1 - 20 of 60 Bookmarks by RustyMind

Navigation

List of Bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark 13

    Tags
    Summary

    After learning that Lucy grew up in Canada, Atsushi marveled at how she tolerated Japan's drastically warmer climate. She'd shrugged with some noncommittal reply when he got an idea.

    "An outing!" he'd stuttered hastily when she questioned if it was a date.

    It's just that he knew the perfect place to take her to. A sea-wall of sorts that wasn't a pier exactly, just what the name implied: a wall of concrete like a sidewalk almost, with the ocean down below on one side. Its path allowed them to walk along the beach without actually walking along the beach. They didn't have to worry about getting sand in their shoes, since neither of them owned flip flops.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,386
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    665

    17 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    How the hell do you tell your coworker "I have to change you or you'll be the death of yourself one of these days, I don't give a damn about what you want when it's just going to destroy you so fucking come off of it, you stubborn fool" without saying any of that at all?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,231
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    763
    Bookmarks:
    133
    Hits:
    9,419

    17 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    --

    Chuuya prays to every god he knows, western and eastern.

    Please no, no, no, no-

    Sure enough, he's hard....

    "DAZAI YOU BASTARD!!!"

    --

    Dazai is a girl but only Mori knows that. For one mission, she had to wear a dress and it challenges Chuuya's sexuality to the max.

     

    (A gift for Storm_Shadow)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,363
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    1,926
    Bookmarks:
    205
    Hits:
    18,793

    08 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 4

    Tags
    Summary

    dazai packages up all the kindness and cruelty she's ever been shown and wraps it neatly in a bag and bow and throws it out to sea. it washes back up at her feet.

    the worlds loneliest whale sings the loudest song. you can't even drown anything in this place.

    or: a story you've heard before, told how you've heard before.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,580
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    93

    07 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 1

    Tags
    Summary

    He had a pounding migraine, the day off in the port mafia had left him with absolutely nothing to do: so he did what he does best, he drowned himself in alcohol and pills. It was peacefully mind numbing for a while, but the worst thing about distractions is they keep your problems at bay, but not out of sight.

    It's like watching the reaper with his rotting sickle watch you, never out of sight, but temporarily out of reach. The most common advice in situations like these was to man up and face the situation - take the bull by its horns. That's just plain stupid.

    It's the kind of thing Chuuya would do.

    He'd always admired Chuuya for his sheer drive. There was a light behind Chuuyas eyes you don't often find in people, the fire of ambition, of passion. Dazai truly envied him. All he ever wanted in life was purpose. Ambition would help him, and it's not like he didn't have ambition, it's just that his ambition happened to be directed in trying to kill himself.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,033
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    21

    31 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 1

    Tags
    Summary

    There's nothing wrong with contemplating life

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    551
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    17

    31 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    It was disgusting what proximity could do to a person, absolutely disgusting how if brought close enough together you'd see the curves of another's body, see the pores on their skin and the scars that did not hide too well under their sleeves. 

    It was disgusting, Fyodor to reminded himself. 

    "Would you have taken me?", Dazai asked with uncharacteristic candor. His honey-brown eyes expressed an emotion in a language that Fyodor was all too familiar with.

    "Of course. I'm not a fool." His answer carried conviction he wasn't aware he could provide. Then again, all his answers changed when Dazai asked the questions.

    Dazai didn't say anything. He was probably trying to see where the boundary between them lay, or if there was one at all.

    or

    Locked in Merusault, Dazai and Fyodor's conversations grow more intimate: the boy with the mind of steel gets roam in the lands of pretend godhood.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,346
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    168

    31 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 15

    Tags
    Summary

    Chuuya stops the cylinder without looking and clicks it back into place. "You're going to count," he says.

    Dazai blinks. "What?"

    "Every shot." Chuuya's voice drops low. "It's the least you can do." He taps the cool metal of the muzzle twice to the underside of Dazai's chin, and tilts upwards. "Be good."

    OR

    Chuuya has one bullet left in his revolver. Dazai has a request. Chuuya, who has never made a good decision where Dazai is concerned, says yes.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,163
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    74
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    414

    22 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ranpo’s voice is low when mirrors Dazai’s rapidly fading grin, “My turn.”

    He leans forward and whispers into Dazai’s ear, “You’re half-blind in your right eye, can shoot with both eyes closed and are an ex-executive of the Port Mafia. What a great variety of things to know about a colleague at first glance, don’t you think?”

    And just like that, he’s gone. He throws a wave behind his shoulder and calls out, “I think we’ll get along just fine, Dazai-kun. After all, we have all the time in the world to pick each other apart.”

     

    (On Dazai Osamu, desserts, and Edogawa Ranpo)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,689
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    50
    Kudos:
    678
    Bookmarks:
    142
    Hits:
    5,671

    22 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 19

    Tags
    Summary

    『Who is Natsuki Subaru to you?』

    He thinks of himself as the guy who couldn't make it work the first time. The guy who tries again.

    But that's not how they see him.

