Secular_Czar
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Everything in life starts with decisions, some well-thought-out, planned, and dreamed of, others unconscious, impulsive, and not yours to make. Life is an intricate mess of unimportant and consequential things. It's the natural flow of an ecosystem; it's the hope it'll persevere against all odds, that one day you'll do enough. It's the train in your dreams that has left the station, yet you still run, chasing doors you cannot see and leaving behind the ones you crossed.
Sometimes, life was in the decisions you couldn't possibly make, words you couldn't say, was in knowing there's no fairness, and no way but forward.
And well…
Walking away from her was impossible, but Maya had to do it anyway. -
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A gasp from Galinda’s lips was the best music the Emerald City had to offer. Delighted, slow, as she got lost in the only good thing they still had.
Her thighs tasted like thunder, smoke and absinthe. One day, he thought they could just run away, that things would be fine. Those were long passed as he truly joined her. For it would be blood one day, blood shed in Elphaba's name, her honour, and the empty grave in a country they couldn’t visit, wouldn’t even mention as Galinda clung on to a hope he wished he shared, as she faded away before her faith did.
Kissing away the remnants of her pain until only Galinda was left, her taste, sweet. Still theirs, even now.
“I love you.”
Her answer wasn’t much more than a broken moan.
"We love you."
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- Part 2 of Of Fallen Gods and Broken Men
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Dazed (it's called love, silly) by femboywizard (Secular_Czar)
Fandoms: Wicked - All Media Types
23 Mar 2025
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They somehow managed to be the giggly, weepy and horny types of drunk at the same time. It would be infuriating if it didn't do things to her heart that weren't best left to one of her mother's old romance novels, the ones Nessa hid in her room and pretended not to read.
But worse of all was their silence, the hushed whispers and contained giggles, she could feel them plotting the entire way back from the Ozdust.
Or the time that drunk Gliyero flirt their way with Elphaba.
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smile, dear (don't let them see) by femboywizard (Secular_Czar) for immeasurablecolor
Fandoms: Wicked - All Media Types
03 Mar 2025
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Galinda mirrors him in ways Fiyero couldn't have expected in the week they've known each other. She saw through him, just as he did through her fake smiles and polite laughs, straight into the misery reflected under the starlight.
Red, puffy eyes burned on his covered tattoos, tracing patterns she shouldn't know to look for.
What is devotion if not a purpose one can't quite explain?
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- Part 1 of Of Fallen Gods and Broken Men
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Brooke’s love was sewn into Tina's very heart, slowly as it was when they first fell for each other. A stitch made with every lingering look, soft touch, pet name and kiss, trapping her in an eternal autumn until the tears dried like the leaves on the sidewalk.
Some things are just not meant to be.
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Of Fallen Gods and Broken Men by femboywizard (Secular_Czar)
Fandom Wicked - All Media Types
19 Apr 2025
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OTV and Friends Soulmate AU by Secular_Czar
Fandom Crewfu, OfflineTV (Video Blogging RPF), OfflineTV - Fandom, OfflineTV and Friends - Fandom, Video Blogging RPF
19 Jun 2022
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James was never Victoria's mate, yet she still seeks Bella out. Edward couldn't be Bella's, for a vampire can't abandon their true mate. Drawn together by vengeance, will they mend what's been broken—or discover in each other what they've been missing?
Currently on Hiatus.
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Being an orphan sucks in a hundred different ways every day. Harry could tell you that. But it seems for the highly magical, being an orphan in the wizarding world can even affect your magic. There is an antidote but is the cure worse than the problem? Or could it be one of the best things to happen to him in a long time? And could it be the power he knows not?
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Harry Potter is twenty-four years old when he steps through the Veil in the Department of Mysteries, but fails to die. Instead he's sent back to the summer before his fifth year, has a conversation with Death, decides to save a few lives and also prevent the Light's victory in favour of bringing about the Grey Timeline, a balance of dark and light magic. But of course that's easier said than done, and every road to hell is paved with good intentions.
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Harry's a traumatized eldrich horror, Death doesn't understand human morals, Sirius has no idea how to handle his godson, a Death Eater daughter and a Half-Dementor are questionable company, and some shades of grey are so dark they might just be black instead.
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Harry Potter and the Hunt for Happiness by Gimlili
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
09 Feb 2026
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If Harry's going to do it all over again it's going to be for him and him alone.
He's done living for other people, this time he's living on his terms.
This time he will find a way to be happy.
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Bookmarked by Secular_Czar
09 May 2026
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Well isn't this one hell of a show by Necrolock
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Discworld - Terry Pratchett
15 Feb 2025
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Harry Potter died the night he was left on the Dursley's doorstep and as Death does for all souls, he comes to collect Harry's but it does not pan out in the usual manner.
With no other option, he eventually takes the boy on as an apprentice.
Bookmarked by Secular_Czar
06 May 2026