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Naim gets tormented by nightmares and his own insecurities. Ryan shows him he's not alone.
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23 Jul 2026
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As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?***
maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving
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19 Jul 2026
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One of the leviticus fics of all time. Marvelous
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The town had already killed Ryan and Naim the moment they let that healer cross their threshold. A little more violence hardly mattered to them. The manner of Ryan’s devotion definitely didn’t.
or: canon divergence where naim jumps into the fight against macca's boys to protect ryan (and gets hurt)
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- Part 4 of leviticus healings
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17 Jul 2026
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“Naim,” Ryan says lowly.
“Yes!” Naim whimpers against the tile. “Yes, I fucking like it.”
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17 Jul 2026
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Those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.
Ryan has an emptiness within him that devotion feeds off of. A need for love. Little did he know, that vacuum was perfectly Naim shaped. A place for his devotion to go towards, somebody to believe in and worship. Something Holy.or, the year after ryan and naim leave
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15 Jul 2026
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“It’s okay,” Naim said. There was still blood seeping from his mouth.
“No.” Ryan shook his head. He didn’t know where to touch Naim, didn’t know if he trusted himself to. Carefully he reached for his wrist, the closest thing, and pulled his hand from where it clenched white around the railing. “No, fuck. Come here—”
Ryan could see the ragged skin of the gash beneath Naim’s chin, the blood still dripping freely onto his collarbones. A deep wine-purple was blooming at his brow. And Ryan had done this, the real Ryan.
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In a moment of panic, Ryan mistakes Naim for the Entity.
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15 Jul 2026
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It doesn't help that Ryan's fingers are suddenly moving, not holding him anymore, but just…hovering. Pads tickling over knuckles, down to his palm, and then up again. When their sticky palms slot together, it's Ryan's hand that comes up larger.
Or in which Naim yearns, and yearns, and yearns.
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14 Jul 2026
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Years on from Bandee, part of him was still scared of how Ryan made him feel. The things he made him want. Maybe he'd never be able to let go of that fear entirely, ruined by what they'd been through in more ways than a murderous shadow. But tonight there was an ache inside of him like a bruise and Naim needed desperately for it to be pressed.
Naim and Ryan go to a friend's birthday, and Naim lets himself want without fear.
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- Part 2 of i want it to look like you
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14 Jul 2026
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The first time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Ryan was bleeding. The second time Naim told Ryan that he loved him, it was because Naim couldn’t keep it in.
or: Neither of them can sleep after they leave Bandee, and Ryan tries to stop the guilt from eating them both alive.
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- Part 2 of leviticus healings
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14 Jul 2026
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“I meant it when I said I forgave you,” Ryan said. “I know what it’s like to be so scared that you…” Ryan licked at his dry lips. “You do things you don’t even want to do.” Ryan thought of being perpetually bruised for years because Hunter’s stones were the closest thing he ever had to real affection.
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“Would body heat help, d’you think?” Ryan asked him.
“Maybe.” Naim squinted at him. “That’s not a line, is it?”
Or: the one where Naim has an awful period and Ryan helps him cut class
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- Part 3 of leviticus healings
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14 Jul 2026
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There was a new boy at their school and in their classes. He was quiet, didn't talk much, and Ryan wasn't sure if he had even spoken a single word to anyone here yet. He sat a few chairs in front of Hunter in their English class, and Ryan spent half of the period staring at the back of his head, watching him fiddle with the gold chain and ring around his throat or scribble something in his notebook.
The following Sunday, he appeared at the church with whom Ryan assumed was his mother. While she mingled and met the congregation, he stood off to the side in a corner or followed closely behind her with his head tilted downward. He didn't sing along to any of the songs, didn't follow along in prayer, and every once in a while, Ryan caught him side-eyeing him from the other side of the church, gaze roving over him in something akin to curiosity.
The next time he looked over at him, Ryan gave him a small smile, and the boy turned away quickly, not looking at Ryan again for the rest of the service.
And Ryan couldn't help but smile wider to himself, pleased.
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My take on Ryan, his relationships, and his suffering throughout the entirety of Leviticus
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- Part 2 of Squee's Leviticus Fics
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13 Jul 2026
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She whispered a soft apology in the air to Marnie. She couldn’t warn her about this. She just couldn’t, not with this thing breathing down her neck at every step.
Something in her body was scared to see her too, remembering the hands around her neck and the teeth in her lip, the cuts throbbed in the open air.
And that broke her heart.
Eventually she would find out more about this thing, the Entity that took the form of the thing she most desired. In a way, she was glad she didn’t spend time with Marnie afterwards, she didn’t want the thing to be able to perfectly replicate the love she lost.
