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the heart is hard to translate by catknives
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane is twelve when he realizes he can understand Russian.
Or, in a world where you can understand whatever language(s) your soulmate speaks, it takes Shane and Ilya an embarrassing amount of time to realize they’re soulmates.
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- Part 1 of all this and heaven too
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20 Jul 2026
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three missed calls by catknives
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
02 Jun 2026
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Shane: Why do I have three missed calls from you. It's past 1 AM
Ilya: hmm?
Ilya: oh i see
Ilya: it was, uh, what is word
Ilya: ass call
Shane: Oh. Wow.
or, butt dial and booty call are waaaay too similar for two terms with such wildly different meanings. when ilya accidentally butt dials his biochem tutor in the middle of the night, a miscommunication leads to some unexpected sexting.
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20 Jul 2026
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A glimpse into Shane and Ilya's life after getting together on Facebook Marketplace, and a short-lived attempt at finding a third roommate.
A sequel to hi shane, is this still available?
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- Part 2 of message sent to seller
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14 Jul 2026
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all that i lacked so long and loved so well by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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Because it's good news, right? That no one has told him that Ilya is— There probably would have been headlines. Or a press release. A photo of him in his jersey, smiling, two dates only twenty-eight years apart, a few lines about his career, and no listed survivors. Supportive tweets from a bunch of people in the league. Shane's team would put out a press release about the foundation and probably get a flood of donations. There would be something, if he were—
But there's nothing. There's just this void. Nothing, nothing, no sign of him. It's like Ilya has disappeared off the face of the earth.
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Shane's point of view on the events of lonely i came, and i depart alone
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- Part 2 of a strange door
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14 Jul 2026
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lonely i came, and i depart alone by nightrose
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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Ilya has heard people say that suicide is a selfish act. He's heard people say it about his mother, and it used to make him furious. He’d punched Alexei for it, once, broken his nose when he said, why are you still moping over that selfish bitch, she left us without a thought, even though he knew it was his brother’s grief speaking and not his heart.
That word, selfish, made him so furious, maybe, because some small part of him believed it. Some part of himself, a part of him that he was too ashamed of to acknowledge, let alone to name, believed that his mother should have been braver. Should have been stronger. Should have fought harder to stay with him, to keep taking care of him. Would have, if she’d loved Ilya as much as she claimed to.
He knows now, now that he has Shane, that it isn’t true. He knows it is possible to love someone entirely, completely, with the purest and truest love, and for life to still be unbearable.
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Another look at Ilya's depression in The Long Game.
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- Part 1 of a strange door
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14 Jul 2026
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There’s always something, of course— sister-not-brother, botox-not-tetanus, but alive-not-dead, that’s not your garden-variety blunder. John crawled on hands and knees through the five stages of grief— raw skin, ragged fingernails and all. Turns out they were listed wrong, John should’ve swapped the first and last, and isn’t this a fucking epiphany, that he was closer to the truth when he was in denial.
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13 Jul 2026
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Pencil in the Rest by lynadyndyn
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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Scent patches were mandatory for anyone participating in World Junior's, but a lot of the Russian guys Shane saw in the hotel or around the rink had them loosely attached to their necks or not quite centered over their scent gland. Shane had been on his way to his parents' car when the wind shifted, and he smelled that Rozanov, leaning against the wall and not-at-all-surreptitiously fishing a carton of cigarettes out of his pocket, must have been one of them.
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12 Jul 2026
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just not that into you by nightrose
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 Jul 2026
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"I have an idea," Shane says, out of nowhere, which is how most of the best sexual experiences of Ilya's entire life have started.
Ilya isn't really in the mood to try something new. He's feeling mopey and sorry for himself and his broken dick and he doesn't want to let himself and Shane down, again. He was already depressed, anyways, and he doesn't know how many more failures he can take. But Shane looks so bright and hopeful and excited, like he's come up with a thrilling little secret, and Ilya can never say no to him when he makes that particular face. "Go on."
"I know you don't want to have sex because you feel bad that you can't get hard. But. What if you made me feel bad instead?"
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Ilya has sexual side effects from his SSRIs. Shane wonders if a little roleplay can make him feel better.
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12 Jul 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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06 Jul 2026
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and here’s to my real friends by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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Shane loved the Centaurs. He really did. They felt like a second family, and Shane would never take that for granted.
They had one flaw, however. Boundaries, for some reason, seemed to be a foreign concept to the entire team.
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14 Jun 2026
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i thought i knew it all, but you came out of the blue by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Me: my sister keeps asking about my love life
Me: she said "aren't all hockey players supposed to be sluts"Or, the world keeps turning, and Luca Haas goes through the motions. Until he doesn't (it might be Ilya’s fault).
