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    In his sophomore year of college, Mydei's life goes so downhill that he stops persuing his piano performance degree entirely and drops out, breaking up with his boyfriend of six months in the process so that they can both continue to follow their true dreams.

    A year and a half later, Mydei practically has everything he could possibly want: a feature with the biggest pop star in the world, a band that healed him from the darkest parts of his life, and one hit that he pretends he doesn't hate. He hasn't touched a piano in years and it's the happiest he's ever been, so why can't he shake the feeling that he's missing something?

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    02 May 2026

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    “You had to go through that thirty-three times?” Tribbie asked. Her voice wobbled with unshed tears.

    Phainon did the only thing possible in such a situation: He panicked.

    “Uh,” he said, because clearly his eloquence had abandoned him during one of the cycles, “yes?”

    // OR, circumstance leads to the heirs thinking Phainon only lived through thirty-three cycles. Rather than correcting them on this, Phainon doubles down and decides this is the new narrative he'll go along with so as to avoid worrying them too much.

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    02 May 2026

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    “Glad to see you back among the living,” Phainon says through a yawn, clearly having spent the night in the uncomfortable chair in the infirmary by Mydei’s side. Like he often does.

    Mydei’s head hurts. Just the regular kind of pain, easily managed by ignoring it until it goes away. But what makes it worse, is the confusion at his predicament. The memories returning to him in death used to vary in time and people who appeared in them. Why is it always Phainon nowadays?

    “Fuck you,” Mydei says, hoarsely. He feels like he is losing his mind.

    Phainon’s mouth locks mid-yawn and he blinks down at him stupidly, tilting his head with confusion. It’s probably fair, he hasn’t even done anything to earn Mydei’s ire as of late.

     

    or; Human brain lives for a few more minutes after dying, replaying the most cherished memories. Mydei starts seeing Phainon after each of his deaths.

     

    Translation into Russian (Русский) available: here
    Translation into Chinese (中文-普通话 國語) available: here

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    02 May 2026

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    "Can you all stop thirsting over my roommate? That's my job, thank you very much."

    In which Phainon is very bad at games, surprisingly good at streaming, and somewhere between both at falling in love.

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    25 Apr 2026

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    The Era Nova is here. Amphoreus is real, the Chrysos Heirs all survived, and Phainon remembers everything. He tries, he really does, but what use is a Deliverer to a world that's already been saved? So he flees, and before he knows it, five years have passed.

    Nothing changes. Amphoreus thrives but there's always another world that needs saving, and that's how Cyrene finds him one day. She hands him a note—coordinates to a sleepy town on a small planet.

    There, Phainon finds a library.

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    17 Apr 2026