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Castiel looked at the clock, it was 2 a.m. and he had been trying to fall asleep for the past few hours. He would drift off but then be woken up by noises in the next room. His roommate, Dean had the room right next to him. Dean always came home late, most of the time drunk or high and he almost always had a girl with him. It was always a different girl and they would spend most of the night nosily having sex. Cas sighed and rolled over to lay on his side.
The walls were extremely thin and he could hear almost everything going on. He couldn't hear exactly was being said unless the person speaking was talking loud, and most of the time Dean talked loud. He usually heard Dean talking dirty to the girl he was with, then Cas would occasionally hear moans and the bed rocking, sometimes so hard it hit the wall.
Cas picked up his Ipod and put his ear buds in. He lay back and tried to forget about what was going on in the next room. Most people would be upset because of the noise, but Cas was upset because Dean was hooking up with girls, when he really wanted Dean to be hooking up with him. Cas was in love with Dean, he had been since he first met him nearly five years ago.
They had gone to high school together, and Cas had been the new nerdy kid no one talked to. Dean was the popular kid everyone liked, especially the girls. Dean was the hottest guy Cas had ever seen. Cas had always known he was gay. He had only acted on it once, with a guy at the school he went to in LA before they had moved to Lawrence, Kansas, and that had not worked out too well. The guy turned out to be straight, and ever since then Cas did not try to act on his feelings, only if he was completely sure the guy was gay and liked him would he ever try again. The only guy he ever truly wanted to be with for the past five years was his best friend, but he knew that Dean did not swing that way.
After a few weeks at his new school Cas had only made one friend, a girl named Jo who also happened to be friends with Dean. One day some asshole was teasing Cas about being gay in the hallway. Dean walked by and when he heard the kid picking on him he pushed him up against a locker. He pinned him there and told him if he ever picked on Cas again he would kick his ass. Ever since that day, he and Dean had been best friends. Dean had kept his promise, the same kid was talking shit about Cas outside after school a few days later, Dean took him out with one punch. The boy ended up with a broken nose and never bothered Cas again. No one really did because they knew that they would face the wrath of Dean. Dean continued to look out for Cas, always defending him, even when Cas's own brother picked on him, who was a majorly annoying pain in the ass.
Now that they were in college, they had gotten an apartment together. Jo and a girl named Charlie lived in the apartment next door. The four of them spend almost all of their time together. They also sometimes hung out with Cas's brother Gabriel, who was still in high school and his best friend who happened to be Dean's little brother Sam. They did not really do much else with other people, the exception being Dean, while he always made time for his best friend and their little clique, he was always leaving late at night-out partying and hooking up with girls.
Some how Cas fell asleep, because when he woke up a few hours later it was morning. He sat on the edge of his bed and listened to see if Dean was up. He didn't hear anything, and most of the time Dean got up late. Especially on the weekend. Since it was Saturday he would probably be sleeping until almost noon, unless the girl had spent the night, then he would get up when she did.
Cas looked down at his pajama pants, which were tented up. He had been thinking about Dean all night, he even had a dream about him, and now he had morning wood because of it. Cas debated on taking a chance that Dean was out there and going to take a quick shower or just stay in his room and take care of it. He decided to not take a chance. His door was locked so he slid his pants down and started touching himself, picturing Dean touching him. It didn't take long, any time he though about Dean he wanted to cream his pants anyway. He wiped the come off of his stomach and quickly got dressed.
While Cas was making his breakfast, eggs and bacon (which also happened to be Dean's favorite), Dean's door opened. A pretty girl walked out with Dean behind her. The girl was very petite, with dark hair and big breasts. She was wearing a tight tank top that was low cut and short shorts. Cas hardly noticed the girl because when he saw Dean he almost passed out. Dean's hair was messed up, which looked really hot. He was not wearing a shirt, his perfect body making Cas's dick start to harden again. Dean's body was amazing because all of his muscles were perfectly toned. Dean had on a pair of jeans that were slung low and Cas could not help but stare because he looked like a sexy male stripper. It looked like he wasn't even wearing boxers and that thought made Cas's dick fully hard again. He wished he could stop these feelings, as much as he wanted Dean, Dean was straight. Extremely straight, the proof was walking out of his room right now.
The girl turned back to Dean and gave him a quick kiss. Dean leaned down and kissed her back, pulling her close and running his hand down her back and grabbing her ass. She laughed and told Dean to call her. Dean nodded absently and walked toward the kitchen as the girl let herself out.
Dean walked up to the counter that separated the living room from the kitchen and sat at one of the stools. He put his head on the counter and sighed. After a few minutes he looked up at Cas and smiled.
"Making me breakfast Cas? That's so sweet of you."
Cas could not help but stare at Dean's beautiful green eyes. Sometimes he got so lost in them he did not realize he was hardcore starting, but he could not help but notice that Dean almost always stared right back. It looked like Dean had not shaved in a few days, adding to his sexiness. Cas let his eyes wander to Dean's perfect jaw line then down to his chest. He quickly turned back to the stove, trying to nonchalantly adjust his aching erection.
