beyonddespair
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Arrows & Cigarettes by beyonddespair
Fandoms: Hawkeye (TV 2021), Marvel Cinematic Universe
15 Aug 2022
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Yelena contemplates her love for Kate.
Yelena is the biggest gayest simp in history that’s it that’s the fic <3
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When Rue returns to East Highland, she’s determined to rebuild her life—starting with basketball, where she quickly earns a place on the boys’ team and a reputation no one can ignore. But everything shifts when she crosses paths with Maddy Perez—the untouchable queen bee with a perfect image and a dangerously imperfect relationship. As tension turns into something neither of them wants to admit, Maddy’s controlling boyfriend Nate begins to see Rue as a threat—and he doesn’t handle threats quietly. Caught between growing feelings, violent jealousy, and her own descent into the dangerous world of Fez’s drug trade, Rue finds herself fighting battles on every front. Because in a town like East Highland, love isn’t just complicated—it’s something you have to survive.
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01 May 2026
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It starts with a nosebleed in fourth period Chem, and the peculiar, perfume-and-nicotine scent of Maddy Perez leaning over her.
Rue knows she should look away. She never does.
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29 Apr 2026
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and it's not hard (not even close, not even a little, not even at all) by meega
Fandoms: The Wilds (TV 2020)
03 Jan 2021
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They're off the island and now must face what will become of their lives in normal-ass America. But they're together, and they're strong, and they'll find their way through it all.
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Toni and Shelby's ups and downs - more ups than downs, honestly -, the family they form on their own and the love they surround themselves with and heal from, basically.
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15 Mar 2026
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Last Christmas broke Shelby Goodkind’s heart. This Christmas, she’s running for student government president, competing against her influencer ex, and making a very strategic decision about her public image.
Toni Shalifoe is not polished. She’s blunt, stubborn, and deeply unimpressed by Shelby’s holiday enthusiasm. Unfortunately, she’s also magnetic, impossible to ignore, and exactly the person Shelby needs for her plan.
Fake dating was supposed to be simple.
Christmas has other ideas.
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10 Mar 2026
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Toni, a talented ice hockey player and proud trans man, juggles the pressures of his sports scholarship with academic challenges. His best friend Shelby, always supportive, helps him with his studies while Toni teaches her how to skate.
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23 Dec 2024