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14 Jun 2026
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it's you, it's you, it's all for you (everything i do) by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Feb 2026
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Ilya: Image Attached
Ilya: look is you
Shane: what
Shane: how is that meOr, Shane and Ilya's texts through the years. They think about each other more than they'd admit.
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14 Jun 2026
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is this how it feels to be in love by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Apr 2026
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The funny thing about the whole thing is that Luca really sees none of it coming.
Because, yes, maybe he did have a tiny, very little crush on Ilya Rozanov growing up. And sure, maybe he did have his poster hanging up next to his bed. And okay, fine, maybe there had been a time in his life where he watched every single Raiders game with a hyperfocus on a certain player, and then secretly ventured onto his Tumblr feed after to watch and rewatch his favorite gifs from the game.
Or, Luca Haas is finally settling into who he is as a hockey player and a person. And then a certain rival of his comes bulldozing his way into his life.
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- Part 2 of home is wherever i'm with you
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14 Jun 2026
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'cause you're not up to going by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 May 2026
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“What’s ‘Hollanov’?” Dykstra asked, and Luca felt his heart drop immediately but still didn’t look up, now out of an attempt at self-preservation.
“It’s what people call Roz and Hollzy in a relationship, apparently.”
This felt like the start to one of his stress-induced nightmares.
“Oh yes. I know this. They tweet this all of the time,” Ilya cheerfully said. “They say very creative things, sometimes.”
It would be a great time for the ceiling to cave in right now. That did not happen.
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or, luca haas and his digital footprint.
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- Part 7 of anon heated rivalry fics
- Part 11 of the centaurs, extended
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14 Jun 2026
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#TheOttawaConspiracy by Cymbidia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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The trials and tribulations of Luca Haas, Hollanov Truther and RPF Warrior.
He just knows that Ilya Rozanov moved to Ottawa to be closer to Shane Hollander, and that when Roz disappears, it's to drive to Montreal and fuck nasty with Hollander. Unfortunately, he can't exactly share his conspiracy theory in the Centaurs team chat when they start speculating about where Rozanov disappears to during his free time.
Initially based on this tumblr post
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14 Jun 2026
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Famed Hollanov Fic Writer, Luca Haas by ellis (ellabellachicketychella) for ATrashMammal
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
20 May 2026
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Luca Haas looks Ilya Rozanov in the eye. Ilya Rozanov, recently appointed captain of The Ottawa Centaurs. Ilya Rozanov, who Luca has done unspeakable things to on Archive of Our Own.
He gulps. His phone is weighing heavy in his back pocket, his phone which has been logged into an Archive of Our Own account for years. An account which features some… disgustingly detailed smut about the man currently shaking his hand.
or, luca haas wrote a very popular hollanov fic when he was a teenager... he spends the first year of his professional hockey career in fear
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- Part 1 of the loser has to fall
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13 Jun 2026
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you're gonna go far, we'll all be here by writinginasnowglobe
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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Ilya: everyone welcome luca haas new rookie 🫨
Ilya: i gave him all your numbers do not introduce yourself
Ilya: i do not need phone buzzing i am busyOr, a look at Luca Haas's life—and consequently, Shane and Ilya's—through his texts over the years.
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13 Jun 2026
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Harris is unhappy with Shane's Instagram, and a quick perusal through Ilya's phone for photographs leaves Shane reeling. Is Ilya's mental health worse than Shane had known?
Aka Super Anxious/Regular Gay Shane Hollander snoops, then catastrophizes.
Come for the heartbreak, stay for the spice. Includes hot smut and happy ending. Also includes references to and spoilers for Play Hard, but could also be read alone. Spoilers for TLG.
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- Part 3 of The Hartzyverse
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13 Jun 2026
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Spoilers for The Long Game. Post-Canon.
The start of Ottawa's season feels like a promise. Ilya finally has all the people he loves in one place, a team that can keep up with him, the whole world knows he and Shane love each other, and they have the sweetest, most perfect dog. So why is he so nervous about their first game against Montreal?
AKA Protective Ilya Rozanov momentarily forgets his husband is still the hockey prodigy he fell in love with at first freckle in Saskatchewan.
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- Part 2 of The Hartzyverse
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- 4/4
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13 Jun 2026
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They’d wanted to escape the cage, but they’d been in that cage for a decade and they’d made a home of it. Out in the big wide world, they got homesick.
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- Part 11 of perfect from now on
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11 Jun 2026