Cas bit his lip. Dean seemed to flirt with Cas all the time, but then again Dean flirted with everyone, well at least every girl he saw. Cas had never seen Dean flirt with any other guys so he often wondered if Dean liked him the way Cas did or if he was just messing around because they were best friends.
"I made extra, I knew you would come out and want some. I know that you can smell bacon from like a mile away," Cas said grinning.
There was a knock at the door, and Dean knew he should get it since Cas was making breakfast. Dean sighed and got up to answer the door. He opened it and both Jo and Charlie were standing there. Jo had her arms crossed over her chest and as soon as she started walking in the door she was already going at it with Dean.
"God Dean, you are such a slut. I heard you in the hallway last night laughing like crazy and when I looked out to see what all the commotion was I saw you with some girl. Why do you feel you have to constantly hookup so many different girls?"
Jo was angry because she was one of the few people who knew that Cas liked Dean, the only other people who knew were Charlie and Gabe. What made her mad was the fact that she had a feeling that Dean felt the same way about Cas, and she had no idea why they both tried to hide it. She knew Cas was pretty shy, but Dean certainly wasn't. She had kept his secret for years and she did not want Cas to have to suffer any longer.
When Charlie became Jo's roommate, she had quickly become friends with everyone. She had known about Cas's crush since meeting him, it had been really oblivious to her. She was also gay and understood how hard it was to tell someone you know that you like them when you weren't sure if they were gay or not. She had convinced Jo not to say anything to Dean until Cas was ok with it.
Dean put his head back on the counter, he was hung over and had a headache and really did not feel like hearing Jo bitch at him. Having known her practically his whole life made him love her like a sister, most of the time. But sometimes she just drove him crazy with her bitching, exactly like how she was acting right now.
"Why are you so concerned with my sex life Jo?" Dean reached in his pocket and pulled out a pack of cigarettes and a lighter. He lit one and closed his eyes as he inhaled, blowing the smoke over to the side.
"Probably because your sex life interferes with everyone else's lives, and anyway I hate watching you just waste your life away hooking up with random girls that mean nothing to you. Why can't you try to just have a relationship, it is not healthy to sleep around like that, physically or mentally. You're like a sex addict, a junkie getting your fix with a bunch of skanky girls"
Jo wanted to just smack Dean and tell him to admit to himself that he was not happy because he wants Cas, and for whatever reason that he would not admit he uses girls to ease the pain away. It had to be confusing to be straight, or think you were straight and like your best friend, who was a guy. Dean had never told Jo he liked Cas, Dean would never tell anyone his feelings, but Jo had known Dean for so long that she knew without a doubt he liked Cas. She could tell by the way he acted around him, the way he looked at him, and mostly the way he treated him, always defending him when anyone said anything about him like he had all though high school, kicking anyone's ass that made fun of him for being gay and forever standing up for him when anyone, even Gabe, gave him a hard time. She also noticed that he acted different around Cas, unlike she had ever seen him around anyone else. She could tell he cared about him a lot then there was the fact that he always stared at him and smiled at him, and he always stood or sat really close to him, he might not do it on purpose but it happened all the time.
"Damn Jo, just give it up, " Dean said rolling his eyes and taking another hit off his cigarette. "I just like having sex. There is nothing wrong with that, it's healthy to have sex."
Jo scoffed and muttered, "Not when you try to have sex with every girl on campus."
Charlie cleared her throat. She usually did not like getting in the middle of their arguments, Jo and Dean fought all the time. "I think what Jo is trying to say, we know you are very, um...sexual, but maybe it would be better to find someone to be with, then you can still have sex all the time but not sleep around. It's not a good idea to hook up with so many people you know nothing about. Plus it would benefit you to be with someone rather than never have that experience of being in love."
Cas interrupted their conversation just in time. Dean was relieved, Cas always came to his rescue when Jo was giving him a hard time. Cas set a plate of eggs and bacon down in front of Dean, cooked exactly the way he knew Dean liked them. Cas stood on the other side of the counter right across from Dean and started eating his. "Why don't you guys quit nagging him so he can eat his breakfast?"
Jo huffed, "Cas why are you so nice to Dean? You actually cooked him breakfast? You shouldn't defend him either, you know he is wrong."
Cas shrugged and continued eating. "Dean always has defended me....and he is nice to me. Most of the time."
Dean was practically inhaling his food. "Thanks Cas, this is so good. Perfect." Dean said, with a mouthful of food.
Jo made a disgusted noise, "Dean you are such a pig, don't talk with your mouth full."
"Stop acting like you are my mom. Fuck, you are giving me an even worse headache. All you do is bitch about everything I do wrong." Dean scraped up the last bit of food off of his plate and shoved it in his mouth as he stood up.
"Wait, don't go we came here to tell you about the small party we are having." Jo said when she saw Dean get up. She raised an eyebrow when Dean got up. Once upon a time she had a massive crush on Dean. She couldn't imagine anyone who wouldn't, he was gorgeous and perfect in every way, well except the sex addict thing, the swearing, the constant smart ass comments and partying...oh right, that was why she realized she loved him like a brother and nothing more, and he never seemed to be interested in her in that way. That was why she was constantly nagging him, she knew if he was with Cas he would be happier, and then maybe he would go back to how he used to be, not partying all night and always bringing random hook-ups home.