Jessica wasn’t even invited to her funeral.
Or:
Jessica and Marnie and what came before.
Bookmarked by hellshaven
12 Jul 2026
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you poor thing (sweet, mourning lamb) by miidniightfiictiion
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
10 Jul 2026
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But each person is tempted when he is lured and enticed by his own desire.
James 1:14
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11 Jul 2026
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loose ends to tie up by patiencespardon
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
22 Jan 2025
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Jinx'd had big plans involving herself and a date with an airship headed who-knows-who-cares-where. But if she’s too busted-up to crawl in a straight line through a fucking ventilation shaft, she doesn’t have a chance at clambering through rigging.
Time to think about this critically. Where’s a girl to go, after she’s faked her own death? What hidden hearth is she to crawl to, what savior is there to give her refuge?
Well. Of all the girls in the world who have faked their own deaths, she must be an especially lucky one, because, even if she has to scoot on her ass through an air duct to get there, she knows exactly where she’s going.
Or, a season two post-finale timebomb fix-it, wherein some very important conversations are finally had and some very long-term pining is finally resolved.
Bookmarked by hellshaven
10 Jul 2026
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Ekko looks like he might be having a heart attack, or perhaps suffering a very severe case of brain freeze. “Where the hell did that come from?“
“What, you’re jealous that you have to sit here playing doctor while alternate-universe you is, like, totally tapping this?”
“I didn’t tell you about that part – “
lol this was so amazing I love jinx’s voice in this
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"I just..." Ryan shook his head, his voice rising again. "I just want some fucking space."
Naim stopped where he was.
"From this." Ryan gestured helplessly between them. "From everything."
His eyes squeezed shut before he looked back at Naim.
"...From you."
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Ryan and Naim arrive in Toronto with nothing but the clothes on their backs and barely eight hundred dollars to their names. After everything they’ve survived, none of it seems to matter, as long as they have each other.
But starting over isn’t as simple as they imagined. As the weight of the real world begins to settle in, they’re forced to wonder if love alone is enough.
And worse still… 'It' never stopped following them.
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08 Jul 2026
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Somehow the blonde boy had completely hypnotised him. That was how Naim felt about it, for lack of a better word.
Otherwise he would not be so worked up over the fact it had been nearly two months and he still had not so much as grazed a hand beneath Ryan's waistband.
How absurd was that?
Or, Naim gets to the bottom of why Ryan never lets him get him off.
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06 Jul 2026
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“Thank you,” Ryan whispers, the metal of his rings cool against the skin of Naim’s neck. Naim’s hands land on Ryan’s thighs. “I’m, fuck, Naim. I’m not good at this. But I want to be. For you.”
“Ryan, you don’t-“
“I do,” Ryan cuts him off, licking his torn bottom lip. “You’re the only person who has taken care of me like this. Only one who wants to. You look at me and you don’t see a fuckup, a loser. You just see me. You’re the only one, Naim.”
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05 Jul 2026
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It turns out that never getting to be alone again for the rest of your lives has some pretty foreseeable consequences. Sometimes, you can get sick of someone even if you lo-care about them, a lot. Sometimes, you realise that you never want to not get sick of them, that you want to be so stuck to them that you get sick of them sometimes forever.
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- Part 2 of IOUverse
Bookmarked by hellshaven
30 Jun 2026
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so realistic. I like how the angst of their post canon life is explored here
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the mirrors lie (those aren't my eyes) by ichangeuserseveryweek
Fandoms: Leviticus (Movie 2026)
26 Jun 2026
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Slowly, Naim pulled back the sleeve of his shirt to reveal the burn scars he had amassed over these months. Ryan moved his hand closer and closer, telegraphing his actions carefully as he watched for any sudden movements on Naim's part.
Ryan raised the lighter against Naim's skin, pressing the open flame against his forearm.
In which I take the 3 second cheek hold and push it to its (il)logical conclusion.
Bookmarked by hellshaven
29 Jun 2026
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Great balance of realistic angst and cutesiness
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Ryan exhales, smoke slipping past his lips. “Did it ever touch you?”
Naim’s stomach churns. He curls towards Ryan, shifting onto his side, as Ryan’s gaze lands on him, piercing. He shakes his head.
“Good,” Ryan says, lifting the cigarette to his mouth.
Naim thinks of photobooth pictures, of hot blood trickling down Ryan’s neck, of flame and fear. He presses a soft kiss to Ryan’s side, over his ribs, over the soft cotton of his shirt, and inhales his scent.
Bookmarked by hellshaven
29 Jun 2026
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“Oi,” he said, full of fake offence, shoving at Naim’s shoulder. Gentle–always gentle, now.
Augh