Subsurrive



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    Ilya laughed.

    “That bothered you?”

    ”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”

    ”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”

    It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.

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    Shane and Ilya are still hiding their relationship from the world, and only a few people know about it. Some of those people being Hayden, his wife and their kids. When the Pikes go on holiday, Shane and Ilya babysit their four kids for a week.

    This contains mainly Shane being head over heels for Ilya, seeing him be the best (and the most fun) father material.

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    The story of Ilya's love declaration to the world through a loon and Shane's eventual reply. Told through the eyes of a tattoo artist who never thought to meet, let alone befriend, the two biggest stars of the hockey world.

    (Bonus chapter added.)

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    13 Jun 2026

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    After his Boxing Day fight with Ilya, Shane has a game plan to fix everything. He will come out as Ilya’s boyfriend to a few people, get himself used to the idea that everyone won’t hate him for it, and then think about telling more.

    Rose even has the perfect group in mind for Shane. After all, they were so kind when she and Shane were dating.

    Shane really isn’t prepared to enter his WAG era, but for Ilya’s sake, he will try.

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    Being told he has the same disease that took away his mother has been difficult for Ilya. Shane tries his best to help him but there is only so much he can do, he doesn't and will never fully understand how Ilya feels everyday of his life. After his official diagnosis, Ilya gets prescribed antidepressants. This only makes him feel more broken.

    After another victorious win against the Metros Ilya finds himself outside the bar where the team went to celebrate. Trying to dance and sing and enjoy himself inside with his team is difficult when all he can focus on is how numb he feels and has felt. Ilya has never been the vulnerable type who speaks ever thought he has.

    So when a surprising guest shows up next to him, telling him his entire story, Ilya can't help but listen and share. Maybe he can finally have someone who fully understand what it's like, someone who made it out to the other side.

    and who knows, he could find a brother in that man.

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