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“I want—“ Eddie’s not entirely sure what he wants. He feels achy, restless and exhausted at the same time. He needs something, more. More hands, more pressure, more kissing, more Buck. “Please, I—“
Buck turns him over on his back to search his face, earnest and determined and glowing like he’s in his element. Eddie’s getting drunk on seeing him in this particular element. “What can I do, baby? What do you need?”
Buck shifts his hips, grinding down slow and sensual and delicious. Reflexively, Eddie spreads his legs to accommodate him, and Buck moans as they get even closer. Close enough, even, for Eddie to feel him. and fuck, shit, that’s it, isn’t it. That’s what he needs.
“I feel,” Eddie’s cheeks burn, but the word fits as he forces it out, “empty.”
Buck groans loudly, dropping his forehead to Eddie’s shoulder. “Oh my god. Oh my god, Eddie.”
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Eddie's first time bottoming
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25 Jul 2026
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“I gotta be dreaming.”
Buck pinches him. Hard.
“Jesus Christ, Buck.”
“See? Not dreaming.”
Eddie sends him an irritated, wary look, but Buck is getting kind of amped up, so he starts pacing around with his hands on his head.
“Okay, we’re—we’re stuck in a fucking time loop. Both of us. Um, what if it’s like. What’s that movie called? Groundhog Day! Where we have to learn to be better people. Or like a fucking. Uh. A Christmas Carol.”
“A Christmas Carol isn’t about a time loop,” Eddie adds unhelpfully.
“Okay, b-but some fantastical shit happens and they have to be better.” Buck gasps. “Oh my God, Eddie. What if we’re terrible people?”
Buck and Eddie start living the same day over and over again.
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24 Jul 2026
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In which Eddie and Shannon try a little hypnosis in the bedroom.
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24 Jul 2026
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“I thought you were staying with Eddie,” she says. He looks soggy. There’s really no other way to describe it. “Why do you need to live in my apartment?”
“I was,” he says, and she expects him to elaborate on what’s changed, but he doesn’t. It’s not the first time she’s wondered what’s going on there, but she always felt it was none of her business. It isn’t her business. Which is why half of said business should not be standing in her kitchen right now, looking like a gigantic lost puppy.Buck needs a place to live. Athena has a room.
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23 Jul 2026
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Adriana is giggling and clapping and squealing so loudly that, along with the music playing from the stereo, no one hears Dad come in until there’s a sharp bark of “Edmundo!” from the kitchen.
Eddie knows what that tone means, and he suddenly drops Nutcracker Barbie on her side, startling both Adriana and Sophia. He rushes from the playroom to the kitchen as Adri’s lower lip trembles.
“Yes, Papi?” he asks cautiously, trying to ignore the sound of Adriana’s sudden wailing from the playroom.
“How many boys do you know who play with dolls?”
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Eddie and Barbies, through the years.
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23 Jul 2026
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Melodrama’s So Much Fun by reluctantlyryn
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Comicverse), Fantastic Four (Comicverse), 9-1-1 (TV)
06 Sep 2025
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Evan Buckley wakes up in New York.
Johnny Storm wakes up in Los Angeles.
Surely nothing will go wrong from here.- Language:
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23 Jul 2026
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Eddie looks down at his crotch. Buck follows.
"Okay," Eddie says.
"Okay what?"
"I can't get hard right now."
Buck blinks once, twice. "So?"
"So, it's like a big finger."
And oh, Eddie wants Buck to—
"You sure?" Buck asks.
"It's like a finger."
Eddie might have a point.
"But you're sure."
"Yep," Eddie says, popping the P as he sinks further into the couch, knee knocking into Buck's as he takes up more space.
"Okay." Buck wipes his sweaty palms on his thighs. "Then take it out."
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For day 1 of Bottom Buck/Top Eddie Week 2026. Buck's a little obsessed with Eddie's fingers. It gets worse.Series
- Part 1 of BB's bbuckteddieweek2026
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22 Jul 2026
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Chimney is Theo's favorite adult. Even though Eddie is Buck's best friend. Even though Theo is Buck's...he's Buck's. And Eddie is also Buck's. So surely by the transitive properties of Buckliness, Eddie should get something.
