feebleCarp

a feeble carp, despairing over a laptop



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    He pictured Simon behind him pressed all along his back, hot and heavy and breathing like he was barely holding himself together. Simon’s hand over his mouth. Grace wanted it so fucking bad. He wanted Simon wound past thinking, past all that restraint. Wanted Simon’s teeth at his neck and Simon’s hand low on his stomach, holding him still while Grace fell apart against him. He wanted Simon making those broken growling sounds into his skin like Grace was prey, or food, or home, or some fucked-up fourth thing Grace didn’t have a word for.

     

    Grace’s knees bent; he was barely standing.

     

    He bit down on his lip to keep quiet and pushed his fingers deeper.

     

    A low breath came from in front of him.

     

    “Grace.”

     

    His eyes snapped open.

     

    Shit.

    (For those of you scrolling with your phone in one hand and morals in the other the smut starts in the chapter titled “under the jaw”)

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    06 Jul 2026

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    What if Grace met Simon, but things went very badly, and now they're stuck on Erid as enemies?
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    A slow burn story of two people trying to understand one another and learn to coexist. No one said it would be easy.

    or "Come for the smut, stay for the plot"

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    01 Jul 2026

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    A combination of the Iron Lung universe and Project Hail Mary universe!
    Mars was colonized. Eden was established. Astrophage threatened life.
    Earth sent a ship out to solve the issue. Eden sent a ship out to hunt it down.
    Simon and five of his brothers are tasked with rising against the enemies of Eden, destroying the Hail Mary, and ensuring the human hands attempting to stay the hand of God are brought to ruin. The Rapture is coming. Father saw it. The death of the sun is only the beginning. All will end. All will be made new.
    Ryland Grace doesn't even know he's running for his life. He's barely holding himself together as he tries to figure out who he is, what he's doing, and how to communicate with an alien he's made friends with. Just as things are looking up, a Martian ship arrives. It looked like it was headed right for him, but then... it turned. Rocky claims there is one living person on board. Alone, just like him. Strange, frightening, but desperately in need of his help.

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    20 Jun 2026

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    “Doc broke a tube of something, inhaled it, then fell in the middle of the lab. He said it was someone else’s. Smelled sweet.”

    Stratt swears about a paragraph worth of German profanity.

    “You’ve got the shape of it,” Carl says when she’s done. “You know what that was?”

    She presses hard at her temple. “It was an experimental drug to manipulate neurotransmitters,” she spits out, her consonants especially harsh. “Meant to help the crew in their comas by stabilizing hormonal output.”

    “It was supposed to,” Carl echoes. “Does it?”

    When Stratt shakes her head sharply, her hair falls from its loose braid. “The very opposite. It was an abject failure—an aphrodisiac. Very potent.”

    “Uh oh,” Grace says dreamily.

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    When Grace has an accident in the lab and ingests an aphrodisiac, Carl takes him to the only person he knows with a private room. Stratt gets them through it.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    Colt Seavers raised his baby brother until the adults decided Ryland needed “stability” and sent Colt away.

    Four years later, Ryland is six, silent, traumatized, and in protective custody.

    Colt has spent years learning how to fall.

    For Ryland, he learns how to stay.

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    04 Jun 2026