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  1. Public Bookmark 68

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    Death found him peaceful and waiting, laid back on the blue immensity of his bed. His wife to his side, and their four children around them, three sons and a daughter.
    'What took you so long?' he means to ask 'There's someone outside the walls of Camelot that waited a lifetime for me to return to them.'

    (sequel to 'a good death' and 'the best, the dearest, the one I held the nearest'; final installment to the 'le Roi de Camelot et Merlin d'Avalon')

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    16 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 88

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    A year contains 365 days. Each day can be counted in 24 candle marks, so it's possible to burn 8760 marks in the span of the one year Merlin has been dead. Not a single one of them lessen the mournful air that envelops Camelot, and Arthur thinks it will take four times as many before anyone who has known the blue-eyed man with too large ears and too big of a heart can smile and mean it.

    (sequel to A Good Death)

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    16 Jul 2026

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    Merlin knows the balance by now, a life for a life and all that. When he steps in to stop Mordred from fulfiing his Destiny, to save Arthur's life, he's ready to offer his in return just as he was ready when he struck the bargain with Nimueh.

    He just never thought Arthur would be the one to kill him.

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    16 Jul 2026

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    A spell to de-age the group to the year they lost their virginity, which should just be hilarious.

    Until it wasn't.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    After Merlin passes out in front of them, Arthur and the knights rush him back to Gaius, worried. As it turns out, none of them have been very good about talking recently (there's a surprise), but they're working on it.

    Merlin's starting to learn that he's allowed more food than he thinks.

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    15 Jul 2026

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    Merlin's mother raised him right when it comes to food: you finish your plate and you don't eat other people's food. He knows this. He isn't about to go back on it.

    Coming to Camelot is no different. He just has to figure out what food he can eat and he'll be alright. After all, he can't exactly expect the luxuries he had in Ealdor, now can he?

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    15 Jul 2026

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    It was a complete accident, Gwaine didn't actually mean to drug the manservant of the King

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    15 Jul 2026

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    A curse placed on Camelot reveals everyone's worst fear. (I don't know how to do summaries rip all my fics usually stay in drafts)

    A Merlin fic in 2022? It's more likely than you think

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    13 Jul 2026

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    Merlin is forced to use his magic in front of the knights. They incorrectly assume that Arthur doesn't know, and, therefore, that Merlin is in danger.

    Arthur finds out where his knights' loyalties actually lie.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    He whipped his head back to Merlin so fast his neck burned, watching as the boy’s eyes faded from shimmering gold, one hand extended in the air.

    The world seemed to slow, shock and anger reverberating through Arthur’s core. He could do nothing but stare, and Merlin stared back, fear, guilt, and something unreadable in his expression.

    Then, there was a whizzing cut through the air, one that left Arthur’s ears ringing. He watched – helpless, the anger punched out of him – as the arrow buried itself in Merlin’s side.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Where did you learn to do that?” Gwaine asked, following Merlin up the bank.
     
    “This is how normal people fish,” Merlin replied dryly. “Not trying to stab them with swords.”

    “This is a knife,” Gwaine retorted, sounding every bit as sulky as he felt.

    “Still, you didn’t catch a fish.”

     
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    Gwaine saves a young Merlin from a beating and ends up with a new little brother to take care of on his travels.

    Or, what would Merlin be like if he had Gwaine influencing him over his formative years?

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    12 Jul 2026

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    An alternate end to Enola's fight with Grail, in which she isn't quite okay, and Tewksbury and Sherlock aren't happy about it.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Merlin sacrifices himself to save Arthur at the Battle of Camlann. Arthur must rush him to Avalon before it's too late, but new truths weigh them down.

    BAMF merthur day 7: presumed dead

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Arthur never expected to have a deaf manservant.
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    He certainly never expected to fall in love with the rude, infuriating boy.

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    10 Jul 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 68

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    There was a click, and then a whistle, and then Merlin felt like he’d been punched in the side.

    He stumbled. The edges of his vision went gray. He heard his mother gasp.

    “Merlin!” Will bellowed.

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    (The events of The Moment of Truth go a little differently when Kanen takes just a few more seconds to aim.)

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    09 Jul 2026

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    A small ball hovered in her hand, shining with a silver-blue light. It floated there, getting brighter and brighter before dimming again. Wisps of cloud swirled at its center. It was pure magic.
    And the breath was stolen from Arthur’s lungs.
    “I thought you’d recognize it. He said it was warm. He said it reminded him of home.”

     

    It has been one year since Merlin's death when Arthur meets Morgana on the battlefield.
    Somehow, between all the guilt and shame, he discovers that his sister knew Merlin better than he ever did - and ever would.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    “I think he’s awake,” Arthur calls out, and the noise bludgeons Merlin’s head like a hammer, and he presses his eyes closed as if to force away his ability to hear as much as his ability to see. It doesn’t work well for him, and he chokes on a breath. His throat is on fire as he starts coughing.

    Gods, he’s ill. He thinks he’s very ill.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Of all the ways Arthur and the knights could've found out about his magic, Merlin hadn't thought it'd be due to a sparrow. There will be a happy ending, but it's gonna take a while.

    "Arthur was terrified when he saw Merlin make up his mind to jump. He put on a burst of speed, willing his body to give everything he had so he could just-reach out and….He crashed at full speed into the warlock, knocking them both out of breath, but most importantly, far away from the edge of the ravine. Merlin fought him, kicking and clawing for escape, but it was clear that whatever had fueled him for so long was gone, and eventually the kicking and punching and shouting was gone, and Merlin wept in Arthur’s arms, trembling hard.

    “Sorry, so sorry, so so sorry. ‘M so sorry, Arthur,” he sobbed desperately, and Arthur held him close, heart racing and eyes wet. “I’m so sorry, please don’t burn me. I’m so sorry. I didn’ mean to, I was born with it.” Merlin cried, and Arthur shushed him gently."

    A huge thanks to the remarkable artists who have been generous enough to bless me with their work. xoxo
    Finally, after two years, I've returned.

    *Feb 2023: Will be updating at end of month, per usual schedule!*

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    08 Jul 2026

  19. Public Bookmark 43

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    Arthur, Merlin and the knights are hunting the bandits who have been terrorising the outskirts of the land when the mission takes a bad turn. Merlin gets hurt, and then Merlin gets sick. They need to get back to Camelot, to Gaius, now. But Merlin gets separated from the group and is left to fend for himself. Meanwhile Arthur is going out of his mind trying to find his way back to Merlin. Merlin who may or may not be dead by then.

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    06 Jul 2026

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    Merlin has to prepare to go to the borders to help a small town on the border of Camelot. He feels... different. Everything feels surreal - fake. He's losing his grasp on what's real and what he's imagining. He feels empty, lost and disoriented.

    Everyone's worried. He covers it with lies of course.

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    He’s beside Arthur. He’s next to Arthur - where he belongs, yet all he wants is for the ground to swallow him whole.

    He’s walking and walking and walking.

    The world is deaf when he speaks and begs and cries, the world doesn’t stop when he takes a break; When he is deaf the world send riddles and people to frustrate him, the world continues wherever or whoever he is or choses to be - whether the chores are never done, whether he feels defeated, whether he gets to have fun - Life is never completed.

    When the balance of earth is repaired at one end of the coin - Magic, it collapses on the other - Courage.

    The tear ducts keep breaking loose, the secrecy won’t end, there are cracks in the foundation of his life, and the repairs of one’s chainmail - one can't keep everything in mind.

    (Remix of a poem: The washing never gets done - Jaan Kaplinski).

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    06 Jul 2026

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