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  1. Public Bookmark 80

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    "If you could see yourself like this
    If you could see yourself like this, you'd have never tried it"
    - Call Your mom by Noah Kahan

    Trinity Santos has survived a lot throughout her life: Long shifts, gymnastics injuries, grief she never quite learned how to name. After one disastrous Fourth of July shift, surviving suddenly doesn’t seem worth the effort anymore.

    Or: Santos attempts, and Abbot and Robby race to find her after Whitaker realizes something is wrong.

    Updates on Fridays!

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    21 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 8

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    Day 7: Razor's Edge
    No pain management | Hunger | Threats of violence
    Neil doesn't eat when he's stressed--it's fine, he has it under control.
    Until he doesn't.

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    26 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 12

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    December 20th, 1959.
    Its been four days since the Poets found out about Neil's suicide, and the fallout that ensues

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    Knox has no idea what to do cuz Charlie is collapsing and Neil's dead and Charlie seems to be going further off the deep end - and Charlie himself literally can't do anything but continue with self destructive behaviour

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    20 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 28

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    He was willing to chip at it, at his father’s carefully constructed cage, bit by bit. He could make it clear that his body was not his; and what with everybody so keen to take control of it, he could make sure they know that everybody—anybody was welcome to do with it what they will.

    (He didn’t hate his father as much as he hated himself anymore.)

    It was a small rebellion, more or less invisible, but he could see it. And Neil Perry just wasn’t brave enough to rebel in bolder colours anymore.

    After a failed suicide attempt, Neil is desperately trying to hang on to who he was before, but that person is slipping through his fingers. He’s not sure whether he ever existed at all.

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    20 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 20

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    After surviving his suicide attempt, Neil tries to go back to his normal life. Only that months pass by, and the sound of crying and sirens haunts his dreams, and he spends every waking moment trying to keep up with his life.
    He is miserable, which makes Todd miserable, too. So when the chance comes to make Todd happy, he snatches it.
    What a shame he takes the bad opportunities, too.

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    14 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark *

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    "It's just his shoulder! Call an ambulance, he'll be alright, it's just his shoulder!"

    As Neil was pulled into an embrace and voices he couldn't focus on drifted through his ears, he thought, Fuck. Fuck.

    He missed.

     

    Or, an AU where Neil survives his suicide attempt and his mental health is actually addressed.

    Title taken from Light from Next to Normal.

     

    Russian translation (done by Meridiem/Cosequatur): https://ficbook.net/readfic/9676303

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    Chapters:
    40/40
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    14 Apr 2026

  7. Public Bookmark *

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    The Dead Poets Society creates a group chat. Naturally, it goes just about as chaotic as you'd expect it to.

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    Chapters:
    100/100
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    10 Apr 2026

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    28 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 74

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    Ilya Rozanov thought he was past this. It had been years. But one bad day sends him falling back on bad habits. His husband Shane will try his best to help.

    Or, Ilya self-harms. Shane is out of his depth. They'll figure it out together.

    TW: self-harm

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    28 Mar 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 45

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    "These last few days have been miserable without you. I don't want to lose you. Not again."

    "I just needed some space to deal with things," Simon replied softly, the soft glow of his lava lamp shifting to red.

    "You know I'm here for you, right? Even when I act like an idiot and you're mad at me."

    Simon closed his eyes. "I'm alright now, Wille."

    And Wille believed him.

    OR

    Simon's slow descent into dangerous territory goes unnoticed.

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    24 Mar 2026

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Shane wasn’t his boyfriend. But for a while it had felt like it. They’d been alone in his house. He’d made them tuna melts and watched TV. They’d cuddled like a real couple. And then he had to go and ruin it. Like he ruins everything. The press won't stop talking about Shane and Rose. He's turning into his mother and for some reason, Scott Hunter is the only one who sees him. And it scares him.

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    Ilya spirals after the tuna melt scene and engages in self-destructive behaviors. Scott Hunter notices and refuses to go away.

     

    *This is a stand alone fic and is not related to the others in the series.

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    22 Mar 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 25

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    "For fucks sake, I'm trying to be nice to you but you act like I will beat you up the minute you turn away!" Ilya had never been this nice to anyone in his life, and he was not getting much reward for it. He was trying to show Shane that he could trust the guys here, they were cool. But Shane had hardly spoken three complete sentences since he got here a week ago.

    "I mean, can you blame me? I don't really trust 'nice' people anymore." Shane gave him a look that almost reminded Ilya of himself. Projecting, shielding, hiding. Ilya felt his face go soft. Shanes only became more stoic. "Thanks for the effort, but leave me the fuck alone."

    Ilya watched as the door to his small, and now shared dorm, shut behind Shane. He knew one thing, he saw right through this whole "tough guy" act.

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    22 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    in the title! mostly pynch-centric

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    06 Oct 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Regulus Black, presumed dead for over 2 years, shows up at an Order of the Phoenix meeting with 6 mangled horcruxes and Voldemort's corpse.

    How does the wizarding world move on following the abrupt end of the war, and how does Regulus come to terms with the last four years of his life?

    Not on his own evidently, as his brother makes an effort to return to his life, James Potter tries to weasel his way into his heart and the friends he left behind in the name of the war aren't willing to leave him alone any longer.

    An endgame jegulus, wolfstar and rosekiller longfic with regular updates, angst and drama.

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    19 Mar 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 6

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    Adrian is sick and tired of not knowing anything about his siblings lives. Luckily for him, Monty has a soon-to-be fiance that can answer all his Tom Jones questions.

     

    Spoilers for the third book (and all books that came before it)
    It's just a really small fic about an interaction I wanted to happen.

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    19 Feb 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 2

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    When Pieter Strauss gets into an argument with his boyfriend, Kurt Lang, things go a bit south.

    (This was for a humanities assignment btw, more info in notes!)

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    24 Oct 2024

  17. Public Bookmark 27

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    Some ghost had called the Dead Boy Detective Agency because some weird kind of plant had infested the graveyard she and many others hung out in. She’d described it as a weird looking flowering vines that had slithered all over the place. In addition, many of the ghosts had been acting strangely since it’s appearance. So, the detectives naturally took the case.

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    07 Oct 2024

  18. Public Bookmark 8

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    Lily is with James. She's happy. Until she looks at Pandora. Then she's something else.

    James is with Lily. But there's something else happening, and he's not sure what to do about that.

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    "I'm straight, James," Lily couldn't believe she had to say it out loud. "I'm obviously straight. I don't know what you're talking about."
    James shook his head. "Lily, I don't want to argue with you. I'm just telling you what I've noticed."
    "It's not my fault she's so pretty!" Lily felt like crying. Why did she feel like crying?

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    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
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    22 Sep 2024

  19. Public Bookmark 3

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    Dorcas kissed Marlene. That's the plot.

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    18 Sep 2024

  20. Public Bookmark 9

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    The soldiers called her an angel, and I cannot find it in myself to disagree

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    Death encounters a nurse in a war. It goes about how you'd expect

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    37
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    9
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    302

    04 Sep 2024

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