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  1. Summary

    as the title states, jihan (with hints of jhc occasionally) as my favorite ships from animanga, shows, comics etc. they'll be thrown in many situations but worry not, they'll always prevail. maybe.

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  1. Rec 36

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    Lars likes Driver's gloves.

    He likes the way they wrap themselves snugly around each and every one of Driver's fingers, likes the way they caress the palms and backs of his hands, hug the lithe lines of his wrists. He likes the way Driver's hands flex within them; the soft creaking of the worn leather is as soothing to Lars's ears as a masterfully crafted, cloying lullaby. Lars likes to watch him pull them on, the way his fingers wiggle and settle into their rightful place, ready to do a job.

    Their job—other than to hold Driver's hands while he drives—is to touch.

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    26 Jun 2026

  2. Rec 84

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    Jacob wakes up in Sebastian's bed the morning after and the rest is history. More or less.

    Or:
    Part 2 of my Sebastian/Jacob oneshot because I decided to make them fall in love.

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    17 Jun 2026

  3. Rec 29

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    As the two turn around to head back into the inn, still chatting amongst themselves, Oikawa heaves a sigh of relief. He’s not sure why that whole conversation was so difficult to watch, or why he was tensed the entire time, but at least it’s over now.

    And then Sugawara turns his head at just the last moment, catching his eye. He gives him a knowing smile right before he and Iwaizumi enter the inn, and Oikawa’s world tilts off axis.

    A terse lump forms in his throat. “I—” he begins, hate you already on the tip of his tongue, but the syllables don’t form.

    “—wish I could hate you,” comes out instead, raw and honest and brimming with agony.

    or, when sugawara transfers to seijoh in their second year, oikawa’s entire life is thrown for a loop—he detests, loses his bearings, falls hard enough to break his spine, and most of all, learns to love
    day 3: “i wish i could hate you”

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    05 May 2026

  4. Rec 35

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    Robin is a hero. Tim becomes Robin. The hardest part, he thinks, is that he barely feels like a hero at all, and he’s not sure what he’s doing wrong. Day after day something in his chest will crack and itch, but he will not scratch it. He’ll be afraid of what’ll come spilling out if he does. He’ll wonder if it’s a speck of rot. One day they’ll be going over the rooftops, he and Dick, and Dick will crack a joke Tim doesn’t understand, and it’ll hit him that it’s likely something Jason would have understood immediately. Tim will glance over his shoulder and say, half-jokingly, It sort of feels like I’m chasing a ghost, and Dick will look at him like he’s already dead, like he has just realized Jason is dead all over again, and Tim won’t speak again for the rest of the night.

    He wonders what it would be like to be missed like Jason is. He doesn’t think he’s ever been missed before.

    In which Tim Drake ponders on what a hero isn't, and what a brother can be.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.

    Steve fails. They lose.

    “Steve, how many loops have you been through?”

    His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.

    “I lost count.”

    AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.

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    24 Feb 2026