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    "Shane can feel his coach’s gaze on him as he finishes removing his gear, can feel the anger radiating off him and everyone else in the room so strongly it makes tears prick at the corners of his eyes, and he knows he’s not strong enough to stop what’s about to happen.

    He’s usually better at hiding this side of him, at gritting his teeth and pretending he’s not actually a real submissive like this club expects of him. But Shane is so tired of pretending, so tired of being forced to hide the aspects of himself these people don’t want to see, and he can’t muster up the strength to mask like he usually does.

    He’s not the robot that people think he is. He’s someone who loves hockey more than almost anything and this is the only way he’s ever been allowed to have it. He’s someone who, even after everything, still is desperate to prove his worth to the only NHL team he has ever known.

    He’s also a sub surrounded by people who hate him and whose thoughts are becoming more fractured by the second. There is no scenario where he comes out of this unscathed."

    Or, Shane does the only thing he can do in the aftermath of tripping during the Voyageurs and Centaurs playoff series. He breaks.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Hayden's young son is diagnosed as autistic, and he begins to realize that he's seen a lot of these symptoms before...in his best friend. Now Shane's having to come to terms with being one of those people who slipped through the cracks as a child and is diagnosed as an adult. How can Ilya and the rest of their friends support him through this?

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Steve felt pathetic and trapped. Stuck here in his father’s office, the floors a haunting reminder of his childhood. The people in this office didn’t like Steve, he knew they didn’t. Why should they? His father had gotten him this job.

    (gang/inmate au)

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    24 Mar 2026

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    “LaPointe: u can’t just like write fanfiction about what Haasy was doing”and three's a crowd by gurlsrool
    me: fuckin’ watch me

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    Luca Haas getting a good grade in threesomes, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    The king of Rozanova wakes to the only warmth that has ever mattered: his husband sprawled over his chest, the most beautiful man in the entire world lit with the soft, gentle glow of morning.

    There is a council waiting, a kingdom to run, old men to convince and borders to hold. Ilya would much rather spend the morning cataloguing every freckle, praising every inch of Shane’s body and coaxing his consort into saying exactly what he wants… and then giving it to him until Shane is still feeling it when he finally takes his seat at the council table.

    (Sequel to Melting a Winter King. Can be read on its own, but works best as a double feature!)

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Shane is still learning that he doesn't have to be perfect in his own relationship. Ilya is still learning the rules of Shane's bad days. So when Shane tries to push him away after a crushing loss, it leads to a tense argument. But ten years of rivalry are no match for Shane’s tears; the second he starts to cry, Ilya folds like a house of cards.

    Or: Shane tries to starve himself as punishment for losing, Ilya tries to feed him, and it turns into a very soft night of pampering because Ilya is legally incapable of staying angry at a crying Shane.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander has spent the better part of the last five years knocking out hit after hit for the Assassin's Guild and becoming one of the most lethal agents in the business. After a series of unprecedented, wildly successful cases across the country, his boss pulls him off the active case roster for eight months. He's been keeping tabs on the Boston Bratva for years and has finally deemed Shane ready to take out their leader, Morpheus.

    The only problem is that undercover agents have been able to turn up little to no information regarding Morpheus's identity. The only information the Guild has been able to dredge up is the name of one of their business fronts: a sophisticated private nightclub called Nyx, and the name of its director, bratva member Ilya Rozanov.

    or: Ilya is a low ranking member of the Russian mafia and Shane is the assassin hired to kill his boss.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Four-year-old Luna has been able to see lights her whole life- and when both of her parents die in an explosive magical accident, she decides to grab on to one of the lights and follow it.

    Meanwhile, Regulus Black has never really thought of himself as the parental sort- he's hardly interacted with a child in his life, much less raised one. But when two magically inexplicable orphans show up and somehow resurrect him- well, what else was he supposed to do? Not immediately adopt them? Yeah, right.

    (Features little Luna and Harry adopting each other as siblings and Regulus being in way, way over his head)

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    23 Oct 2025

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    "Fuck it, let's go." Harry says, and Death gives a wheeze like a laugh.

    ****

    Harry discovers betrayal of the highest form, decides he's done being nice, and fuck it, he deserves a break. Enter a new timeline and new goals - 1) see if he can drive Dumbledore into retirement, and 2) see if Tom Riddle (Gaunt, in this timeline) is evil in every universe.

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    12 Oct 2025

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    Harry disappeared from his families house as a child and never made it to Hogwarts. In an effort to find him Dumbledore planned the Twiwizard Tournament.
    Unfortunately for him Harry Potter isn't anyone he would want around his brother, let alone the children in his school.

