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hiding the tears in my eyes, because boys don't cry by brown_suit
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 Jan 2026
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“I should’ve been there for you,” Mike continued. “And I wasn’t.”
Doubt flickered across Will’s expression again– just for a second– but Mike saw it. Nothing got past him, and it hurt more than anything. Years of knowing someone did that to you. You learn their ins and outs and off little habits like the back of your hand– whether or not you know it. And Mike should’ve known. He should’ve seen the signs. He should’ve protected him. Defended him. Tried a little harder.
Mike leaned back against the railing and dragged a hand through his hair, letting out a long, shaky sigh. His eyes fell shut, but he could still feel Will watching him, quiet and intent, leaving unspoken questions he hadn’t asked yet. And at this rate, he never would.
“I guess I was just so… self-absorbed,” Mike admitted. “I couldn’t even see it. I just– I feel like an idiot, and–”
His voice wavered. “I’m sorry.”
He let his hands drop and looked up again, tentative. Will was staring right back at him as the moon did him no favors, leaving his expression unreadable in the dark.
“You don’t have to be sorry,” Will whispered softly. “And you are not an idiot. You’re not.”
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the same damn thing, that made my heart surrender by brown_suit
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
25 Aug 2025
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Amidst his internal spiral, his phone screen dinged with a new notification. He scrambled to open it– and he nearly stopped breathing when he saw the message.
Phil: I had fun tonight :)
Dan bit down a wide grin, and haphazardly typed back a response.
Dan: haha me too
Three dots popped up on his screen again, and before he could double think it, he sent:
Dan: we should grab a coffee sometime
The dots disappeared. Then came back. They disappeared again. Just as he prepared to throw his phone across the room, it dinged one more time.
Phil: I’d like that!
Phil: As long as it’s not where I work xd
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The day his mark appears, Ren wakes up screaming in pain.
It circles his throat like a scarred collar. Anemones, asphodels, and roses curling across his skin, maroon.
He’s 9 and his parents are horrified.
Everyone's born with flowers on their skin, leading them to their other halves. Ren and Akechi find each other when they're children first, their bond running deeper than most.
.This fic is being translated into Russian, thanks to Kasu! You can read it here!
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19 Jun 2026
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Tabris is the angel of free will. He thinks maybe it's time to use it.
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- Part 1 of Free Will
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16 Jun 2025
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Dazai is a certified menace.
Chuuya is a world famous hitman who’s simply trying to get his job done. Even if his target is just about the most infuriating person he’s ever met.
Chaos (and love) ensues.Series
- Part 6 of Izu's soft Soukoku collection
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27 Mar 2025
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Two years Eiji was gone with barely a word sent back home to his mother. Two years of her son’s life that Hiroko will never know.
Hiroko is angry at Ibe for failing so spectacularly at keeping her son safe. She’s angry at Eiji for not coming home at the first opportunity. But her true fury has nowhere to go.
Ash Lynx is already dead.
(except he's not really because this is my fic, and I say Ash lived; welcome to my post-series "Eiji's Mom Meets Ash" fic)
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12 Mar 2025
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Shattered Ghost King by anne_20
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
17 May 2015
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Based on Uncle Rick’s characters in an alternate universe: World War II England.
Nico is an injured and presumed catatonic RAF radio operator, known as the Ghost King. He has been transferred to a hospital in England with little hope of recovery. William Solace, his nurse, beings to think that he is more cognizant than he seems and strives to help him. As he unravels the mysteries around Nico he confronts the boy’s demons as well as his own. Can they find something beyond lives shattered by war and lost loved ones?Series
- Part 1 of Vestiges of the Shattered Ghost King
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04 Mar 2025