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so you must like me for me by alasse
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
10 May 2026
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
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- 36,229
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- 2/2
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16 Jun 2026
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so you must like me for me by alasse
Completed: 2026-05-10
Work ID: 84119056Relationship Tags:
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Shane wants to figure out if he's gay before he gets drafted—and no, the way he felt when Ilya Rozanov smirked at him with a cigarette between his lips in Saskatchewan has nothing to do with it. Unfortunately, the random guy he hooks up with to try and make sure one way or another takes a picture, and Shane gets outed before the draft. In the ensuing scandal, he goes seventh overall, to Ottawa.
It turns out, having the worst thing you can think of happen to you when you're seventeen years old can end up being pretty liberating. And land you an unexpected best friend.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/15
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On Their Own Terms by CertainlyUncertain, Pammcasso
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
04 Jun 2026
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Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.
“Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.
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What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 30,451
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 5
- Comments:
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15 Jun 2026
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On Their Own Terms by CertainlyUncertain, Pammcasso
Completed: 2026-06-04
Work ID: 82042451Relationship Tags:
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Before Felix could remove his headphones, he heard it. Heavy, borderline panicked breaths. Felix realized that it must be Hollander. His mic was not turned off when he left the interview. Footsteps. And then a door opening and closing. They had filmed the interview that morning at the offices of the Irina Foundation. It sounded like maybe he had gone into his office.
“Hey, what is it? What is wrong?” Another voice. Unmistakable anywhere. Even if Felix hadn’t spent weeks now listening to it, he would still have recognized Ilya Rozanov’s voice.
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What if the filmmaker making the documentary about Hollander and Rozanov discovered the truth about their relationship. So he approaches Shane and Ilya about filming them over the course of the 2020/2021 season to create an honest documentary that tells the true story of their lives. Canon-divergent AU set during The Long Game.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/15
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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SHANE: Lily.
LILY: Hello
SHANE: Dead to me.
What the actual fuck?
LILY: ??
SHANE: what. The. Hell. Did. You. Do.
LILY: ahh
I am in trouble
Yes?
Or Ilya's teammates add "Jane" to the Boston WAG group chat in the height of their "no, we aren't falling in love, whatever do you mean" era (2014-2016-ish?).- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 50,728
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- 24/?
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15 Jun 2026
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not "your' anything by 24begaydonothing81
Updated: 2026-06-13
Work ID: 81424231Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya Rozanov
• Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya RozanovWork Summary:
EMILY: never getting rid of us Montreal Jane!!
JANE: Oh, that I know. Like a particularly insistent fungal infection.
EMILY: go die instead
HALLIE: "particularly insistent" was unnecessary 🫢
JANE:😘(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/15
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A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Jun 2026
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Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?
Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.
Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?
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14 Jun 2026
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A Year In Montreal by KatHowardApologist
Updated: 2026-06-09
Work ID: 84841021Relationship Tags:
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Once the glow of the cottage fades and the boys have to head back to the real world, they have to start the long difficult year being separated before Ilya signs with Ottawa. Or at least that was the plan, until Ilya opened his mouth and accidentally got himself traded to Montreal. But it’s fine, just one year for Ilya in Montreal and then their 10 year plan is back on track… Right?
Through their year on the same team, Ilya helps Shane come to terms with the fact that his team kinda sucks, Hayden gets chirped into oblivion but still realizes that maybe Ilya Rozanov isn’t nearly as bad of a guy as he thought, and Hollanov come to terms with a new question they didn’t expect to ask.
Now that they’ve gotten a taste of living together and being on the same team, how are they ever going to give it up?
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/14
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Call and Response by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jun 2026
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They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.
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14 Jun 2026
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Call and Response by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Published: 2026-06-01
Work ID: 85931771Relationship Tags:
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They talk now, about everything and nothing at all.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/14
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penthouse of your heart by charleybradburies
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
30 Apr 2026
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Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous amount of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.
Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.
And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.
OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.
title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.