    To Emilia, he's her knight. To Rem, her hero. To Beatrice, the one who chose her. To Otto, the disaster who ruined his business model and became his best friend. To Roswaal, the variable his book never accounted for. To Reinhard, the first person who treated him like a friend instead of a legend.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,587
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    34
    Kudos:
    119
    Bookmarks:
    19
    Hits:
    1,462

    19 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 8

    Tags
    Summary

    Reinhard couldn’t help but feel as if Subaru was more familiar with the notion of Death then he ought to be.
     
    Or: A conversation on Death between one the world loved most & one it loathed.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,313
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    106
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,042

    19 May 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 7

    Tags
    Summary

    “Why wouldn't you just let me die?!” he rasps, struggling to maintain whatever crumbs of control he has over his own breathing that is actively trying to spiral into whatever it is Dazai can spiral further into.
    “Because you don't deserve to,” spits out Nakahara, viscerally repressing the urge to drive his knee into Osamu’s solar plexus.

    or,

    3 times Dazai laughs and one time Chuuya does it instead.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,152
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    665

    19 May 2026

  13. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Algebra in general had only been a relatively recent invention. Sure, way back then, people were unfathomably smart. But anything more complex than arithmetic was reserved solely for specialists and intellectuals of the era.

    So then, why wouldn't that be the case in Re:Zero?

    Historically, "math" and "tedium" often gone hand in hand, given the lack of modern symbolic representation. In fact, negative numbers were only a thing in 200 BCE - roughly 2800 years after records of earliest civilization.

    In unrelated news, Subaru asks Anastasia for a math lesson.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,237
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    90
    Kudos:
    1,048
    Bookmarks:
    207
    Hits:
    12,567

    14 May 2026

  14. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Who is Natsuki Subaru?

    To some, he's Emilia's Knight. To others, he's an ex-noble, an infiltrator of the Witch Cult, a child soldier, a demi-human...

    Wait, what?

    Or: various people attempt to come to a conclusion about Natsuki Subaru's background. Surely a conversation will clear up any misconceptions.

    Right?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,201
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    105
    Kudos:
    669
    Bookmarks:
    140
    Hits:
    6,130

    10 May 2026

  15. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Spoilers for arc 5

    After the winning the siege of Priestella, a party is hosted to celebrate. Part-way through the festivities, Reinhard and Emilia are tasked with taking care of a drunk Subaru. And it goes about as well as you'd expect.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,959
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    916
    Bookmarks:
    156
    Hits:
    12,713

    10 May 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 97

    Tags
    Summary

    Subaru wants to share a piece of music from his world with Emilia. Echidna offers to help.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,509
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    553
    Bookmarks:
    97
    Hits:
    20,490

    10 May 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 3

    Tags
    Summary

    Накахара Чуя - молодой ангел, получивший задание сверху разобраться с вкрай оборзевшей нечистью. Осаму Дазай - загадочный незнакомец, нагло и фривольно, вламывающийся в его и без того непростую жизнь.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    87,838
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    270

    02 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “A day off?” Chuuya echoes, blinking slowly.

    “Yes,” Mori repeats with a chuckle, but it sounds like an order this time. “A day off. Do with it as you please.” And right as Chuuya is opening his mouth to ask why, Mori perks up and says, “Ah, I instructed Dazai-kun to take the day off as well.” He smiles serenely. “So you two may spend it together, if you’d like.”

    Chuuya’s eye twitches.

    In between carnival games and ice cream stands, Chuuya learns a thing or two at seventeen about normalcy, cotton candy, and hand-holding.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    17,473
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    2,836
    Bookmarks:
    727
    Hits:
    26,891

    01 May 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 2

    Tags
    Summary

    — Я всё не знал, как начать... Ты украл мой сюжет. Это должна была быть моя история. Неудавшиеся разы и попытки жить дальше после всего случившегося, опущение рук и вжух, — Осаму пальцами обводит холодный мрамор, подушечками проходясь по неровностям, выгравированым инициалам. — Финал борьбы с итогом на курке. Федя, это я был должен оказаться на твоём месте. Почему же ты опустил руки, когда всегда твердил мне о борьбе?

    AU! Дазай – патологоанатом, а Чуя инспектор-криминалист, крайне заинтригованный острым на язык, строптивым профессионалом.

    Language:
    Русский
    Words:
    5,414
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    39

    25 Apr 2026

  20. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    “Chuuya?”

    “Hm.”

    “I promise to stay by your side for the rest of your life.” It’s a promise he knows he can keep.

    Dazai cannot die. He lives on as the world changes around him, finding Chuuya in every lifetime and learning all the little things that make Chuuya, Chuuya through all the different people Chuuya is.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    100,000
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    493
    Kudos:
    968
    Bookmarks:
    309
    Hits:
    19,512

    15 Apr 2026

Filters

Filter results:
Submit

Include

?
Include Ratings
Include Warnings
Include Categories
Include Fandoms
Include Characters
Include Relationships
Include Additional Tags
Include Bookmarker's Tags

Exclude

?
Exclude Ratings
Exclude Warnings
Exclude Categories
Exclude Fandoms
Exclude Characters
Exclude Relationships
Exclude Additional Tags
Exclude Bookmarker's Tags

More Options

Word count
Bookmark types
Submit

Clear Filters

Navigation