Jo took her eyes off of Dean, realizing she had been staring at his body. She saw a smirk flash across Dean's face when her eyes met his and he wiggled his eyebrows at her when he realized she had been staring at him. "Anyway, Charlie got accepted into the tech program she has been waiting for a year to be in, and we want to have a small party. I said SMALL. She does not want a bunch of people at our place and yes I am talking to you Dean."
Dean looked at her, trying his best to look innocent. "Why do you always single me out?"
"Probably because you always turn a small party into a wild crazy huge party. Just us, and maybe your brothers. Really. It is what Charlie wants, so that means NO bringing a date or some slut Dean."
Dean rolled his eyes and said, "I don't always crash parties and invite tons of people. It just happens. I would never bring anyone if Charlie didn't want it, unlike you she is nice and I would never do something that she asked me not to."
Charlie smiled and said, "Um, I have to ask you a favor though Dean, since you are the one with the fake ID, maybe you can get us some alcohol?"
Dean nodded and flashed Charlie a sexy smile, "Anything for you."
Jo rolled her eyes, Dean always had to flirt with everyone, even girls that only were interested in other girls.
"What do you want?" Dean asked tossing his plate in the sink and leaning on the counter next to Cas.
"Anything, you can pick. Beer, some stuff for shots and drinks. You know what to do." Charlie handed Dean money and turned to Jo. "Let's go, there are lots more things we have to do for tonight."
Jo nodded and followed Charlie to the door. She turned and looked at Dean. "Please Dean, promise it will just be Charlie, Cas, you and me, and if they want to come, Gabe and Sam. PLEASE?"
Dean nodded, "I swear ok? Stop acting like I am some kind of asshole."
Jo smiled and shook her head. She noticed that Dean was standing really close to Cas. Earlier when he was sitting across from him his eyes never left Cas, he had watched him the entire time. That boy is so in love, and I am going to do everything I can do get them together, Jo thought. She had a plan, her and Charlie planned this 'party' for a reason. They actually didn't want to have a party they just were trying to finally get Dean and Cas together. Jo hadn't worked out the details yet, but she was sure it would happen because lately she had noticed Dean staring at Cas even more, and the way he looked at him she knew without a doubt he was in love with him, and he definitely did not seem happy with any of the girls he was messing around with. The only time she ever had seen him happy was when he was with Cas.
When the girls had finally left, Dean turned to Cas and smiled. "Thanks for breakfast Cas. It was great, you're the best." Dean said as he clapped his hand on Cas's shoulder. He let his hand linger there longer than he should have, quickly pulling away when he realized.
"No problem, I was making stuff anyway, and I know you don't like to cook. You shouldn't eat junk and pie all the time. You need real food too." Cas said. He could still feel heat on the spot where Dean had touched his shoulder. He couldn't believe he had it so bad for his best friend. His straight best friend. Extremely straight, so straight he had girls throwing themselves at him and most of the time he brought one home with him.
"Hey are you gonna call Gabe and see if he wants to come tonight?" Dean asked as he stuffed a cookie into his mouth.
Cas nodded, "Yeah, let me guess you want me to have him ask Sam if he wants to come?"
Cas couldn't help staring at Dean. He was only a few inches away from him, and it didn't help that the only thing he was wearing was a pair of jeans that kept riding lower on his hips. Cas's eyes went from his hip bones to his perfect abs. Luckily Dean was busy scrolling through his phone and didn't notice, but just as Cas's eyes were looking at the trail of hair below his belly button, Dean stretched his arms over his head, trying to stretch his aching muscles out. Dean's already low jeans dipped even lower, only a few inches above his dick, and when he shifted his weight to his other leg, Cas almost lost it, he had to turn around and pretend to be looking at his phone. He had just seen a perfect outline of Dean's dick, and he couldn't help but notice how big it was, he seemed to be a little hard and Cas was thinking about how much bigger it would be fully erect. He would give anything to suck on Dean's dick right now, then have Dean bend him over the counter and fuck him.
"So is that cool?" Dean asked Cas, who had been busy day dreaming of how wonderful his little fantasy would be and had not heard what Dean had said.
"Umm what?" Cas said, turning slightly red. He was so horny now and he could not think straight.
"You ok Cas?" Dean asked, looking up from his phone at him.
"Yeah, fine. What did you say just now?" Cas asked, trying hard to just look at Dean's face and not his junk, which really did not help him concentrate either, since his face was gorgeous.
Cas could stare at Dean forever. He loved his eyes, they were the most beautiful shade of green and framed by long dark eyelashes, his lips were so full and luscious and the way he smiled made Cas's heart flutter every time. He could tell a lot by his smile, when Dean was smirking his dimples pushed in but when it was genuine his eyes crinkled slightly in the corners, and Cas noticed he always smiled a real smile at him. His hair always looked perfect and he had the most adorable freckles across the bridge of his nose. Cas had to stop staring and listen, because Dean was talking to him again. It was hard enough to concentrate because of his gorgeous face and body but his deep sexy voice also went right though him.
"Just wondering if it was OK with you to see if Gabe will ask Sam." Dean put his phone back into his pocket and pulled his jean up a little, causing Cas to look back down at them.