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- English
- Words:
- 12,358
- Chapters:
- 8/?
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13 Jun 2026
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penthouse of your heart by charleybradburies
Updated: 2026-05-01
Work ID: 79053281Relationship Tags:
• Cliff Marlow & Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Boston Bears | Boston Raiders Team Ensemble & Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander & Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Team Ensemble
• Shane Hollander & Rose LandryWork Summary:
Cliff Marleau can be a dumbass, it’s fair to say - anyone can, some people would claim it more likely for men, and some people would certainly claim that being in a profession that involves violence, speed, and sharp things, and a ridiculous amount of travel all on a regular basis would make it pretty likely for someone to be a dumbass. He does dumb shit sometimes, but it’s usually pretty basic.
Actually, how this started was years ago, when he still felt just barely out of being a rookie himself and Coach asked him to keep a watch on their new Russian rookie Ilya Rozanov, now Boston’s captain and one of Cliff’s good friends.
And Cliff is pretty damn curious about the girlfriend Ilya swears he doesn’t want to have.
OR: Cliff's investment in getting Ilya to admit he's more invested than normal in Montreal Jane throws him and the Boston Raiders down the path of queer allyship.
title from 'Bejeweled' by Taylor Swift.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/13
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Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
11 Jun 2026
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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
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- Part 1 of Inspired By... Hollanov
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 71,851
- Chapters:
- 12/12
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- 6
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- 1,376
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12 Jun 2026
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Future Tense by alidesidero, Rebo758
Part 1 of Inspired By... HollanovSeries Information:
ID: 5798306
Words: 210,969 | Works: 8 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 136
Description:Fics Inspired by Other Fics
I am a kind of sentence-obsessed, so I will read a fic, and I will be obsessed with one sentence and paragraph, and from there, I will create a fic. So this is an ode to this fandom.
Completed: 2026-06-11
Work ID: 80321806Relationship Tags:
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"After an hour of breathing exercises, retracing what he had learned about himself and others, he opened his Notes app:
want:
Ilya
Stanley Cups
Awardsnot doing:
Dissociating
Making myself small to make others comfortable
Waiting ten fucking yearsWatching the clock, the time he had been waiting for was finally there.
Time to remind Ilya where the smoking area was."
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In 2021, Shane and Ilya are sent back to 2008. And they are determined to do it better this time.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/12
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“We’re not done talking?”
“No.” Shane smiles, a little apologetic, brushing a stray curl away from Ilya’s face. “We just covered the first point.”
Not we, Ilya thinks. You. You.
“How many points are there?”
“Um…” Shane considers. “Two. Probably.”
Shane breaks up with Rose Landry and shows up at Ilya’s house in the middle of the night. After a flight. After a cab ride across the city. To talk.
This better be a sober talk.
It isn’t.
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09 Jun 2026
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After Midnight by urneighborhoodnpc
Published: 2026-04-06
Work ID: 82624021Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Cliff Marlow | Cliff Marleau & Ilya RozanovWork Summary:
“We’re not done talking?”
“No.” Shane smiles, a little apologetic, brushing a stray curl away from Ilya’s face. “We just covered the first point.”
Not we, Ilya thinks. You. You.
“How many points are there?”
“Um…” Shane considers. “Two. Probably.”
Shane breaks up with Rose Landry and shows up at Ilya’s house in the middle of the night. After a flight. After a cab ride across the city. To talk.
This better be a sober talk.
It isn’t.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/09
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As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.
He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.
Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,041
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 109
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07 Jun 2026
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The Change by dntat
Published: 2026-02-10
Work ID: 79258041Relationship Tags:
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As his eyes adjusted to the gloom, Ilya understood why Shane had been so insistent on him coming over.
He had been struck by the change. The one no one could understand. That science couldn’t explain and was still rarely spoken about out loud.
Or: Ilya helps Shane through an unexpected predicament.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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Their daughter is Japanese. It’s not an intentional pairing, just the randomness of a cruel god that enjoys inflicting existential crises. Ilya is thrilled, of course, but Shane quietly has a nervous breakdown.
