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    Upon finishing his bachelor's degree at BU, Shane Hollander's worst nightmare is returning home to the family farm for a summer. He'd been successful in not coming home last summer thanks to an internship, but he couldn't get out of it now. He was meant to start a job near home in a few months, but had wanted to take the summer to relax and maybe travel before starting a life in corporate.
    Ilya Rozanov loves his job. His boss was kind, providing a small cottage on the property to keep him close in case of any emergencies. He got to bring his dog, Anya, on any work-related adventure. He was almost a year into his position and was sure that he never wanted to leave. He would do anything the Hollander family asked, from pulling a calf at 4 AM to plowing the 60 acres of farmland all by himself.
    Well, Ilya loved his job until he met the Hollander's son, an arrogant, pretentious city boy who is infuriatingly handsome, annoying, and hellbent on having Ilya at his beck and call this summer.
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    Cowboy! Ilya and Farmer's Son! Shane meet and have an indescribable pull to one another.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Ilya has two problems.

    The first is that his best friend is freshly single and needs to get laid. The second is that Ilya is having some...weird feelings about it.

    These are completely platonic and heterosexual concerns for his friend, of course.

    (or a college au featuring shane and ilya as best friends, and shane as ilya's bisexual awakening)

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    15 Jul 2026

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    The steady, persistent pressure of Rozanov’s thick cock sinking into him is unlike anything Shane has ever felt before. He feels impossibly full, impossibly exposed, but more than that, he feels good.

    Fuck, it’s good.

    It’s so good that he forgets to feel awkward as he begins to rock back into Rozanov’s thrusts. He forgets to feel ashamed as Rozanov draws sounds out of him he didn’t even know he was capable of making. As Rozanov drives him out of his mind and deep into his own body, holds him there, forces him to feel everything and think nothing at all—

    Shane forgets to feel anything but good.

    (In which Shane has a dirty fantasy, and Ilya runs with it.)
     



    “Ah,” Ilya says softly, brushing a finger along the column of Shane’s throat. “Is that what you want, Hollander? To be humiliated?”

    “Yes,” Shane says, the word a guttural moan. “No? I don’t know. Maybe. Fuck.”

    “To be put to good use? To be told what to do?”

    “Yes,” Shane gasps, relieved to be asked a simpler question. “That’s what I want.”

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    09 Jul 2026

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    Ilya and Shane are broke roommates, until Ilya discovers streaming and starts making bank jerking off for the viewers
    Naturally, he offers his good friend Shane a chance at making money the same way
    And if they touch each other a little it’s only because of the tips, not because they are into each other

    ~~~~~~

    Shane and Ilya are both completely straight here
    #ISwearrr

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Getting weird about jewelry.

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    25 Jun 2026