Cas took a deep breath and looked back up at Dean's face. "Yeah, of course."
Dean grinned, which also sent a surge of heat through Cas's body. "Thanks Cas, you're the best. I'm gonna go take a shower and go to the liquor store."
Dean turned and headed into the bathroom. Cas sighed. Great, now he was thinking about Dean in the shower. Cas watched Dean walk into the bathroom, he smiled to himself as he watched how his legs bowed out slightly when he walked, and he could not tear his eyes away from the perfect curve of his perky ass. He would give anything to give it a squeeze, he bet it was nice and firm like the rest of his muscles looked. He'd love to feel all of his muscles, especially his biceps. Cas shook his head and sat down on the couch and turned the TV on, trying desperately to not think about Dean taking a shower. He kept picturing him naked, water pouring down over his perfect body. Then he pictured himself in the shower with Dean. He hadn't realized he had been slowly palming his erection while he was thinking about Dean until he realized he was fully erect again. He heard he bathroom door open and quickly moved his hand, grabbing the remote and pretending to flip through channels. He looked up at Dean and wished he hadn't because he had a towel around his waist and he looked so hot that Cas was surprised he did not cream his pants.
Dean paused by the end of the couch. "You want to ride with when I go to the store?"
Cas could barely speak. He just nodded and said, "Mmm hmm." I'd love to ride you, Cas thought. Shit he could not stop today. Dean had him half out of his mind.
Dean raised an eyebrow at Cas but didn't say anything. "Cool I'm gonna go change just let me know when you're ready."
Cas watched Dean walk away, wishing he could just have the balls to tell Dean he liked him, then he would have ripped that towel off and pulled Dean on top of him and...God he had to stop. Cas went into the bathroom and splashed cold water on his face. He went to his room to grab some clothes and returned to the bathroom to take a quick shower. He had to take care of his aching Dean-induced erection for the second time in an hour.
After a quick shower, Cas got dressed and sat on the couch. Dean came out of his room looking amazing as usual. He had on dark jeans that were so tight in all the right places that Cas felt his dick twitch hard when he saw him in them, and a green shirt that made his eyes look even more beautiful. The way the sleeves on his shirt hugged his biceps had Cas practically drooling. Dean sat on the couch next to Cas, pulling his boots on. "Wanna grab some lunch after we go to the store? My treat for you making me breakfast." Dean looked up at Cas, his green eyes shining and his smile causing Cas's heart rate to start spiking. Cas's mouth felt dry but he managed a nod and a smile.
"You ok today Cas? You seem kinda....out of it." Dean asked, concern flashing across his face.
Of course I'm out of it, you are so fucking perfect and all I can think about is how much I want you, Cas thought to himself. "Fine, I'm fine. Let's go."
Dean looked at Cas for a few moments and sighed. He got up and started heading for the door. He stood by the door and waited for Cas to get up. Cas got up and as he approached the door, Dean held it open for him and let him go first. They walked out to Dean's Impala and got in. Cas sat looking out the window, wondering why he could not just tell Dean how he felt. He didn't want to say anything because he was sure that Dean would not feel the same way, and if he said something and ruined their friendship he would never be able to take it. It was far better to have Dean as a friend and silently suffer over not being with him than it would be to have Dean hate him and never be around him, that would be the worse torture imaginable.
Dean glanced over at Cas, wondering why he seemed so distant. He couldn't get the thought out of his mind that he was in love with his best friend. Dean had always felt something towards Cas since he first met him. Being in love with him was the furthest thing on his mind when he struggled to understand exactly what it was he felt. He was straight, he liked girls. Or was he just telling himself that because he was too afraid to admit he liked a guy. Gradually he came to realize he might be bi, or even gay. Every single girl he had been with meant nothing to him. He loved sex but was never in love, as bad as it sounded. But then again, he had never been attracted to a guy either, until Cas. That made him think that maybe he was more than attracted to Cas, maybe he loved him.
Dean pulled up to the liquor store and turned to Cas. "So do you want anything special?"
Just you, Cas wanted to say. He cleared his throat, "No, doesn't matter. I'll drink whatever."
Dean nodded and got out of the car. He absently picked out some liquor and got some beer. As he was paying for the alcohol he glanced out the window and saw Cas. The way the sun was shining on him made him look almost angelic. Dean quickly paid and walked out. He put the bags in the trunk and got back in the Impala.
Cas was watching him the entire time, and when Dean looked up, he was staring right into those beautiful blue eyes. Dean could not look away, he was mesmerized by them. He found himself staring at Cas more and more, and each time it got harder to look away. He kept noticing things about Cas that he would think about later when he was alone, or even when he was with a girl. If he was with a girl that had blue eyes he would think to himself how much more beautiful Cas's eyes were. The girl he had hooked up with the night before had dark hair and when she was giving Dean head he kept picturing Cas, and being able to run his hands through his hair. He wasn't really even attracted to girls anymore, and he certainly wasn't happy. When he thought about all the times he had truly been happy, every memory was with Cas. He felt incredibly guilty that for the past few months he had been hooking up with so many girls, he never used to be as bad as he was now. He was just struggling with what to do, and he hoped that if Cas did want to be with him that he wasn't ruining his chances with all of the meaningless sex. Dean could not shake the feeling that he was in love with Cas. It made him wonder if he always had been in love with him, but had spent years burying the feelings deep and trying but failing to ease the pain with sex. He never felt this way about anyone else, never cared so much about someone or wanted to be around any one person like he did with Cas. He would do anything in the world for Cas, and now he was thinking that he wanted to be with Cas more than anything in the world.