    Also, did you hear? Draco Malfoys boyfriend is insane.
    ~~I heard he once tortured a man for looking at him a little to long.
    ~~I heard he bought Draco an island for his birthday.

    **This is NOT a one shot-I am just an idiot**

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    11 Oct 2025

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    Harry has done what everyone else wanted his entire life, including die for them. Death thinks that if anyone deserves a second chance it’s Harry. Truth is, he was never meant to be the hero. He was meant to be so much more.

    *READ THE (REWRITE) VERSION. ITS BETTER.*

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    11 Oct 2025

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    An AU where Harry has shadow magic, a love affair with Theodore Nott, and very little morality.

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    31 Aug 2025

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    Blindsided, betrayed, bullshit... lots of B words coming to light on the night of Tina's Halloween party.

    Thankfully for Steve, a leather-wrapped Prince Charming is also attending, and he's got a soft spot a mile wide for pretty, teary-eyed princesses. Don't worry, baby, Eddie will make all those awful memories of Nancy Wheeler disappear with a flick of his lighter and a slide of his zipper.

    Watch closely now, because this is a trick that can be done more than once.

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    08 Apr 2025

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    Regulus goes home with James and Sirius for the summer meeting James’ parents. Regression and mental health issues happen, ups and downs, lots of love throughout.

     

    Technically this is a continuation but can be read as a stand alone <3

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    27 Feb 2025

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    What if James managed to dodge the Avada Kedavra by an inch, but Lily didn't?

    What if Regulus managed to survive the Inferi, and came out a new person, because of it?

    What if Harry was still the Boy-Who-Lived, but has to deal with trauma and sensory issues on top of it- and somehow ends up a Slytherin along the way?

    What if Neville was stood up for, and Luna was Harry's best friend thanks to Pandora and Regulus being besties too?

    What if Sirius was found to be innocent, and what if Remus was more accepted?

    What if the Malfoys moved from Dark to Grey, and what if Draco made friends with Harry, Luna and Neville?

    This is their story.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    Fascinating mod fic

  16. Public Bookmark 44

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    "I wuv you to da moon an' back ten miwwion times in a spess ship!"

    James gasped dramatically, making Regulus giggle. "Ten million times? That's a lot of love."

    Regulus nodded proudly, looking very pleased with himself. "Wuv you da mos'est!"

    Or, in which Regulus regresses in the middle of class after getting scolded, and James is the softest caregiver in the whole world. Some tears, and then nothing but tooth-rotting fluff.

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    17 Jan 2025

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    Eddie made a strangled disbelieving noise, expression flickering. “You are not apologizing to me right now, for like, feeling a normal way about stuff. I can’t believe you.”

    Steve pushed a shaking hand through his hair. His heart rate no longer in his ears meant he felt he could at least think a little more clearly. “Maybe it was the heat. Doesn’t always have to be something messed up, right?”

    Eddie gave him a placating nod. “Sure, heat exhaustion is a helluva thing.”

    It had been happening a lot recently. The… forgetting. Zonking out. Whatever. He was pretty sure he was just extra exhausted, it had been a few weeks since everything but it might have just been the adrenaline or something finally wearing off. Sometimes it was like he just forgot someone was speaking, or couldn’t remember for a moment what they’d been talking about. Like blinking out of a fog maybe.

    It does not get better, in fact, it actually continues to get worse.

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    03 Jan 2025

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    It’s the first time in a while that he doesn’t know what comes next. He’s dove into the water hundreds of times. Screamed as his flesh was torn apart, heard Master of Puppets in the distance and held back tears. Felt Max’s cold, small hand in his as she laid in the hospital bed. There are things that always happen, no matter how hard he tries: El doesn’t arrive in time. Eddie dies. Max is put in a coma.

    Steve fails. They lose.

    “Steve, how many loops have you been through?”

    His head is nodding, and his eyes are watery, and Eddie has approached him like a spooked animal.

    “I lost count.”

    AKA: The one where Steve Harrington is stuck in a time loop, and Eddie Munson is really fucking hard to save, or: fuck Volume 2, these bitches are in love.

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    23 Oct 2024

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  19. Public Bookmark 77

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    It wasn’t new to Steve. Between never seeing his parents, and being left in the big house all by himself, terrorized by nightmares of the other dimension and the monsters that haunted his hometown, it was the only thing his brain turned to.

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    THIS IS SFW. I WILL NOT TOLERATE ANY HATE OR INAPPROPRIATE BEHAVIOR. THIS IS A SAFE SPACE.

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    03 Aug 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    good small

  20. Public Bookmark 30

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    it's bedtime for little Stevie; his Dada always sticks to the routine.

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    02 Aug 2024

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    small

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