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When Rue returns to East Highland, she’s determined to rebuild her life—starting with basketball, where she quickly earns a place on the boys’ team and a reputation no one can ignore. But everything shifts when she crosses paths with Maddy Perez—the untouchable queen bee with a perfect image and a dangerously imperfect relationship. As tension turns into something neither of them wants to admit, Maddy’s controlling boyfriend Nate begins to see Rue as a threat—and he doesn’t handle threats quietly. Caught between growing feelings, violent jealousy, and her own descent into the dangerous world of Fez’s drug trade, Rue finds herself fighting battles on every front. Because in a town like East Highland, love isn’t just complicated—it’s something you have to survive.
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01 May 2026
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It starts with a nosebleed in fourth period Chem, and the peculiar, perfume-and-nicotine scent of Maddy Perez leaning over her.
Rue knows she should look away. She never does.
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29 Apr 2026
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and it's not hard (not even close, not even a little, not even at all) by meega
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
03 Jan 2021
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They're off the island and now must face what will become of their lives in normal-ass America. But they're together, and they're strong, and they'll find their way through it all.
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Toni and Shelby's ups and downs - more ups than downs, honestly -, the family they form on their own and the love they surround themselves with and heal from, basically.
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15 Mar 2026
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Last Christmas broke Shelby Goodkind’s heart. This Christmas, she’s running for student government president, competing against her influencer ex, and making a very strategic decision about her public image.
Toni Shalifoe is not polished. She’s blunt, stubborn, and deeply unimpressed by Shelby’s holiday enthusiasm. Unfortunately, she’s also magnetic, impossible to ignore, and exactly the person Shelby needs for her plan.
Fake dating was supposed to be simple.
Christmas has other ideas.
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10 Mar 2026
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Toni, a talented ice hockey player and proud trans man, juggles the pressures of his sports scholarship with academic challenges. His best friend Shelby, always supportive, helps him with his studies while Toni teaches her how to skate.
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23 Dec 2024
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“I’m not nervous. I’m—apprehensive.” She sees Arya roll her eyes but soldiers on anyway. “I want everything to be ready.”
“We’re just going to a wedding.” Arya cocks her head. “We’d just have to deal with courtiers, a few young pups, their vassals, some servants—” Her sister’s eyes cut to hers with the sharpness of a knife. “And the Tyrells, of course.”
Sansa tenses, and Arya’s eyebrow twitches. She’s been caught out, and they both know it. The Tyrells are the reason for her anxiety–one Tyrell specifically.
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The war is over, the whitewalkers defeated and Circe Lannister is six feet under in the dirt. It's time for Sansa Stark to find a spouse.
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- Part 1 of First the Thorns, and now the Flowers
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17 Feb 2024
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Toni Shalifoe was solid against her back, the two of them were pressed together in the saddle like palms in prayer. The whole world had narrowed to that point: the two of them astride Toni’s palomino, the jagged patch of horizon ahead, the deafening roar of hooves beneath them.
Toni snaked her left arm around Shelby’s middle and held her steady. “Whatever you do, Shelby Goodkind,” Toni’s voice was fervent and low against her neck and Shelby felt the vibrations of her voice everywhere. “Do not look back. Eyes on the horizon. Hear me?”
“I hear you.”
--It's 1883, and tragedy and rumor drives preacher's daughter Shelby Goodkind from her home in Fort Travis to the frontier town of Eve's Landing, where she searches for a fresh start but instead finds notorious gunslinger, Toni Shalifoe.
But when a mysterious figure from Toni's past returns to exact revenge and Shelby finds herself caught in the middle, it's up to Shelby to decide which path she wants to take: the quiet life she was born for or the wild exhilaration of being by Toni Shalifoe's side?
Wild West AU.
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03 Feb 2024
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Sing A New Song by previous_user_name
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel (Comics)
07 Jun 2024
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Wanda never danced again.
And yet fate is kind to her. She has Carol, the best partner she can ask for. She's the mother of a wonderful two-year-old boy whom she loves more than life itself. Everyone moves on and Wanda is no exception
That is, until her late girlfriend Natasha walks through her front door once again
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28 Nov 2023
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Pint Sized Fun by Whitadw
Fandoms: Hawkeye (Comics), Black Widow (Movie 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Oct 2023
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This was not how Natasha thought her day was going to go. First, she and Clint had been enjoying a relaxing day at the Tower, only for Fury to call them down to the infirmary. Finding out it was for Yelena and Kate, who had been on a short “in and out” mission had nearly given her a heart attack; finding the two little girls had made her think she had had it for a moment. After the girls, or at least Yelena as Kate had hidden and refused to move, had been examined, poked, and prodded for over an hour, the only sure facts they had were pretty few.