"Dean?"
Dean blinked and shifted the car into drive. He pulled out and glanced back at Cas. "Yeah?"
"Um," Cas wasn't sure what to say. Dean had been staring at him, and the way his face softened and his eyes sparkled each time Dean looked at him almost gave him the courage to speak up. Cas wanted desperately to ask him if he liked him too, confess that he liked him and then ask him how he felt. But there was no way. He couldn't risk it. Dean may love him, but it was a love you feel for a best friend, or a brother. Not the way Cas was desperate for him to love him. "Nothing. Where do you want to eat? Let me guess, anywhere that has bacon cheeseburgers."
Dean grinned. "You know me so well. Don't forget the-"
"Pie." Cas finished his sentence laughing.
They ate at a diner that Dean knew Cas liked the food at, which also happened to have the best burgers and pies Dean had ever had. They chatted about random things, once in a while one would catch the other staring, but nothing was said. Cas was starting to think maybe Jo was right, maybe Dean did like him, at least a little. Dean was more confused than ever. The way he felt when he was with Cas was like nothing he had ever felt before. He felt so happy and he wanted Cas to be happy too. Cas called his brother Gabe, and he agreed to come over and bring Sam with him.
When they got back to the apartment, Dean plopped down on the couch, putting his feet up on the coffee table. Cas sat on the couch next to him and turned the TV on. After about ten minutes, Dean started drifting off to sleep. He had been up most of the night and had woken up much earlier than he had wanted to. He finally fell asleep, shifting over inch by inch until he was leaning against Cas's shoulder. Cas felt heat coursing through his body. He wanted so badly to shift his arm so that it was around Dean. Why not? He's asleep. I can just pretend to be asleep too if he wakes up. Cas thought to himself. He rolled his shoulder to see if Dean was sound asleep. He was. Dean shifted slightly, a soft moan escaping his lips. The noise Dean made sent all of the blood flow straight to Cas's dick. Cas slowly inched his arm out from under Dean and placed it on the back of the couch. Dean slid down and now had his head on Cas's chest.
Cas slowly put his arm around Dean. God, it felt so good to have Dean laying on him, and to have his arm around him. Cas took a deep breath, Dean smelled so damn good. Cas knew he would never have another opportunity like this so he carefully put his hand on Dean's bicep and very lightly squeezed it. It was so damn firm, just like he had imagined. Cas applied just a little more pressure, but pulled his arm back when Dean's arm moved slightly. He chewed on his lip, there was something he wanted to do even more but he felt kind of like he was molesting Dean. Oh well, he had to put his hand on that gorgeous ass. Cas inched his hand down, just barely setting it over Dean's ass. He felt his dick getting hard, his heart racing. If Dean woke up he was totally fucked. It was just way too tempting not to touch. He gradually put his hand down, he wanted to squeeze it but there was no way in hell he had the balls to take that big of a risk, he could not believe he was doing any of this as it was. Dean's head shifted a little and Cas almost shit his pants. He was sure Dean was up, he glanced down. Dean's eyelashes were fluttering, he was in a deep sleep. In all of the excitement Cas had pushed his hand down harder and he could not believe how amazing and firm his ass felt. He really did not want to move his hand but he had to. Cas sighed, he was so pathetic, he should just take a chance and tell Dean how he felt. He promised himself if Dean continued to stare at him and act like he had been the entire day he would consider talking to him about it.
After waiting a few minutes he put his arm back around Dean. It was so hard to be this close and not do everything he had ever fantasized about, he wanted to kiss him and feel Dean's arms around him. He wanted to have sex and most of all he wanted Dean to be his boyfriend. Dean shifted again, moving his arm and it was now draped over Cas's thigh. Cas felt his heart racing, he had been so caught up in having Dean lay on him that he had not thought about what was going to happen when he woke up. Cas decided not to worry about it, he was relishing being so close to him. He laid back and closed his eyes, enjoying the heat of Dean's body against his.
Cas woke up and it was dark in the room. They had slept the entire afternoon. He felt pressure on his dick and looked down, remembering Dean was laying on him. Dean had somehow shifted down and now had his head laying in Cas's lap. Cas was so surprised that his leg twitched, causing Dean to stir slightly, rubbing his head along Cas's hard cock. Cas gently put his hand on the back of Dean's head and moved him so he was on his thigh instead. Cas sighed. As much as liked Dean laying on him, he worried about what Dean's reaction would be when he woke up to find himself laying in his best friend's lap.
There was a loud knock at the door and Cas felt his stomach clench. He knew it had to be their brothers, because they keep pounding on the door and he could hear his brother Gabe's annoying laugh. The noise woke Dean up. When Dean started slowly moving around, Cas quickly closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. He peeked out from behind his eyelashes, Dean was rubbing his eyes and Cas could feel him stretching his muscles out from laying in an awkward position for so long. It took him a minute to process where he was, and when he realized that he was laying across Cas's lap, he jerked back and quickly sat up. He looked at Cas, who was just opening his eyes.