Theo has a favorite adult. It's not Eddie. Eddie feels normal and sane about this.
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- Part 2 of rain's eddie diaz week 2026
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22 Jul 2026
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Buck knows three things for certain, and one thing for maybe.
Number one: Eddie does not have a POA.
Number two: if the doctors had come to the waiting room to ask what the group had thought Eddie’s wishes were, all eyes would’ve turned to Buck.
Number three: isn’t that what a POA is, really?
The maybe: Eddie would put Buck in his will a second time.Or: Eddie's hurt on the job. Again. Buck spreads misinformation in the waiting room.
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- Part 1 of can't you feel the weight of my stare?
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22 Jul 2026
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He shouldn't be thinking about sexy and Shannon in the same sentence. He's supposed to pick up another woman. He can't look away from her. Eddie watches, but when Buck glances at him his face doesn't give anything away. Buck has no idea if he can tell the direction of Buck's thoughts.
Is this something you're supposed to disclose under the bro code? Hey, dude, I want to defile your wife—or let her defile me, not picky—while you watch. Or participate. Whatever works for you. Bobby would not approve of Buck's thoughts right now. Buck doesn't even approve of his own thoughts right now and he once ate out a woman after another dude came in her. But it's different when it's one of your favorite people in the world and his wife who you like a lot. Isn't it?
Or: Eddie and Shannon fantasize about Buck during sex. Buck is thrilled to get an invite to the marriage.
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- Part 1 of wee woo kink meme fills
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21 Jul 2026
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"Seriously?" Eddie says, in that dry, fond tone that means he's probably going to go along with this, he's just gotta give Buck shit about it first. "You don't have anyone else to practice on?"
Or: Buck wants to practice rope bondage. Eddie agrees to help him out. It gets out of hand.
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- Part 5 of 9-1-1 Kink Meme Fills
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19 Jul 2026
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In a world where some people can shape shift into animals, Buck has to learn how to find his place in the world. After hiding his shifter status for years, he finally opens up when he joins the 118.
When Eddie joins the 118, he has also been far too used to hiding his shifter status - but for a very different reason.
This story is 0% plot and 100% fluff and adorableness.Or: Buck's a menace. Eddie is confused.
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- Part 1 of The Lap Cat and the Guard Dog
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19 Jul 2026
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The problem is, Buck broke the touch barrier. Before, Eddie’s ass existed in his reality as much as a mirage exists in the desert—something to observe at a distance with wonder. He could only dream about what it would be like to kneel at its shore and drink from its waters, but who wouldn’t? He’s thirsty as hell!
But then, Buck actually managed to reach it and discovered it isn’t a mirage, it’s an oasis, and now he’s just supposed to move on?
Buck has always known Eddie has a nice ass, and he is secure enough in his sexuality to let him know as such. It’s no big deal… Until it is.
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19 Jul 2026
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“Were you, uh, dreaming just now?”
Eddie clears his throat.
“Yeah,” he lies, because what is he supposed to say? The truth? He pushes himself up, still keeping himself angled away, scrubbing his palm down his face. “Yeah, I think I was.”
At the very least, it isn’t broad daylight, so his cheeks won’t betray how goddamn hot his face is. He looks over at Buck; the dashboard of the Jeep and the moon in the sky cast a soft glow on his features.
With a sidelong look, a sly little smile pulls at Buck’s lips. “Sounded like it mighta been a good one,” he teases, wagging his eyebrows.
Halfway through their drive from El Paso to LA, Buck gives Eddie permission to let go.
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19 Jul 2026
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"I don't know what Eddie wants," Theo can feel his bottom lip start to shake in worry.
"Hey it's alright, let's think hard," Ravi comforts him by giving him a pat on the back.
Theo thinks hard, really hard. "I know!" Theo gasped, "He wants to kiss Buck."
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Theo manages to convince Ravi to take him shopping for Eddie and Buck's birthday presents
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17 Jul 2026
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He takes the newly vacated seat.
It gets him a lot closer to the hybrid, who peers at him with a cocked head and a considering look, his ears flopping over to the side.
Eddie shouldn’t be patronizing, but, objectively, it’s adorable.
