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Ryan’s head hasn’t stopped swimming with thoughts– he wants to say so much, and ask so many questions, even if he’s scared of the answers. More than anything, he wants to apologize profusely. But what he thinks about now is the inevitable dread of splitting up to their houses when they get back– the cold night and colder house with people who don’t speak to him before he goes to bed anymore.
He thinks back to the mill. He doesn’t know if anything will ever be like that again.
Plus, Naim’s gaze puts any coherent thoughts out of his head. Naim’s gaze darting to his lips, and back, and moving towards him feels like some siren call. And he's not really well equipped to deal with resisting that.
Or: The hospital scene + the bus scene, but from Ryan’s point of view.
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Naim gets tormented by nightmares and his own insecurities. Ryan shows him he's not alone.
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23 Jul 2026
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As the hart panteth after the water brooks, so panteth my soul after thee, O God.
My soul thirsteth for God, for the living God: when shall I come and appear before God?
My tears have been my meat day and night, while they continually say unto me, Where is thy God?***
maybe they can outrun it, if he just keeps driving
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19 Jul 2026
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One of the leviticus fics of all time. Marvelous
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The town had already killed Ryan and Naim the moment they let that healer cross their threshold. A little more violence hardly mattered to them. The manner of Ryan’s devotion definitely didn’t.
or: canon divergence where naim jumps into the fight against macca's boys to protect ryan (and gets hurt)
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- Part 4 of leviticus healings
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17 Jul 2026
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“Naim,” Ryan says lowly.
“Yes!” Naim whimpers against the tile. “Yes, I fucking like it.”
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17 Jul 2026
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Those who have trusted in God may be careful to devote themselves to doing what is good.
Ryan has an emptiness within him that devotion feeds off of. A need for love. Little did he know, that vacuum was perfectly Naim shaped. A place for his devotion to go towards, somebody to believe in and worship. Something Holy.or, the year after ryan and naim leave
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15 Jul 2026