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    Ilya laughed.

    “That bothered you?”

    ”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”

    ”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”

    It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 28

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    Shane and Ilya are still hiding their relationship from the world, and only a few people know about it. Some of those people being Hayden, his wife and their kids. When the Pikes go on holiday, Shane and Ilya babysit their four kids for a week.

    This contains mainly Shane being head over heels for Ilya, seeing him be the best (and the most fun) father material.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    The story of Ilya's love declaration to the world through a loon and Shane's eventual reply. Told through the eyes of a tattoo artist who never thought to meet, let alone befriend, the two biggest stars of the hockey world.

    (Bonus chapter added.)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Being told he has the same disease that took away his mother has been difficult for Ilya. Shane tries his best to help him but there is only so much he can do, he doesn't and will never fully understand how Ilya feels everyday of his life. After his official diagnosis, Ilya gets prescribed antidepressants. This only makes him feel more broken.

    After another victorious win against the Metros Ilya finds himself outside the bar where the team went to celebrate. Trying to dance and sing and enjoy himself inside with his team is difficult when all he can focus on is how numb he feels and has felt. Ilya has never been the vulnerable type who speaks ever thought he has.

    So when a surprising guest shows up next to him, telling him his entire story, Ilya can't help but listen and share. Maybe he can finally have someone who fully understand what it's like, someone who made it out to the other side.

    and who knows, he could find a brother in that man.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    ‘’But Jackie, they want,’’ Hayden starts but closes his mouth when Jackie shoots another pointed look. ‘’Fine. Fine. This is fine. I’ll just, what? Just take the phone and call Rozanov…’’

    ‘’ILYA!’’ The girls shout again through closed doors; Jackie is trying really hard not to laugh in his face right now. Hayden pinches the bridge of his nose and sighs.

    ‘’Ilya. I can’t just call him Jacks.’’

    ‘’Why not? He wouldn’t mind.’’

    ‘’And how on earth do you know that?’’ Hayden asks desperately.

    ‘’Because he’s Ilya,’’ she says shrugging her shoulders the best she can since she is still holding Amber and Arthur.

    ‘’You say that like it means something. That’s Roza…’’ He looks at the door again then corrects himself. ‘’Ilya.’’

    ‘’Exactly,’’ Jackie says walking away from him.

    ‘’I don’t even know what that means.’’

    ‘’I know you don’t. But maybe it’s time for you to find out.’’

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    Or: 5+1 fic, five times Hayden calls Ilya for help and 1 time Ilya shows up without being called. Pure crack, fluff and Ilya being the best uncle ever.

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    13 Jun 2026

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    Rose volunteers for a nonprofit that rescues sex-trafficked omegas, and Shane thinks it's a great cause. He even attends their fundraising galas.

    Then, one night, Rose calls to ask for a favor: She wants Shane to let a recently-rescued male omega live with him. In his apartment.

    His name is Ilya, Rose explains, and the thing is, despite omega hormone levels, he acts and smells just like an alpha. He can't keep staying in an omega group home because he's scaring the other omegas and endangering the staff.

    But he could live with Shane, Rose insists. "You're a big strong alpha hockey player, so he can't intimidate you physically. But also he needs to feel safe, which he can with you, because you're not like other alphas." She pauses. "You know?"

    By which she means Shane has never had a full rut, his scent glands barely work, he can't form a knot, and he has no interest in sticking his dick in anyone. Which, whatever. It's fine.

    But if being a failure as an alpha means he can help this omega, Ilya, who's apparently as much of a biological anomaly as Shane is…

    Shane says yes.

    And maybe it's a stupid decision. But he knows that it's also the right one.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    What if there was a player who got transferred to Ottawa who wasn't as cool as the rest of the team with Ilya and Shane's newly discovered relationship?

    When Ilya hears something aimed at Shane on the ice, he would like a word. Many words.

    ***

    “Say. It. To. My. Face,” Ilya repeated, every word spit out from between clenched teeth, his accent heavy, anger dripping from his voice.

    In his peripheral vision, he saw Bood and Dykstra approaching and he held up a hand to stop them.  This was between him and Petrov.  He would take care of this on his team.

    “I will not do that,” Petrov finally replied, his eyes darting to somewhere behind Ilya and then back. “You’re my teammate.

    “I’ am your captain,” Ilya hissed.  “You say it to him, you can say it to me.”

    Petrov swallowed, and for the first time, glanced around him as if to ask for help from his other teammates, none of which would come to his defense right now because Ilya had told them to hold.

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    12 Jun 2026

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    07 Jun 2026

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    07 Jun 2026

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    Shane and Ilya through their first season on the Centaurs together, told through social media.

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    07 Jun 2026

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    “No, no, I mean with our relationship. Well, I wouldn’t really call it a relationship back then, but it was hard because it was in Russia, and you know, Russia. So I am happy it will not be there this year.”

    Wyatt’s mouth drops open.

    “Your relationship?! As in romance?! What in the world? In 2014?! Are you fucking with me?”

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    Or: No one knows how long Shane and Ilya have actually been together, and they are absolutely baffled when they find out.

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    06 Jun 2026

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    “Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”

    Shane doesn’t answer.

    He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.

    ⎯⎯⎯

    Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.

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    05 Jun 2026

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    Hayden only recognizes the signs because he’s seen them in Ilya.

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    05 Jun 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 36

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    Hayden and Jackie invite Shane and Ilya to spend Easter at their house. A very competitive Easter Egg Hunt ensues. Someone should have told Shane & Ilya that not everything is a serious competition.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): i keep thinking this is some sort of insane dream
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): but no. we got SHANE HOLLANDER.
    Like a Record Baby (Will LaPointe): because of HOMOPHOBIA!
    Sherlock Holmes (Carter Holmberg): rare homophobia win
    Shane Hollander: Well let’s not go that far.
    El Capitan (Ilya Rozanov): holmberg please refrain from being pro homophobia in the group chat or shane will report you to management

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through a number of increasingly unhinged texts

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    01 Jun 2026

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    ESPN: Shane Hollander To the Ottawa Centaurs after Tumultuous End to Montreal Metros Career

    @CentaursGirlie1995: obviously i feel very badly for shane but my beautiful failson of a team getting the two best players because of homophobia is perhaps the only good thing homophobia has ever done

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told by everyone else in the world.

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    01 Jun 2026

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “I do not want to make you uncomfortable. With how I talk about us. To others. Like . . . reporters. Or how I treat you in front of others, like the guys on the team.”

    Something like understanding settled on Shane’s face now, and it immediately made Ilya’s heart stop racing. “You think I don’t like PDA.”

    “First time I held your hand in public I thought you were going to have a panic attack,” Ilya admitted.

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    Or: Shane's first season on the Ottawa Centaurs, as told through five times Ilya initiated PDA (and one time Shane did).

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    01 Jun 2026

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    “Come on,” Comeau says. “Are we all just supposed to pretend it's normal that you’re still playing house with Ilya Rozanov?”

    “Gil—” J.J. says, but Shane doesn’t want him to finish that sentence, to pull Comeau gently off the ledge he’s steering himself toward. Shane wants to push him, kicking and screaming, to make them say it to his fucking face. That after all this time, they still hate him for the heinous crime of falling in love.

    “We’ve been married for two years,” Shane says. “I’m not sure that qualifies as playing house. I mean, it’s longer than you were with your first wife, isn’t it?”

    Or: Shane reunites with his former teammates at J.J.'s bachelor party. He's finally ready to say (and maybe punch) his piece.

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    30 May 2026

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