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Love Isn't Signed on a Dotted Line by selfrestoration
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
27 Feb 2026
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Taylor has spent her entire career reinventing herself and, most recently, rewriting the metaphorical manuscript of her life. No longer does she find herself ensnared by binding legal contracts, abusive and controlling men, and the war against against her own body.
That is, until she finds the battles that she fought and won now being reflected back to her in the eyes of her ten-year-old daughter, Evelyn.
Now, Taylor is terrified that she has passed on to her daughter the same struggles that she would rather leave buried.
Or: Evelyn asks Taylor if she looks fat. Taylor wishes that she could scream. Instead, Taylor chokes on silence and hates herself for it.
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Evelyn jerks away from the window to look at her Mom with wide, unblinking eyes. When she speaks, her words are darting. "Why?" The word is spoken too loudly, too abruptly, for the small space, and Taylor can hear the panicked strain in her daughter's voice. "Do I look fat?"Taylor feels as if someone punched her in the gut and knocked all of the air out of her lungs. Her palms feel clammy. Where the fuck did that thought come from?
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- Part 3 of Kaylor: Domestic Slice of Life AU
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Sweet Like Tamarind by selfrestoration
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
26 Feb 2026
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Living in Nashville, Taylor Swift writes songs about love but never falls into it. Instead, she distracts herself with hotel ceilings and pretty faces with names that she doesn't bother to learn. Her rules are simple: no kissing, no cuddling, and the women who touch her must sign NDAs before they're allowed to make her come.
All of these rules to prevent another drunken mistake, like that 2AM kiss that still haunts her in the middle of the night.
Karlie Kloss, Taylor's best friend and New York's golden supermodel, is all carefree, optimistic perfection to the public. In private, however, Karlie chases strangers, hoping that they'll stay, only to leave first with tear-stained cheeks and a guilty conscience.
When Taylor's pop reinvention demands new scenery in either the form of London or New York City, Karlie's offer is simple: stay in the guest bedroom of her NYC condo that nobody is using and fall in love with the city instead of London.
Or: Sweet n' Low by Peach PRC but make it Kaylor and make it hurt
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Hold Me Tight When The World Throws Me To The Wolves by selfrestoration
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
13 Feb 2026
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Karlie and Taylor are in the midst of building a life full of love and chaos with their three kids. When their ten-year-old daughter, Evelyn, starts questioning how much space her body should take up, her moms struggle with how to best navigate supporting her and their own mental health.
Or: Wholesome family fluff with a heaping dose of Karlie using sex as a means of coping with existential dread (and Taylor is very much okay with that, thanks for asking).
Or (Excerpt's Version): "I need you to remind me that this world still has good things about it," Karlie says, brushing her thumb against Taylor's lower lip. "I need you." The words aren't a request. Karlie isn't asking for permission, though Taylor feels no pressure to comply. Taylor knows that Karlie needs something to ground her. Something real and solid. Something that Karlie can control when the world feels like it's an inescapable burning globe of chaos and uncertainty.
"You've got me," Taylor says, her eyes not leaving Karlie's. "You've always got me."
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- Part 2 of Kaylor: Domestic Slice of Life AU
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Pastel Ribbons & Ballet Slippers by selfrestoration
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
05 Feb 2026
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At ten years old, Evelyn Swift-Kloss has recently become eligible to enroll in Pre-Teen/Teen Ballet class, where she will dance alongside fellow students, ages 10 to 16.
Evelyn has been dancing since she was four, and she loves it. Every Friday, she fastens the ribbons on her ballet shoes and lets her body move freely, then joins her family afterwards for homemade pizza night.
This night, however, Evelyn is left wondering how much space she is allowed to take up in the dance world, if any at all.
Or: Evelyn worries that she's "too big" to dance. Her moms disagree.
Or (Excerpt's Version): "I just..." Evelyn swipes away a couple of tears that touch her cheeks. She isn't even sure why she's crying. She just knows that her body isn't meant to contain these new, big feelings and thoughts. "Do you think I'm too big to dance?"
Series
- Part 1 of Kaylor: Domestic Slice of Life AU
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Kaylor: Domestic Slice of Life AU by selfrestoration
Fandom Fashion Model RPF, Taylor Swift (Musician)
27 Feb 2026
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A collection of one-shots that follow Karlie Kloss x Taylor Swift (Kaylor) as they build a life together. Lots of love, cozy family scenes, and beautiful, messy chaos. This series also explores raw, emotional, intimate, and potentially triggering struggles as well. All of these one-shots are self-contained, so feel free to jump in wherever you feel most guided.
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Villanelle had a simple request, at least in her head it was simple.
Bookmarked by selfrestoration
07 Apr 2026
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🌈 progress: 3 / 17
📍 last read: ch. 3
☁️⏳ ongoing ⏳☁️
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“Well? Can I get my answer? Or is it too early for that as well?”
Taylor exhales with another shake of her head. She’s entertained, she really is. It’s hard not getting pulled into Karlie’s orbit — she’s just magnetic like that.
“I… wouldn’t be opposed to it,” Taylor replies after a moment. “Give it a try. I’ve never—”
“I figured,” Karlie hums. It’s not snide, not meant to mean anything more than what she said. Not meant to make fun of Taylor or minimize her experiences. Taylor appreciates it. “We could just try it. If you’re comfortable with it.”
“I feel comfortable with you,” Taylor says, surprising herself.
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Taylor discovers a new side of herself with Karlie.
Series
- Part 3 of how she brought me back to life
Bookmarked by selfrestoration
08 Jun 2026
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🌈 progress: 1 / 1
📍 last read: ch. 1
🌷✨ complete ✨🌷
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It's Never Going To Stop by LavenderCowboy (ArnottsBiscuitCabin)
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
12 Apr 2024
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They've been together long enough that Karlie can read the signs. Things get a little more complicated with Levi around.
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- Part 11 of don't forget to call your mother
Bookmarked by selfrestoration
22 Apr 2026
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🌈 progress: 1 / 1
📍 last read: ch. 1
🌷✨ complete ✨🌷
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i had the time of my life fighting dragons with you by LavenderCowboy (ArnottsBiscuitCabin)
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
02 May 2024
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There's nothing in this world Karlie loves more than learning the languages of Taylor Swift.
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- Part 19 of don't forget to call your mother
Bookmarked by selfrestoration
23 May 2026
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🌈 progress: 1 / 1
📍 last read: ch. 1
🌷✨ complete ✨🌷
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Earth to Sea by LavenderCowboy (ArnottsBiscuitCabin)
Fandoms: Taylor Swift (Musician), Fashion Model RPF
27 Apr 2024
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Taylor had been able to set aside her own mental health for only so long and then she poured it out into two albums. Karlie stands by her side, always, even if that means chillin' in bed and ignoring the release of two of her wife's most pivotal works.
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- Part 5 of don't forget to call your mother
Bookmarked by selfrestoration
05 May 2026
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🌈 progress: 1 / 1
📍 last read: ch. 1
🌷✨ complete ✨🌷