"Cas, man I'm so sorry I fell asleep and..." Dean looked at Cas almost longingly before standing up. "Ugh those annoying asshats are pounding on our door. Why did we invite them again?" Dean laughed and went to answer the door.
Cas was still a little stunned. He had really enjoyed Dean laying on him, he could not help but think about how amazing it would be to lay in bed with him, Dean holding him all night, letting Cas fall asleep on his chest after having awesome sex. He shook his head and yawned. He had to stop thinking about these things, especially because they were supposed to be going to Jo and Charlie's apartment.
Dean unlocked the door and opened it. Gabriel and Sam came barreling in, laughing and talking about something that had happened at school the day before. Gabe paused and looked around the dark apartment. "Did we interrupt something? What exactly were you two doing here in the dark?" Gabe said with a smirk.
Dean walked over to the light switch, flipping on the lights and rolling his eyes at Gabe's comment. Cas was frowning, sometimes his brother got on his nerves so bad, especially when he threw out comments that hinted about him and Dean being together.
Gabe looked at Dean then over at his brother on the couch and laughed, "You two look like you were f-"
"Shut up Gabe, we were sleeping." Dean cut him off just in time. "God, I need a drink. I'm not going to be able to put up with your obnoxious mouth until I'm drunk."
Dean went through the bottles he had bought earlier. He picked up a bottle of whiskey and after opening it took a long drink.
Gabe rolled his eyes and muttered under his breath, "Always defending Cas, aren't you Dean. Just admit you love him."
Sam walked over to his brother. "Hey I want something. Give me some, jerk." Sam tried to take the bottle out of Dean's hands but Dean jerked it away.
"Not yet, bitch. We need to head over to Jo and Charlie's. Carry some of this stuff and you can have whatever you want when we get there."
Dean took another drink then capped the bottle and put it back in the bag. Sam rolled his eyes and picked up a bag, inspecting the contents.
Gabe lightly kicked his brother's leg. "Come on Castiel lighten up. It's time to get drunk. Who knows what will happen maybe you might get lucky tonight."
Gabe laughed and Cas gave him a dirty look. He could not believe that his brother knew about his crush on Dean. He hated that he knew because Gabe made a point to always say suggestive things around Dean.
They all took a bag and headed over to the girls' apartment. As soon as they were all settled in with a drink or a bottle, they started talking. At first it was just small talk, then as they started drinking more and getting drunk the conversation started getting more and more crazy. Pretty soon they were laughing and daring each other to do stupid things.
"Let's play truth or dare you guys." Gabe said with large grin on his face. He loved making people do outrageous things and making them uncomfortable by asking personal questions.
Dean rolled his eyes. "What are you, twelve? There is no way in hell I'd play that with you, you just want to torture everyone with embarrassing questions and make them do asinine things."
"No I promise I wouldn't do that. It's just for fun. Come on guys, whadda say?" Gabe looked around the room, everyone seemed on board, but they were pretty drunk and not really thinking it through properly.
It started out innocent enough, with dares that were just silly things that mostly caused everyone to laugh, and the truth questions were pretty general, no deep dark secrets being revealed. Eventually the only one throwing out truths and dares was Gabe. Everyone happily sat back and got drunk and watched while the others got dared to do things that got crazier by the minute, and Gabe's questions were starting to be borderline invasive and inappropriate.
Gabe pointed at Sam. "Sam I dare you to....switch clothes with Jo. All of your clothes, and undergarments. For the rest of the game."
Gabe started laughing, as Dean choked on the drink he had been drinking before Gabe started talking. Both of them were laughing uncontrollably.
"No way. I'm NOT wearing a bra and panties." Sam said crossing his arms.
"Gotta do it dude, I dared you." Gabe smirked. "Come on dude, don't be a pussy, just do it."
Sam knew Gabe would not give up until he did it, so he reluctantly agreed.
"Whatever dude, I'm so going to get you back for this one."
Sam didn't really want to wear girls clothes, but he was pretty drunk, plus he figured if he did it then Gabe would leave him alone for awhile.
Sam and Jo went into the bathroom, Sam went in the shower and pulled the curtain, took off his clothes and waited for Jo to hand him hers.
"This is so freaking stupid." Sam grumbled.
Jo laughed, it was stupid but funny because it was not that bad for her. She just had to wear a pair of jeans and a plaid shirt. It was weird to wear a guy's boxers that she thought of like her own little brother, but Sam had to wear her girly shirt, and it was funny because it was way more girly than she normally wore. She had also worn tight skinny jeans and of course panties and a bra and it was going to be so hilarious to see Sam in them.
"Ugh these pants are so tight. What the hell. You girls are crazy to wear shit like this all day." Sam grumbled, struggling to get the pants zipped.
"You guys love it and you know it. Now you know how hard it is to be a girl. I wish I would have worn heels today." Jo laughed.
