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    Shane's daughter steals her dad's phone and asks her favorite hockey player to marry her dad.

    Said hockey player is very intrigued.

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    Join Elena on her journey to get herself a hockey player and Shane and Ilya falling for each other fast.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    Ilya let out a quiet laugh, shaking his head. “I want to be perfect for you, Shane. To make up for all the time we lost.”

    “I don’t want perfect,” Shane said quietly, stroking Ilya’s cheek. “I want something real. Something that we fight to make work, because we want it so much. Because being together is so much fucking better than being without each other.”

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    Ten years ago, Shane and Ilya loved each other in secret and let each other go anyway.

    Now Shane, captain of the Ottawa Centaurs, is a single dad to four-year-old Ollie, and good at pretending he doesn’t think about the man he lost when they were younger and terrified of the fallout of being caught. Then one chance meeting turns into drinks, lingering looks, old feelings, and suddenly Ilya Rozanov is everywhere again.

    Some things, it turns out, never really leave you.

    As Shane and Ilya fall back into each other’s lives - and into something softer, steadier, and openly theirs this time — they realise maybe they’re finally ready for the life they used to dream about.

    Or: two hockey players who were each other’s first love reconnect ten years later and slowly build the family they always wanted.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    With the Montreal Metros suddenly in need of a new head coach, General Manager Shane Hollander turns to the one person who might know more about winning than he does: his fellow Hall of Famer and ex-decade long situationship, Ilya Rozanov.

    But what starts as a simple job offer soon becomes a life-altering change neither could have ever imagined.

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    15 Jun 2026

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    And at the occasional moments when Ilya Rozanov was asked what his inspiration was, he would quickly glance around the room and simply say he had a muse. A beautiful muse he kept drawing pure inspiration from. The way he said it was very easy too, too soft and too real. As if it were obvious as day. That this inspiration was so beautiful that anyone questioning where he drew imagination from was blind.
    More for him to soak up to anyways he would say, he didn't like to share at all. He liked to be the only recipient of this pure stream of sunshine.

    ☼Ilya Rozanov invites Shane Hollander to his house parties every week. Shane never shows up (except for that one time)

    ☼Shane hangs up a call sheet, looking to find male models for a nude painting he is drawing. (he finds that every other name is crossed out by the same pen that Ilya Rozanov's name is written)

    ☼Shane is very sure about the place he holds in Ilya's life. (and hates whoever the fuck his muse is)

    ☼Shane spends his life avoiding mess (apart from his holy devotion to a certain mess of curls and 'no tomorrows')

    AU: Where Shane and Ilya are students in a prestigious art university in Ontario

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    14 Jun 2026

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    10 Jun 2026