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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    “ The moon is pretty— Clancy could acknowledge that much— but selfishly, he’s not looking up. He’s staring at the side of Torchbearer’s face, painted in the pale glow of the light, and he prefers his view by a mile. It’s not even a close contest for who he prefers— the moon, beautiful as she was had been the first thing he’d missed when he’d looked up from the fire. Nothing compared to the radiance that Clancy was met with when Torchbearer smiled, or even simply met his gaze. “

    Or: Clancy is in love. Sickeningly, terrifyingly in love.

    And the moon is beautiful tonight.

    Title from Air Catcher by Twenty One Pilots

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    They won. Clancy learns to believe it.

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    02 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Clancy copes with his failure by falling back. It's all he knows how to do.

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    29 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    "What?" Patrick mumbled, a little shy.

    "Nothing." Pete grazed his finger along his cheek. "Just...look at you."

    Warmth spread across Patrick's cheek, sinking deep into his chest. He looked away, flustered, mind spinning. "You're staring," voice barely above a whisper.

    "Yeah, I am."

     

    or:
    Patrick still can't quite shake off old insecurities, Pete will do anything it takes to change that

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    29 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    “It’s alright,” Torchbearer tried to soothe him. “You’re okay, it’s gonna be okay.” He hoped Clancy could not hear the strain in his own words.

    When he looked at the other again, he saw his amber eyes had stopped wandering by now. His gaze was fixed straight forward in an empty, unblinking gaze that was usually only reserved for the dead.

    or:
    wake up babe its happy city walls ending time!!

    IF YOU FEED THIS TO AI I WILL FEED YOU TO THE WOLVES

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    07 Mar 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    Torch knows this routine, a path well-trodden in the past few months. He needs a break, Clancy will tirelessly insist, needs to catch his breath, to put everything down for a while and let himself be taken care of, for once. And Clancy—he can pretend he’s holding everything together, even if just for a night. It gets them nowhere, in the end, if only a bit closer to each other for however long the fallout lasts; Clancy will let his guard down and Torch will wish, every time, it’ll stay that way.

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    05 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 1

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    The mercury’s dropping, and on a tour where they are car-pooling and sharing rooms, Sami notices a strain on he and Kevin’s relationship, with no reason he can ascertain.

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    07 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 12

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    “Mm.. ‘Clance..?”

    Torch’s voice was soft and gravelly as it cut through the silence of the tent. Clancy whimpered, pressing his forehead against Torch’s shoulder, torn between his shame for having disturbed the man’s sleep and his all-consuming desire for comfort. “Hey my love, what’s wrong?” Torch cooed, moving his arm to cradle Clancy closer against his side. Clancy just shook his head, eyes wide as the words died in his throat.

    Everything. Everything, and absolutely nothing at all.

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    09 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark *

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    "It's a freezing day, maybe he'll hit the ice and have nothing but a couple of bruises to show for it.

    Steve hits the ice and goes straight through."

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    Steve falls into a frozen lake, and he's really not okay.

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    05 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    “I don’t understand.” Shaking his head, Castiel tries to make sense out of Sam’s words, “You defeated Chuck. You got your freedom back. That was what Dean was fighting for the whole time, why would he just throw that away, Sam? What happened?”

    “What happened?!” For the first time, Sam turns his eyes away from the road and his voice rises, suddenly laced with fury, “Man, you fucking died! What else do you think would mess him up so badly?!”

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    Coming back from the Empty after a whole year, Castiel discovers that the Bunker is not the home of the Winchesters anymore. Quickly the hunters who are residing connect him to Sam and Sam doesn't hesitate to bring Castiel to Dean, telling him some very unexpected things during their way. Now all Castiel can hope for is that Dean is able to forgive him.

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    07 Nov 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 61

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    "Everything hurt, and I wanted to touch you so bad, wanted to be touched by you so bad. But I couldn't do it, I didn't want those memories to be painful ones." Cas was standing by the side of the bed now.

    "I know."

    "Dean, I don't hurt anymore."

    _________
    Cas comes back from the empty a little broken, Dean gets him better. They forge a life from the embers.

    Destiel day fix-it fic

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    07 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 11

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    Something hadn’t settled right, and Clancy still felt as if a part of him was stuck in the city. He stumbled his way to the water’s edge, watching as his reflection stared back at him, a lingering orange glow clinging to his irises. Rubbing at his face, he willed the colour to fade back to their usual brown.

    The colour didn’t budge.

    “Torch…” Clancy called out, voice shaking. “My eyes, they won’t– they won’t fucking change back.”

    or: It takes Clancy a little while to return to normal after seizing Keons' body for the first time.

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    26 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    The Torchbearer has a dissociative episode, and Clancy helps him rest

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    13 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    Clancy makes Torchbearer promise not to use his abilities to meet Clancy at the top of the tower.

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    13 Oct 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 20

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    Clancy was pretty sure he would follow him into hell if it meant they got to stay together.

    or, Clancy has been struggling since learning the Torchbearer was a projection for years and isolates himself from the Banditos, until Torch shows up at his tent and breaks the silence.

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    11 Oct 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 9

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    “We are not,” the Torchbearer hisses in his ear, “leaving you here”
    Clancy swings his fist as hard as he can, catching the Torchbearer right in the jaw, a sharp pain shooting through his hand. The Torchbearer reels back, but recovers quickly, hooking an arm across Clancy’s chest and pulling him along as he continues to writhe in his grip, kicking out at the walls of the alleyways they turn through.

    or, TB comes to rescue Clancy, again. Clancy doesn't want to go.

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    11 Oct 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 14

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    just a collection of oneshots written in the same universe as can you find me? (you found me). all focused on the cycle set up by the song drag path :) clancybearer happiness for all 🙏

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    11 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 26

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    Citizens of Dema do not dream.

    Clancy does.

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    The cycle breaks. The sun rises, we've made it through the darkest night. You found me.

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    11 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 5

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    He allows himself once last glance up at the tower, as though maybe if he looks at it again, it will change what happened, what he failed to prevent once again. It doesn’t. The tower remains a tower. His best friend is still gone.

    He will find Clancy again. Always.

    His eyes slip shut, breathing out one last time. He can feel the breeze, soft against his cheek. A voice as ancient and loving as the land calls to him.

    It’s time to go home.

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    10 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 7

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    After spending years trapped in a lie on Voldsoy, Clancy just escapes to the oceanside to try to get his head on straight. He doesn't mean to frighten Torchbearer so, nor get so wrapped up in his own head that he loses track of time.

    Title taken from Backslide.

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    Comments:
    5
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    7
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    418

    11 Oct 2025

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