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    Jisung smiled wide, pearly whites on display framed by beautiful heart shaped lips. Minho couldn't tear his eyes away as Jisung brought the joint to his mouth, breathing in the smoke. Something about the way his lips closed around it, his normally big cheeks sucking in as he inhaled… it was hypnotizing to Minho. He watched the embers light, illuminating the tip of Jisung's nose in amber. Somehow, despite the sin, he found it beautiful.

    Or: Minho is a missionary for his church and his goal is to bring God to those in his community, especially those who engage in sinful activities. Jisung is full of sin. Minho makes it his special mission to try and save him.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    “Something like what?”

    “Something like…” Jisung pushed his sleeves up. His skin prickled instantly, though not from cold. “Like tying someone. Lightly. Just the wrists. In front. Nothing serious.”

    Minho blinked, skeptical surprise flickering across his features. But he didn’t speak until Jisung looked up and met his gaze. When Jisung’s dark eyes didn’t waver, Minho exhaled slowly.

    “You want to practice bondage… on me?”

    Jisung nodded, face still unreadable but flushed at the edges.

    “I’ve been reading things. Watching,” he added quickly, “instructional stuff. Safe stuff. And I think I need to try it with someone. And I trust you.”

    That last part seemed to land the hardest. Minho leaned back, rubbing the back of his neck. “Well shit,” he murmured, a ghost of amusement threading into the moment. “I’ve never been someone’s guinea pig before.”

    “You don’t have to—”

    “No, Jisung-ah,” Minho cut in gently, suddenly with all clarity. “It’s okay. I’m not uncomfortable. Just… surprised. You don’t usually ask for things like this.”

    Jisung’s breath left him with a laugh that trembled like spun glass. “That’s ‘cause I don’t usually want things like this.”

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    10 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    heart wrenching bdsm

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    “Woah!” Jisung said just as Minho was about to press their lips together. He pushed Minho back a little bit as he felt his heart rate accelerating. “I’m straight! I don’t! I’m not! No!”
    “Oh shit, I’m sorry.” Minho laughed, putting a little space between them and taking his hand from Jisung to rub the back of his hair as he smiled bashfully.
    “I don’t… Why did you think I was gay?” Jisung asked, his eyes wide and brow furrowed as he started to worry.
    “I didn’t look at you and think ‘he looks gay, I’m gonna kiss him’ I looked at you and thought ‘he looks pretty, I’m gonna try and kiss him’.”
    “Oh…” Jisung breathed.

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    Jisung struggled to fit in, to feel normal and to flow with the rest of the world. He knew he liked women, of course he did. So why when he met Minho did everything become so much better and worse all at once?

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    Or; Jisung is in denial about his sexuality, and Minho makes it hard to keep denying. So hard that it triggers a breakdown and poor decisions.

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    21 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    the autistic issues are so real, love miso here

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    When the pressure of being an idol became too much, Minho and Jisung unintentionally discovered each other’s unhealthy coping mechanisms. In an attempt to cover up their secrets from the group, they pretend to be in a relationship. Little did they know that what they feared the most would be the exact missing piece to finally help them.

    Or Minho has an eating disorder, Jisung self-harms and they both almost get found out and pretend to be in a relationship in a desperate attempt to hide the truth. Unexpectedly sharing their deepest and darkest secrets helps them feel a little less alone on the rocky road to recovery.

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    21 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    heartwarming

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    Lee Minho is known at a distance as Andy Crowe — the timid yet polite son of the preacher, his face carved like a memory of his mother's own. Perfectly behaved and never a moment late.
    Han Jisung is known at a distance as Peter Han — the proud patriarch of the Han family. Strong willed and charming, the perfect husband and an even better father to his troubled son and his perfectionist daughter.

    But every Sunday morning, the distance becomes more strenuous, and each passing smile begs the question — What secrets do you spill against Shady Groves' shadows?

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    04 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    heartbreakingly beautiful, love their relationship here