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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Hybrid trafficking has never sat right with Eiden. He can’t stomach the sight of those cages, all that cruelty.

    Luckily, Eiden’s noble money gives him the means to take matters into his own hands. Cages have locks, after all. Locks can be opened, with a little help, under cover of night.

    It’s a risky job.

    One day, he finds a white rabbit in one of those cages. The rabbit is muzzled, bound, and completely captivating. Eiden can’t leave him. No matter what. Even if it means bringing the rabbit home and getting stabbed to death by one very angry, very desperate bunny. Eiden will do it.

    That’s a risk he’s willing to take.

    (Wild Desires AU)

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    10 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Olivine, Kuya, and the secrets they keep from each other.

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    Relationship drama but Nuca style
    (Sequel to Incandescent Light he Sees)

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    04 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    Olivine, running low on funding and low on hope, answers a classified ad from an alpha/alpha couple looking for a surrogate. It might be the answer to all his problems—as a director of a dogshit broke church-sponsored orphanage, and as an unpaired omega in his late twenties slowly succumbing to the needs of his body. Desperately lonely, with his health failing him, it’s a chance to break his vows of chastity while staying within the confines of the celibate priesthood. If he never comes to know love, then so be it. At least he can give the gift of life.

    For Kuya and Quincy, the omega that shows up on their doorstep is just the latest problem in a line of problems—problems with their fertility, problems with their shattered marriage, problems with their broken past—none of which seem to be getting resolved any time soon. Deep in the poisoned well of their hopes and dreams, they’re still trying for the sake of trying…but it’ll take a miracle for anything to change between them.

    Even late in the year, the winds can turn, and buds can sprout anew. Will spring finally come? Or will their wishes wither on the vine?

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    25 Jun 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 39

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    When Zayne suggested a solution to your problems, you didn’t quite expect your relationship to develop into something like this. But you’re really glad it did.

    Aka. The fic where i explore Dom/sub power dynamics, subspace, and the intimacy and love that comes with it, both in and out of sexual context. Though mostly out of it.

    Ratings and tags will change/be added as I go!

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    18 Mar 2025

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    “How old are you, Astarion?”

    Astarion is not expecting the question, Halsin can tell by the way he jerks upright, spine straight, shoulders strong.

    “Two-hundred-and-forty,” he answers without hesitation. “Give or take a few years.”

    Halsin swallows, rewords his question. “How old were you when you were turned?”

    Astarion goes quiet. Extremely, cacophonously quiet.

    “Thirty-nine,” he finally says, a bolt straight into Halsin’s heart.

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    Halsin discovers Astarion was turned before his maturity and all the sacred elven rites that come along with it. Including the sex one.

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    27 Apr 2024