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    The funeral is a week later. The church is sterile and nearly empty. Bruce sits next to Alfred in the front row. His eyes are fixed on his shoes the whole time. His eyes are dull and unfocused. The speakers, for there are so many, talk and talk and talk until he thinks about screaming for them to shut up. He doesn’t care what they have to say! Alfred always squeezes his hand when he feels that very strong thought and he knows he can’t do that to Alfred because he loved his parents too.

    The last one to speak is an old priest, his dad's childhood one, he thinks. He wants to summon enough energy to look up and pay attention but the words about God’s love and kindness curdle the thoughts sour before he even manages it. God is cruel if one or more even exists.

    He thinks to himself that maybe if he were to meet one what he would do. Maybe he would shout at them until his voice was gone. Maybe he would fight them. He thinks he would make them weak though. That makes the most sense to him. If he were to make a god or more mortal then, they would be subject to the misery they created or, at the least, didn’t stop.

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “I am your Arthur, am I not?” Arthur pleaded frantically, not above begging anymore. As prince, as king, there was not a day when people didn't remind him that he was Camelot's. But as a man? As Arthur?

    He was always and forever Merlin's.

    “Show me that my choices matter, Merlin. Show me that they are worth anything to you.”

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    diamond of the day fix-it, with a secret that only Arthur Pendragon knows.

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    12 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    Robby returns from his sabbatical and Dennis moves back in with Trinity, but after three months both Robby and Dennis have changed, and so has their relationship. In a bout of vulnerability, Dennis is faced with underlying guilt, Robby is left to pick up the pieces.

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    Dennis and Robby end up on the roof after a particularly hard day, Robby offers to act like Dennis' priest.

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    27 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 21

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    “You could stay, if you want to,” Robby offered mildly. “At least until your clothes are a little drier and the rain’s fully stopped. Or,” he looked away, scratched his neck, “or you could use the guest room? I’ll drive you home either way.”

    There, an excuse to leave, the one Dennis should have made earlier. It was being handed to him on a silver platter. Every polite instinct in his body told him to take it.

    “Do you wanna watch a movie?” he asked instead.

    An unreadable expression flickered across Robby’s face. Barely there and gone again. It looked a lot like hope, but Dennis was not prepared to call it that.

     

    (Or, Dennis gets caught in a rainstorm, Robby is his knight in shining leather.)

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    27 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    Sleep won’t come.
    Memories press in the moment his eyes close.
    Grief clings to everything.

    Steve held Eddie when he died. He knows Eddie is gone. He watched it happen. He felt the moment leave his body.

    So it makes no sense that Eddie is still here.
    Steve sees him in the places he shouldn’t be. The only thing that’s wrong is his eyes. Red.
    Steve doesn’t believe in ghosts.
    But he also doesn’t believe grief should look this real.

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    15 Apr 2026