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Shane is half-Japanese. Sometimes, he wishes he wasn’t.
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07 Jun 2026
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Updated: 2026-05-27
Work ID: 75366811Relationship Tags:
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Their daughter is Japanese. It’s not an intentional pairing, just the randomness of a cruel god that enjoys inflicting existential crises. Ilya is thrilled, of course, but Shane quietly has a nervous breakdown.
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Shane is half-Japanese. Sometimes, he wishes he wasn’t.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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Dinner with Hollanders’ Future Favorite Son by 1944 (chie_natsumi)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 May 2026
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if, on the night of the commercial shoot, Yuna actually spoke to Ilya in the elevator, invited him to dinner with her family, and accidentally blue-balled her own son.
ft. dinner with a panicked/horny Shane, a Ilya on his best behavior and worst flirting game, a proud mother Yuna patting herself on her back, and a David Hollander really just wanted more fries but Yuna had said no.
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- Part 1 of ...with Hollanders’ Future Favorite Son
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07 Jun 2026
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Dinner with Hollanders’ Future Favorite Son by 1944 (chie_natsumi)
Part 1 of ...with Hollanders’ Future Favorite SonSeries Information:
ID: 6035676
Words: 16,783 | Works: 1 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 33
Description:NO DESCRIPTION
Completed: 2026-05-01
Work ID: 81587306Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya RozanovWork Summary:
if, on the night of the commercial shoot, Yuna actually spoke to Ilya in the elevator, invited him to dinner with her family, and accidentally blue-balled her own son.
ft. dinner with a panicked/horny Shane, a Ilya on his best behavior and worst flirting game, a proud mother Yuna patting herself on her back, and a David Hollander really just wanted more fries but Yuna had said no.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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“You have a ride back home, right? Please tell me you aren’t going to drive. You’ll crash one of your stupid sports cars and get a concussion. Or die.”
“Awe, so sweet to me, worrying. But no, I am in Moscow. I have no good cars here, only shitty Marussia B2. Stupid purchase. You know, the B2 is just B1 but with fancier clothes? Look better than B1, though. B1 look like low-money 80’s future movie.” He makes an annoyed sound. “No. I do not have word. научная фантастика. What is movie type that has flying cars?”
“Jesus,” Shane says, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much.”
“You like my voice, da? So is no problem, for you.”
“Fuck you. Do you mean sci-fi?”
Rozanov makes a triumphant sound. “Yes, that! Sci-fi. B1 look like that meme of a cat’s face covered in cream. Ugly car. So, at least I have better choice. I can look at it and not wish to drive it off cliff and into garbage land.”
“...You’re thinking of a landfill.”
Or, Ilya keeps calling Shane at odd hours to talk about nothing and everything. Shane, for some reason he can’t quite rationalize, keeps answering. And texting. And then things get a bit out of hand.
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- Part 1 of Hello/Goodbye, Dear/Sincerely Universe
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 115,140
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Comments:
- 1,109
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- 2,100
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07 Jun 2026
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Hello From Moscow, Goodbye from Montreal by Skyhon
Part 1 of Hello/Goodbye, Dear/Sincerely UniverseSeries Information:
ID: 5978611
Words: 121,088 | Works: 2 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 25
Description:Fics within the same canon rewrite universe in which Shane and Ilya text and call regularly in 2012, altering how they interact and fall in love.
Svetlana and Jessica have their own series of hookups in 2009 and continue to see each other for years afterwards, which bleeds into Shane and Ilya’s lives later on.
Updated: 2026-05-30
Work ID: 81046276Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
• Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana VetrovaWork Summary:
“You have a ride back home, right? Please tell me you aren’t going to drive. You’ll crash one of your stupid sports cars and get a concussion. Or die.”
