby Aegon, gurgling in a Dornish cradle. It was a distant memory, but the weight of it remained, as always.
Lyonel laughed again, loud and sudden, and Barristan glanced down to find the wooden stag hanging by a single antler. With a sigh, Barristan gently pried the boy’s fingers loose before the wood could splinter. “You'll bring this whole castle down one day,” he muttered.
"Casstle!" Lyonel shouted gleefully, smacking Barristan’s pauldron with a sticky hand.
He carried the Prince to the window, where a fine mist had begun to blur the glass. King's Landing lay below them, grey and sprawling, a city of a million souls already waking to their toil. The bells of the Great Sept began to toll—once, twice, thrice. Not mourning. Something else. A birth.
Footsteps sounded in the hall, quick and light. A page burst into the room, his cheeks flushed from a run through the corridors. "Ser Barristan! A son, ser! Another prince. Prince Joffrey, they call him."
Barristan nodded, slowly. "And the queen?"
"Well, ser. Demanding wine, they say." The boy grinned before vanishing back into the hall.
Barristan turned back to the room. Lyonel, now chewing on one knuckle, looked up at him with wet lashes and wide eyes. A brother for the Crown Prince. He thought of succession then, of the way kings and princes jostled like armored pieces on a cyvasse board where the rules changed with every move. Barristan kept himself from courtly schemes, but even he knew how often fate turned sharp for those born too close to the throne. He remembered young Rhaegar cradling baby Aegon in the Red Keep, the same babe later dashed against a wall. He remembered Queen Rhaella, pale and grim beneath her crown, fleeing to Dragonstone with young Viserys clutched close.
Barristan had worn white through it all. He had stood guard while the world burned.
He bent to set Lyonel back into the cradle, laying the lion beside him, then the stag. The wet nurses, who had been quietly folding linens nearby, approached to peer fondly at the prince. One chuckled when Lyonel reached up again, babbling "Lion!" with a gummy grin before the weight of sleep finally claimed him.
Barristan allowed himself a nod to them before stepping back. The boy curled toward his treasures, thumb now firmly in his mouth, blinking slow.
"Rest, my prince," Barristan whispered. "Your brother’s cries will come soon enough."
He straightened, resettling the cloak about his shoulders. The white of it gleamed in the morning light, clean for now, though he knew it would not remain so for long. Outside, the rain picked up its rhythm, steady as a drumbeat.
Alone again, Barristan looked down at Lyonel, who was dozing now, lulled by the soft pitter-patter on the window sill. The rain beat against the stones of Maegor’s Holdfast, but within the nursery, there was only the sound of a child’s breath. Lyonel slept, dreaming perhaps of stags and lions. And Ser Barristan Selmy stood watch, as he always had, his white cloak catching the faint, cold draft from the window.