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   but what if I need you in my darkest hour? by angel_deux

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Carter Vaughn
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Airplane Crashes
   • a different plane crash from the usual one tho
   • Serious Injuries
   • what's in this fic less: hockey or medical accuracy? you decide!
   • in which I conspire to write Scott Hunter a female friend
   • minor/background Scott/Kip
   • by which I mean Scott thinks about him a lot
   • mostly show canon/timeline esp for Scott/Kip
   • Description of Injuries
   • very minor character deaths of unnamed plane passengers
   • shane's give a fuck meter also dies along the way
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • RIP to the all stars 2017 helmet kiss but unfortunately the boys are busy freezing somewhere in the canadian wilderness in this
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • technically ilya is not hurt in this but consider that he is actually MORE hurt than Shane
   • this was originally intended to be a survival story but you'll be shocked how little that comes into it
   • please understand I at several points had the opportunity to research and I took none of them
   • anyone who wants to read hardcore survival WILL kick me in the mouth when they realize what I've done in the last chapter and im not actually sorry
   • Minor suicidal ideation
   • I should add:
   • No Sex
   • Like sure Shane does get railed in a manner of speaking
   • But not in the way he prefers

   Summary

   The day after attending a charity event in Vancouver, Shane, Ilya, Scott, and a few other players board a plane to take them to Tampa for 2017 All Stars.

   The plane goes down somewhere in the wilderness, in the middle of a storm.

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   English

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   34,142

   Chapters:

   4/4

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   19 Jun 2026

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   his sugar baby, his sour coach, his jock bro lady macbeth by angel_deux

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Jun 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Kip Grady
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Career Ending Injuries
   • sorry to shane hollander for ruining his life by taking away hockey again
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • in the past
   • but they are referenced in the present
   • there is some sugar daddying
   • but it's about the TRAUMA and about the CAREER he should have had
   • kip: anyway that's why I didn't let my hockey boyfriend sugar daddy me. it's bc i have dignity
   • shane: oh okay that's cool. i don't tho
   • typical ilya behavior (being lovable but refusing to realize it about himself)
   • im so sorry I think i made them toxic again
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander is Obsessed With Ilya Rozanov
   • ive invented a new gay crisis for shane to have (thinks he's not gay enough for kip and his friends)
   • post concussion syndrome
   • all of the injury stuff is VERY vaguely described btw
   • shane's other gay crisis in this is that he's gay for hockey and ilya rozanov is its personification
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • i keep forgetting to tag that but it's like a blanket thing with me i promise
   • these idiots will not be sad for long they will confess their love in a very stupid way
   • and ilya WILL get hard every time shane insults his dad

   Summary

   Shane and Ilya collide on the ice in 2008, and Shane's career is over before it begins.

   In 2014, when they meet each other in a club in Boston, Ilya wants to make it up to him.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   10/10

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   18 Jun 2026

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   the jane box by angel_deux

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   31 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau
   • Temporary Amnesia
   • extremely specific amnesia
   • movie amnesia where i remove shane hollander from ilya's brain with a scalpel for torment nexus reasons
   • post tuna meltdown
   • Svetlana Vetrova Finds Out About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • cliff casually destroying shane's life with one text and walking away oblivious
   • i once again am making them not attend 2017 all stars despite that being one of my favorite bits
   • Why do I keep doing this to myself?
   • there are no actual magic wishes involved but i think from shane's pov he might wonder if there was
   • like shane probably spends SOME time wondering if this is a monkeys paw situation
   • ilya: wow it's so weird i can't remember my greatest rival at all!
   • meanwhile shane in the background is just trapped in wordless despair
   • yet somehow i think this fic is mostly lighthearted and a bit soft
   • probably because it's an ilya pov fic and we only see the iceberg of shane's emotional saw traps through the fog
   • i mean this goes without saying but
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • this entire thing is handwaved by a doctor in this fic with 'idk man! brains are weird!' so keep that in mind lmao

   Summary

   When Ilya is concussed during a game, he experiences a weird gap in his memories. He has completely forgotten two people he should apparently know: his longtime rival Shane Hollander, and a regular hookup named Jane.

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   English

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   1/1

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   18 Jun 2026

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   oh well, I guess we're gonna find out! by angel_deux

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   10 May 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Zombie Apocalypse
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - Zombie Apocalypse
   • speedrunning the fuckbuddy situation at the end of the world
   • set after the 'we didn't even kiss' unsent text because that seemed like the worst possible time for them to be stuck together lmao
   • shane hollander you will never know how close you were to getting jaime lannistered in this fic
   • you know in zombie movies how the people are always the real villains?
   • it's mostly not true in this
   • but the real villain is shane's obsession with hockey
   • or the institution of professional hockey
   • but i somehow treat it gently anyway because im weak (and also like hockey)
   • misuse of russian petnames
   • alternating povs
   • two narrators so unreliable you can't even trust their own thoughts about their own emotions
   • and you certainly can't trust them with each others
   • also should be mentioned
   • Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts
   • ilya is passively suicidal due to you know the horrors
   • and then actively suicidal very briefly because of some other horrors
   • Toxic codependence
   • But do I try to fix them? No
   • i only make one (1) provincetown joke in this whole 95k fic
   • as a queer masshole I think i deserve a prize for that
   • very minor amputation kink moment
   • nothing is actually amputated but that doesnt stop them from kinking about it
   • i cannot overstate how toxically codependent they become in this
   • somewhere there is a version of this story where i was brave enough to jaime lannister shane for his own good
   • but unfortunately i am a coward and it is not this version lmao
   • shane can keep a little obsession with being the best at hockey as a treat

   Summary

   Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

   Except, well. Then there are zombies.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   95,670

   Chapters:

   3/3

   Comments:

   2,312

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   17 Jun 2026

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   As the Romans Do by kooksie

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jun 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates
   • Strangers to Friends to Lovers
   • Best Friends to Lovers
   • Mutual Pining
   • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
   • Possessive Ilya Rozanov
   • Oblivious Shane Hollander
   • Oblivious Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov is Obsessed With Shane Hollander
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Eventual Smut
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Miscommunication
   • Top Ilya Rozanov
   • Bottom Shane Hollander
   • Alternate Universe - Non-Famous
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Doesn't Know He's Bisexual
   • Shane Hollander is Ilya Rozanov's Bi Awakening

   Summary

   As a straight man, Ilya Rozanov has never had a gay roommate before, but it’s going pretty well. Shane Hollander is kind, silly, and an even bigger hockey nut than Ilya.

   So when Shane starts bringing men over, and Ilya begins to want to bash their fucking heads in, Ilya comes to a startling conclusion: He must be homophobic.

   (He’s jealous.)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   40,186

   Chapters:

   4/4

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   37,469

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   15 Jun 2026