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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    A few fortuitous encounters with Sebastian Smythe in New York followed by a one night stand that lasts more than one night make Kurt face his past and present, and he must decide which one he wants to define his future.

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 30

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    “Thanks. Seriously,” Till said, though he knew it was long overdue. He shifted in his seat, extending a hand across the center console. Ivan didn’t so much as glance at it. “I’m Till, by the way. Till Becker.”

    “I know who you are.”

    “Oh,” Till muttered. Slowly, Till withdrew his hand and opted to wipe it awkwardly against his jacket instead. “Right.”

    Ivan remained silent. 

    “I know who you are, too,” Till revealed, trying to lighten the mood

    “Great,” Ivan said dryly. “Then we can skip the introductions.”

    “Um, okay,” Till mumbled, secretly wishing he never bothered.

    “Instead,” Ivan suggested, shrugging, “let’s ask bigger questions. Like, why would you go hiking in the middle of winter?”

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    Or: Till has spent his entire life living up to his dad's legacy, and only half of that time trying to then prove he's more than that. And on that same tipping scale, Ivan spent that same amount of time going straight through his goals--his destiny, only to steer away from his own carefully crafted expectations.

     

    The two of them couldn't be any more different. But opposites do, inevitably, attract.

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    29 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 46

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    Rivals on stage, sharp words cutting off it. That was how it was supposed to be. Nothing more. But after one reckless night together, the lines blurred, and suddenly every cutting remarks concealed something far more tangled. Kurt tries to convince himself it was a drunken mistake, while Sebastian keeps bringing the memories back. What if it wasn't just a one-time thing?

    As insults turn into touches and enemies into something dangerously close to lovers, Kurt and Sebastian find themselves caught between pride, desire and the terrifying possibility something real starts blooming.

    Can they keep their connection behind closed doors without anyone getting hurt?

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    28 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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      The summer before college Kurt is shocked when Sebastian comes to him with a timely offer he can’t refuse.  He’ll get something he needs to realize his dreams, but in return he has to play the role of Sebastian’s boyfriend for the summer.  Neither of them know just how much their worlds are about to change. For a GKM prompt.

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    27 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 49

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    Nancy Wheeler is the girl everyone believes in. The girl everyone wants to be. Perfect grades. Perfect posture. Perfect boyfriend. Perfect future. She’s the cheer captain, captain of the debate team, honor roll every year, student of the month more times than anyone can count. Teachers trust her. Parents admire her. Friends rely on her. She built her life on being dependable, admirable, and untouchable. And for a long time, she believed in that version of herself too. Everything begins to shift when Robin Buckley enters her life. Not as a rumor. Not as an idea. As a person. Robin is awkward, honest, guarded. She doesn’t pretend. She doesn’t try to impress anyone. And somehow, Nancy finds herself drawn to her in ways she doesn’t understand.

    Robin Buckley hates Nancy Wheeler. Or that’s what she tells herself. She hates how easy everything seems for her. How everyone looks at her like she matters. How perfect her life appears. But the closer Robin gets, the harder it becomes to hate her. Because what happens if Robin Buckley, the girl who never lets anyone in, lets Nancy Wheeler see her? What happens if Nancy Wheeler, the girl everyone believes in, chooses Robin? What if the girl she hated is the one she needs?

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    26 Jun 2026