“Awe, so sweet to me, worrying. But no, I am in Moscow. I have no good cars here, only shitty Marussia B2. Stupid purchase. You know, the B2 is just B1 but with fancier clothes? Look better than B1, though. B1 look like low-money 80’s future movie.” He makes an annoyed sound. “No. I do not have word. научная фантастика. What is movie type that has flying cars?”
“Jesus,” Shane says, running a hand through his hair. “I don’t think I’ve ever heard you talk so much.”
“You like my voice, da? So is no problem, for you.”
“Fuck you. Do you mean sci-fi?”
Rozanov makes a triumphant sound. “Yes, that! Sci-fi. B1 look like that meme of a cat’s face covered in cream. Ugly car. So, at least I have better choice. I can look at it and not wish to drive it off cliff and into garbage land.”
“...You’re thinking of a landfill.”
Or, Ilya keeps calling Shane at odd hours to talk about nothing and everything. Shane, for some reason he can’t quite rationalize, keeps answering. And texting. And then things get a bit out of hand.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
Series
- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 230,038
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2,385
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- 11,801
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- 7,362
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07 Jun 2026
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(We Could Be) Something Great by Anonymous
Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something GreatSeries Information:
ID: 6049461
Words: 230,031 | Works: 1 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 232
Description:NO DESCRIPTION
Updated: 2026-05-21
Work ID: 83234441Relationship Tags:
Work Summary:
When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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cortisol, oxytocin, vasopressin by rhodenia
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
22 Apr 2026
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Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.
Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.
Series
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 44,407
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 480
- Kudos:
- 1,383
- Bookmarks:
- 445
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- 23,105
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07 Jun 2026
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cortisol, oxytocin, vasopressin by rhodenia
Part 2 of the sweetest honey is loathsome in its own deliciousnessSeries Information:
ID: 5687641
Words: 77,834 | Works: 2 | Complete: Yes | Bookmarks: 284
Description:Does it feel like agony for you too?
Being in love with a guy that everyone is obsessed with, most of all you? Shane and Ilya have that in common. The difference is how they deal with it.
Part 1: Ilya
Part 2: ShaneCompleted: 2026-04-22
Work ID: 80576081Relationship Tags:
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Apparently, Shane’s no better than a skittering lab rat, except he doesn’t press a button when he’s hoping for scraps—he knocks on Rozanov’s door.
Or: Rozanov is never going to love him back, so Shane decides to go to war with biochemistry. He buys a psychology book with a five-step guide to help him do it. If only he could actually stick to the plan.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/05/27
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
20 May 2026
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 90,785
- Chapters:
- 12/12
- Collections:
- 3
- Comments:
- 1,566
- Kudos:
- 5,363
- Bookmarks:
- 1,983
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- 130,760
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07 Jun 2026
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Staring at the Sun by Nerve_Itch
Completed: 2026-05-20
Work ID: 81902146Relationship Tags:
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The first sound Ilya hears is a thin, discordant symphony of beeps and whirs. Something vibrating.
The next thing he hears is…wet. A sort of shaking, gargling sound, that feels like the ugliest crying he’s ever heard. And through it, Shane’s voice.
“I’m with him now, mom. He’s— he’s not fine. He’s not. I know—”
Ilya wants to ask who's not fine, but he can’t feel his own body, his mouth, enough to ask.
“Yeah,” Shane is saying, only slightly calmer. “I know. He wasn’t breathing—"
Ilya knows there's a link, between the clinical musicality of medical settings, Shane’s audible, awful distress, and his own physical incapacity. It’s just, it’s so tenuous, and the air around him is so thick, so heavy. It would be easy, to sleep, a little.
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Footage of the last game between Ottawa and Montreal is everywhere; it’s breached containment from the sports world, and now it seems like everyone is baying for Montreal’s blood. Except, Ilya is oblivious. Not exactly blissfully so, but as the fight for accountability within the league rages on without him, Ilya just wants someone, anyone, to tell him what happened.(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
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your love moves me forward by justhockey
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
28 Jan 2026
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“It’s not new,” Shane admits.
“The gay part or the relationship part?”
