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carry me home by okcookie
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Apr 2026
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“Ilya?” He said cautiously as he approached, the confused blonde looking up at him quickly, almost startled, before his expression settled into the kind warmth that it always did at the sight of his spouse. “Ilya, who was that man you were talking to?”
Ilya blinked. Once. Twice.
“What man?”
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Ilya is a Russian sleeper agent.
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It would’ve been easier if Ilya had taken his hand outside and allowed for the potent sedative on Shane’s glove to absorb through his skin, out there in the secluded, concrete garden of the estate. The drug would’ve taken him before he realized it, and he would’ve been a lot calmer. But to his own surprise, Shane found that he didn’t mind the brief moment when his dark eyes met Ilya’s panic-filled ones just before Ilya was visibly overtaken by drowsiness and his legs buckled. Maybe it was the moment of peace that had immediately washed over him that negated the fear Shane saw. Maybe it was something else, but now – with the Russian limp in his seat, his body lolling forward until his head rested on Shane’s shoulder as he succumbed to drug-induced slumber – was hardly the time to ponder it.
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Following the death of Grigori Rozanov, Alexei becomes head of the Russian Mafia. The Hollanders, leaders of the most prominent American mafia, assign their youngest son and prodigy, Shane, to lead their mission in asserting power over the Rozanov family by kidnapping their most forward-facing member: Ilya.
What happens when Shane enjoys the task beyond fulfilling his family's wishes?
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"I want to try something," Shane said, sitting up straight as Ilya lay propped up on pillows beside him.
"I need an hour, cолнышко, we're not teenagers anymore," he replied without looking up from his phone.
"No, not that kind of something!" Shane snapped back, his face dusting pink at the implication. "Something to help you relax."
Ilya looked up at him and raised an eyebrow.
"Something else!" He insisted when he realized what his husband was thinking.
"Okay," Ilya relented, setting his phone on the nightstand and turning his full attention to Shane. "What is this something?"
Shane took a deep breath before beginning his prepared proposal.
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When Ilya is struggling to relax, Shane walks him through a hypnotic induction.
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this mortal coil by screwsfallout
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 May 2026
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I am happy.
Ilya tells himself this every morning and every night. He tells himself this in the car on the way to see Galina. He tells himself this when Shane scores a hat trick against Montreal and kisses Ilya at center ice. He tells himself this when the Centaurs break the Presidents’ Trophy curse to win their first Cup ever.
I am so, so happy, Ilya thinks, because maybe if he says it enough times, if he just wishes hard enough, it will finally be true.
OR: The many faces of Ilya's depression over the years.
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31 May 2026
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To my dearest by mochababy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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“Ilya–” Shane breathed, high and wheezy. “You can’t– You can’t leave me! Please, God, please, don’t take him. Please, please, I can’t lose– I can’t–”
A blaring alarm yanked him out of his panic like a fish out of water. He shot upright, flailing his limbs that were caught in something soft. Blurred splashes of colour steadily painted a picture of a bedroom he’d recognise anywhere. It was brighter now, light pouring in through partially shut curtains. His breath was heavy and he struggled making sense of how the hell he’d ended up in bed when just a moment ago, Ilya had–
“Hollander.” Ilya slurred, narrowing his eyes at him. “Turn that thing off.”
Or, Shane is stuck in a time loop that resets whenever his fiancé dies.
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- Part 1 of a letter to my only (safe grounds)
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29 Apr 2026
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будь нежной (Be Gentle) by PassengerPidgin
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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The ash from the end of his cigarette missed the ashtray and landed on his arm. It stung, enough to drag his attention back to the present. He brushed the gray flecks from his arm, but paused, marvelling at the sting it left behind. It felt like control. He stared at the cigarette, slowly burning out in his hand.
Taking a deep breath, steeling himself for the impending pain, he quickly jabbed the hot cherry into the meat of his arm.
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20 Apr 2026
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Sinking While Swimming by CaffeinatedFlumadiddle
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Feb 2026
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“Maybe you don't have to-”
“Uh-uh. No backtracking now.” Hayden pointed a finger at him. “If you tell Shane, fantastic. Would love that, quite frankly, but until you do, I want those goddamn pictures, Rozanov. Am I clear?” Ilya wanted to make some quip about Pike trying to get a different kind of picture out of him, but given the circumstances... He just nodded. “Good. My kids tragically love the fuck out of you, so figure this out.” Ilya nodded again. “Alright then.”
Silence followed. Ilya eventually got up, and Hayden awkwardly walked him to the door.
“Ilya,” he said, surprising him with the first name. “I know what I say doesn’t particularly matter, and I am mainly just a fail-safe for this situation, but…” He opened the front door and clicked his tongue. “For what it’s worth, you’re a good guy and don’t deserve the shit your brain apparently puts you through.”
"I'm a married man, Pike."
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Ilya’s depression shifts into some self-harming tendencies, despite how well he can justify most of it. An unexpected cavalry comes together.
(AKA I found a story filled with sex and decided to hone in on my other favorite things: mental health and complex family dynamics)
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23 Apr 2026
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you got a lonesome road to walk (wait for me) by differentsnowflake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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"Hayes!" He calls while he knocks loudly on the door. "Ilya!" he adds, just in case.
Wyatt opens the door a minute later. Shane can't help but chuckle. He's still wearing a costume, one that Shane doesn't recognize, and his shirt is stained with something that stinks of really strong alcohol. His hair is sticking up in all directions and he's squinting. "Hollander, what the hell."
"I could ask you the same thing," Shane crosses his arms, taking a look inside Wyatt's hotel room. Ilya doesn't seem to be there, and the anxiety starts reaching his heart, turning its beating erratic. Shane's mostly annoyed, if he's being honest, but there's this feeling twirling in his gut. He doesn't like not knowing where Ilya is. "Where the hell is my husband?"
Hayes blinks.
"What?"Or, after a bad depressive episode and a terrified confession, Ilya made a promise to his husband. He swore he would never, ever leave him. And he'll be damned if he doesn't keep his promise, even if he has to fight strangers, jump off a moving car and cross the whole Nevada desert. He will get back to Shane, even if it's the last thing he does.
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23 Apr 2026