“What’s a wolf doing in this neck of the woods?” the hybrid jokes, his mouth curling up at his own words.
Eddie gives him a carefully flat look. “You’re on Diaz pack territory.”
or; eddie isn't looking for anything when he walks into the bar, but he ends the night with more than he ever could have hoped for
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16 Jul 2026
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“Look, I’m sorry, okay?” says Diaz, “I didn’t know this was your territory or I would have gone with Station 6, obviously. It’s not like I didn’t ask around when we moved here, no one told me, okay?”
“What?” Buck manages, his own permanent low grade anger dissipating for a moment in favor of confusion.
“You really should make this more official,” says Diaz, a little superciliously, “I followed procedure.”
“What are you talking about?” Buck asks, bewildered, and then, of course, the alarm goes off.
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Or, Buck Buckley meets another werewolf, and his pack grows.
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- Part 2 of canine teeth in the side of my neck
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16 Jul 2026
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you should feel how I feel (when somebody says your name) by cleverly
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jul 2026
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“But he’s Buck,” Theo explains, pushing a small finger into Buck’s chest, as if to show Tommy exactly who Buck was. “Everyone calls him Buck.”
Tommy’s face relaxes slightly as he answers, “yes, that’s true, but—”
“Everyone!” Theo cuts Tommy off, holding up his hand as he begins to count on his fingers. “Me, Chris, Auntie Hen and Karen, Uncle Chimney, Ravi—”
Once he runs out of fingers on his one hand, he looks up at Buck, realization dawning on his face. “Aunt Maddie calls you Evan!” He exclaims, almost shouts in Buck’s face, eyes comically wide at this, apparently very important, piece of information.
Buck nods. “Yes, she does. Sometimes.”
“Aunt Maddie does, sometimes.” Theo reiterates to Tommy, his eyes narrowing as he cocks his head to the side, thinking. “Wait— Eddie does too! But only sometimes. Like less sometimes than Aunt Maddie. I think? But Eddie is Eddie, so it’s different.”
Tommy can’t help the snort he lets out, “you’re right about that, kid.”
Or, Buck runs into his ex at the grocery store, which forces Buck to confront feelings he's been ignoring for far too long.
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16 Jul 2026
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Years before joining the 118, Buck’s travels take him to El Paso, where he meets Christopher. When Eddie comes back from Afghanistan and Shannon leaves, Buck ends up staying. As bills pile up, the best move is for them to get married, just for convenience, they’ll divorce when Eddie comes back from his re-enlistment.
Then Eddie gets injured and it’s just easier to stay married for a little longer, while Buck gets started at the 118. However, Buck doesn’t mention his ‘husband’ and kid, not feeling like they’re his to keep. When Eddie gets the offer from Bobby, they decide to lie and pretend they don’t know each other, so they can work together.
The whole lie gets out of hand as feelings start to become real, until it all comes to a head in the aftermath of the fire engine explosion.
AKA: Secret marriage of convenience buddie slow burn AU, where Buck and Eddie have been married for years so Buck could adopt Chris and no one at the 118 knows.
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- Part 1 of The I Do Verse
- Part 1 of All the Different Ways to Say I Do
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12 Jul 2026
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“Oh… you really are a bad stereotype,” A soft chuckle is carried on the wind, enters and fills his apartment with a surprising amount of warmth. “What was the plan, exactly? We’re a few stories off the ground… Do you have a lot of flying enemies? Is my arrival just a typical Tuesday night for you?” Spider-Man’s face pops into view and Buck feels his own countenance fall into something softer.
“First of all, it is absolutely Thursday evening bug boy,” Buck starts and the hero groans, goading a small laugh out of the firefighter. “Second of all…. There was no real plan. I kind of thought you were just going to be some weird kid’s broken drone and I could scare them a little bit.” Buck shrugs halfheartedly, a small grin stretching across his face at an alarming speed.
“You take joy out of scaring kids?” Spider-Man replies, a tinge of something serious in his voice.
“Nah, but I do take joy in giving them the gift of being able to scare their own little friends,” He answers haughtily. “Speaking of, why were you here to scare me… friend?”
“So you’re an EMT if I’m not mistaken?”
A Spider-Man!Eddie AU
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12 Jul 2026