Sam stepped out of the tub and put his arms over his chest. He looked ridiculous but at the same time adorable. Sam had that cute as a puppy dog look, with his shaggy hair hanging over his beautiful eyes. He was so tall for his age, much taller than Jo, and Jo was surprised that he actually fit into her jeans, which looked like he was having trouble breathing in. Her frilly shirt which had a v-neck looked so funny on Sam. Jo peaked down the shirt and laughed when she saw the bra, then she noticed that it was unhooked.
"Sam geez, it isn't even hooked."
She spun Sam around and lifted the back of the shirt to hook her bra.
"Like I know how to hook one." Sam grumbled. "Let's just get this over with."
Sam and Jo walked back out to the living room and everyone burst out laughing. Dean was laughing so hard his side hurt. He pulled his phone out and snapped a few pictures.
"Let's see your bra Sam." Dean choked out, laughing harder.
Sam shook his head but Gabe told him they had to make sure he did it. Sam lifted up his shirt as Dean snapped another picture. Dean was laughing so hard he fell back onto Cas, who was sitting next to him on the couch, Dean slid down until he was laying across his lap laughing uncontrollably.
"Show us your panties Sammy."
"Fuck you Dean. I'm not showing you guys. Look." Sam pulled the jeans down enough to reveal the top of Jo's hot pink panties.
"Oh my fucking god they're pink." Dean laughed.
Gabe high fived Dean and they both continued laughing.
Jo rolled her eyes. "OK you morons, you got your laugh. Why don't you let us change back."
Gabe shook his head, "Sorry he took the dare, gotta see it through."
Dean was trying to stop laughing, but each time he looked at Sam he burst out laughing again. When he finally settled down, he realized that he was laying on the couch across Cas. He quickly sat up, and quietly said to Cas, "Sorry, I didn't mean to..."
Dean stopped talking when he looked into Cas's eyes. Cas was smiling back at him and for a moment Dean had no idea what he was going to say. He picked up the bottle of whiskey he had dropped on the floor after his laughing fit when Sam had walked out in Jo's clothes. He took a few drinks then set it on the table.
"OK, let's do some truths. Hmm..." Gabe pretended to not know what to ask, but he knew exactly who to ask, and what to ask, especially after seeing the way Dean had just looked at his brother. "Dean-o, you're up."
Dean gulped and nervously picked the bottle of whiskey back up off of the table and took a long drink. He did not like the evil looking grin on Gabe's face.
"So Dean, do you swear to tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth?" Gabe asked, smirking and taking a drink of his beer.
Dean rolled his eyes. "I'm not a fucking criminal you're interrogating, Gabe. But I don't have anything to hide, so yeah whatever."
"Perfect, so let me think of a good question for you." Gabe pretended to think about it, but he had known what he was going to ask Dean since he had suggested playing truth or dare.
Gabe looked at Dean. "Are you completely straight?"
Dean chewed on his lip. He really was not sure anymore, he had always told himself he was straight until he met Cas. Then he thought he might be bi, because Cas was the only guy he had ever been attracted to, so he didn't think he was gay. He really did not care if everyone knew he was bi, not that he would say why he thought it or who he liked. Maybe if he admitted it, then he could finally figure out if Cas liked him too.
"I guess....I guess I'm bi."
Gabe was very surprised that Dean admitted to being bi. "You guess or you are?"
Dean picked up the bottle of whiskey and looked at it for a few seconds. He took the cap off and took a drink, he was pretty damn drunk now and he really didn't mind answering Gabe's question, if people knew he was bi then they knew. They were his closest friends after all.
"I am. OK? So move on, you got to ask me a question."
Dean took one more drink, then decided it was best to put it down, he had finished most of the bottle.
Cas could hardly believe Dean had said that he was bi. He never thought Dean would admit he liked guys too. He was starting to get his hopes up about the possibility of them getting together. He even started considering telling Dean how he felt, and he was going to when they were alone.
The room was silent for a minute, because no one else could really believe it either. Jo and Charlie smiled at each other, happy that they had been right and that they were that much closer to getting Dean and Cas together. Gabe was grinning like a fool and Sam, although not really wanting to hear about his brother's sexuality, was not that surprised because his brother seemed to get into some freaky and crazy things.
Gabe licked his lips. "Cas, your turn."
Gabe paused and looked at his brother. His question was not really meant to embarrass his brother, in his mind he was helping him and he was sure that Cas would be thanking him later.
"Do you have feelings for anyone in this room?"
Cas turned red. At that moment he hated his brother. He didn't think he was going to ask him a question like that. "Um...well yeah. I love all of you guys."
Gabe shook his head. "I mean...feelings, like are you in love with anyone in this room?"
Cas looked down at his hands. "Y-yes."
Gabe grinned. "Who?"
Dean had enough of Gabe harassing his brother. "Gabe, leave him alone, you can't keep badgering him with questions, he isn't on trial. You get to ask one question and you got two so just drop it."
Gabe turned to Dean. "Fine, Dean since you want to always come to his rescue. I dare you to kiss him, and not a peck on the lips. Seven minutes in Heaven, only on the couch. Pull him into your lap and make out with him like you do all those girls you hook up with."
Charlie's eyes grew big. "Gabe, don't."