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23 Oct 2023
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Toni's coach has put all the athletes on a sex ban to reduce the chance of injury before the big game. Initially, Shelby is horrified at the prospect but when her best friend Fatin convinces her that good things come (pun intended) to those who wait, she thinks there might be something in playing the long game.
Unfortunately for her, Toni thinks so too, and it quickly becomes a game they're both more than happy playing dirty to win.
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25 Aug 2023
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Just a normal day in the Bishop-Belova household until they see a pregnancy test
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- Part 9 of I have a What
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08 Aug 2023
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Toni's still recovering from a breakup with Regan when Shelby Goodkind decides to come out--by asking Toni to pose as her date and her girlfriend for her parents and their classmates.
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07 Aug 2023
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Beyond The Comfort Zone by angeliquebergere for natashapunx49
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021)
12 Nov 2023
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Princess Wanda Maximoff. She's a walking disaster, a whirlwind of public scandal and bad behavior. And for some reason Natasha loves that spoiled attitude.
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- Part 3 of Infinitrix
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29 Jun 2023
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Sworn enemies and polar opposites Shelby and Toni wake up one morning after a high school rager having swapped bodies. At first, they use the situation to mess with each other, but then realise they need each other’s help to keep up appearances until they figure out a way to swap back. And the more time they spend with each other, the more they realise they might not actually hate each other after all…
Inspired by the movie It’s A Boy Girl Thing
Or the Shoni Freaky Friday AU
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21 Mar 2023
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What happens when Shelby and Toni grow up and become parents themselves? Future AU with Shelby and Toni and their 3 kids.
I've marked this as Mature, although I think it's more likely Teen and Up, I wanted to err on the side of caution. I will make a note should the rating change at any point.
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09 Mar 2023
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The Witch and the Widows by Bishopson
Fandoms: Black Widow (Movie 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
16 Jun 2024
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After the destruction of Sokovia, Wanda Maximoff decides joining the Avengers is not for her. Instead, she sets out on her own path, seeking redemption, revenge and to protect others from what she has gone through. After several attacks on HYDRA bases, the Red Room is hired to kill her. Yelena Belova has been mind controlled for years. Dreykov does not expect her to return from the mission. He was right.
Instead Wanda Maximoff and Yelena Belova become Dreykov's nightmare and the black widows' saviors.
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This is a dark story in places dealing with adult and traumatic issues. Please note trigger warnings here and before the beginning of chapters. This story contains violence and discussion of past assaults adult in nature. Please read carefully.Series
- Part 1 of The Witch and the Widows
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06 Feb 2023
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Crack Shopping by agentramsey for DoomTheShroom
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Black Widow (Movie 2021)
31 Jan 2023
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What is one to do when their mid-morning work meeting gets canceled? Why accompany their mate to the grocery store and be an absolute brat the entire time, that's what.
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- Part 1 of Crack Fics
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31 Jan 2023
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As it was meant to be by Rhey_Targaryen
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Black Widow (Movie 2021), WandaVision (TV)
09 Feb 2025
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Natasha was supposed to be dead.
She wasn't.Wanda was supposed to get better.
She never did. Not until the appearance of a little girl.Kate was supposed to be the perfect daughter.
She sent her mother to jail.Yelena was never supposed to loose even more time with her sister.
But she did.Nothing went according to plan, but everything will be as it was meant to be, in the end.
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08 Jan 2023
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-Hey you're the girl who was taking Kate the other day. - Harley said, astonished after recognizing her from what others told him and the images of Peter's suit, losing his filter for a minute of astonishment at seeing the girl in a white tactical suit.
-What did I tell you about saying something that would cause you to be murdered? - Throne Fury angry turning to immediately see the group of boys who were a few rows below the girls, lowered their heads showing that he was not only the one who thought it, this made Kate blush who shrank and hid her head in Ava's neck, while she laughed and told Maya that she said, making her one laugh too.
Kate and Yelena are a couple, Kate is part of the young avengers, when on a mission they find a little baby with whom they experimented, now she will be in charge of the baby, basically they find a baby and start to form an even bigger family
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06 Jan 2023
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"Enid," Yoko hisses once she comes off of her straw. "I think that's your culprit. Get your bitch already, I can't deal with your simping."
Enid goes to argue and that's when she smells it. That damn scent that's been taunting her and stinking up her room.
Pine and fucking tar.
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01 Jan 2023