“Both?”
Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.
(Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 5,849
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 4
- Comments:
- 461
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- 13,331
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- 1,694
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07 Jun 2026
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your love moves me forward by justhockey
Published: 2026-01-28
Work ID: 78495676Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Shane Hollander & Hayden PikeWork Summary:
“It’s not new,” Shane admits.
“The gay part or the relationship part?”
“Both?”
Hayden’s jaw slowly drops until he’s wearing such a goofy expression that Shane can’t help but laugh again.
(Or, Shane gets to come out on his own terms for once.)
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05
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All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.
As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 73,035
- Chapters:
- 13/?
- Comments:
- 562
- Kudos:
- 1,162
- Bookmarks:
- 410
- Hits:
- 31,813
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07 Jun 2026
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we'll make a home on the cracks by novara12
Updated: 2026-04-27
Work ID: 77074561Relationship Tags:
Work Summary:
All it takes is one principled stand for Shane Hollander's life to completely unravel.
As he tries to untangle the thread, he finds that every end leads back to Ilya Rozanov.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/07
ch6
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Hockey has made its home in Chris’s heart since before he could walk, the muscles grown around it like ivy. Now that it is gone, he might as well not have a heart at all.
In January of 2011, Christophe Patenaude's promising hockey career ends, and the rest of his life begins. This is that story.
Series
- Part 5 of Double Or Nothing
- Part 1 of Je Me Souviens
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 188,657
- Chapters:
- 23/23
- Comments:
- 509
- Kudos:
- 405
- Bookmarks:
- 46
- Hits:
- 11,383
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05 Jun 2026
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Pain's Like Cold Water by olympus_mons
Part 5 of Double Or NothingSeries Information:
ID: 4183855
Words: 446,351 | Works: 6 | Complete: No | Bookmarks: 111
Description:That’s hockey, baby. There’s only three options: you go until you’re a victor, a loser, or dead.
Completed: 2025-07-21
Work ID: 60379705Relationship Tags:
• Original Male Character/Original Male Character
• Jeff "Swoops" Troy/Original Female Character(s)
• Jeff Troy/Angelique BerengerWork Summary:
Hockey has made its home in Chris’s heart since before he could walk, the muscles grown around it like ivy. Now that it is gone, he might as well not have a heart at all.
In January of 2011, Christophe Patenaude's promising hockey career ends, and the rest of his life begins. This is that story.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05
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Nothing happening in that moment, on that bench, almost midway through the 3rd period down fucking 7-1 to the fucking Scouts, was impulse.
It was just the next logical step in a degradation that's been a long time coming. The slow dissolution of Shane's loyalty to the Montreal Metros.
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05 Jun 2026
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Updated: 2026-05-04
Work ID: 79627691Relationship Tags:
Work Summary:
Nothing happening in that moment, on that bench, almost midway through the 3rd period down fucking 7-1 to the fucking Scouts, was impulse.
It was just the next logical step in a degradation that's been a long time coming. The slow dissolution of Shane's loyalty to the Montreal Metros.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05
ch2
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Coming out to the Pike's was not the plan for the evening.
It wasn't even in the top 10 list.
And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait for -
"So who's Lily?!"
Fuck.
This is mostly a series of vignettes focusing on Shane's friendships with Rose, Jackie and Hayden, in that order.
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05 Jun 2026
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Published: 2026-02-17
Work ID: 79702651Relationship Tags:
• Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
• Minor or Background Relationship(s)Work Summary:
Coming out to the Pike's was not the plan for the evening.
It wasn't even in the top 10 list.
And yet, here Shane is, sitting on their living room floor, having fought Rose Landry to get his phone back, and making a Face. He knows he is making a face, he can feel his forehead scrunching and his jaw aching and he can do nothing about it except wait for -
"So who's Lily?!"
Fuck.
This is mostly a series of vignettes focusing on Shane's friendships with Rose, Jackie and Hayden, in that order.
(Approximate) Last Read: 2026/06/05