Gabe shrugged. "It's not like Dean isn't dying to do it, he always acts like he's Cas's bodyguard, so he might as well make out with him."
Dean did want to, and he knew now that Cas probably wanted to, because he had said he had feelings for someone and he doubted that Cas had feelings for Sam. But he also knew that Cas was extremely shy and probably would be too embarrassed.
"Blow me Gabe. I swear you are such a fucking dick, why do you have to pick on Cas so hard? You know what, I'm tired of your games. I don't have anything to hide and you think you're funny getting people to admit shit so I'll make it so you have nothing left to get out of me. Yeah, I'm dying to make out with him, I like your brother. But even if I do want to make out with him, you know he wouldn't want to do that shit in front of everyone."
"Oh, I bet he would if it was you kissing him." Gabe said smugly
"Gabe!" Jo scolded.
Sam rolled his eyes. "I gotta go take a leak." He was not about to watch his brother make out with another guy.
"Come on Dean, you never back down from anything, so just do it." Gabe said
Dean turned to Cas and quietly said, "Only if it's ok with you."
Cas was completely red, he was nervous but also a ecstatic that Dean liked him and wanted to kiss him. Not just a kiss, a long hot kiss. A seven minute kiss. He didn't even care if it was seven seconds, because he so desperately wanted to kiss him. He was also still reeling from the fact that Dean had said he was bi, and he almost had a stroke when Dean defended him, but what got him most of all was Dean telling everyone he liked him and was dying to make out with him. Cas was so happy he was going to burst, he could not wait to make out with Dean.
Cas nodded a little and whispered, "It's more than ok, I uh...really want to. You sure you want to?"
Dean leaned in and whispered to Cas, "More than anything, I'm not doing it because of a stupid dare."
Cas felt a sharp pain in his chest. Dean did want to kiss him. Dean pulled Cas into his lap and kissed him softly on the lips. He kissed him again a little harder and longer. They both felt sparks inside, and the third time Dean pressed his lips to Cas's it felt like a fire was breaking out inside of them.
"I said a long, passionate kiss Dean. Really get into it. Your seven minutes start now." Gabe said starting the timer on his phone.
Dean pulled back, "Fuck you Gabe, I don't just jam my tongue down someone's throat right away like you probably do. Don't worry, I'll make it so hot you'll be jealous it's not you I'm kissing."
Dean turned back to Cas and put his hand on the back of his neck, pulling him closer. He leaned in and kissed him several times on the lips before slightly parting his lips, waiting for Cas to do the same. Cas slowly opened his mouth when Dean started easing his tongue in, slowly gliding it around in his mouth. Cas felt those damn butterflies in his stomach, he was so hard and wanted Dean more than ever. He could not believe that Dean was kissing him.
Both of them were starting to really get into the kiss, so Charlie and Jo got up. "We're gonna get some drinks. We'll be back later." Jo dragged Gabe into the kitchen with her. "Leave them alone Gabe, we will go back when the timer goes off. I gotta get Sam to give me my clothes back."
Dean loved how it felt kissing Cas, it was nothing like kissing the girls he had been with. Not even close. He deepened the kiss, pulling Cas closer. Cas moaned into Dean's mouth softly when Dean deepened the kiss. Dean ran his hands down Cas's back and started kissing down his neck. He lightly sucked down and Cas was starting to come undone quick. He wrapped his hands around Dean as Dean kissed behind his ear. They way Dean's breaths were ghosting across his neck was driving him further over the edge. He felt Dean's teeth lightly graze his neck and ear. Dean kissed Cas's jaw and started lightly sucking on Cas's bottom lip. He kissed him again, letting all of the pent up lust and need deepen the kiss. It was the most amazing kiss, the most amazing feeling Cas had ever felt. He could hardly believe that just Dean kissing him felt this damn good, he could hardly imagine what anything else with Dean would be like. He wanted it to never end in case Dean never did it again, but he wanted more, so much more.
Dean slid his hand down the back of Cas's jeans and pulled him closer so that Cas was straddling his aching hard dick. Dean's hand on his ass made him desperate for more, but the instant he felt Dean's erection press into his he could barely contain himself anymore. Dean started grinding into Cas's hard dick and Cas couldn't stop the moan from escaping from his mouth, his dick felt so big and thick. He felt like he was going to burst, he wanted Dean so bad, more than anything. Dean wanted him just as much. He pulled back and looked at Cas. He stared into those beautiful deep blue eyes that were so sex blown they only had a tiny amount of blue, Cas's pupils were so dilated. Dean lightly ran his fingers up and down Cas's back and looked at him with so much want and need and said, "Cas...I um....for a long time I really..." Dean had a hard time getting the words out. Cas leaned in and kissed Dean, knowing what he was trying to say and replied, "M-me too." Dean cradled Cas's face in his hands and kissed him back. He traced a finger down his neck and said, "Let's go back to our apartment. We can continue this game in my room." Cas grinned and kissed Dean again.
Dean put his arms around Cas and got up, lifting Cas up with him then setting him down. He laced his fingers through Cas's and they walked out the door.
The timer on Gabe's phone went off and they went back in the room to find it empty.
Jo smiled. "They finally realized. Awesome job guys. You were kind of a dick about it though Gabe."