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Dean came for the pool tables. He stayed for Cas, the older, tattooed bartender who never flirts but always steps in when Dean gets in over his head. One night, things go too far, and Cas crosses a line of his own. It could break Dean down… or be his lucky break.
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17 Jun 2026
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“I mean, just imagine, the two of us and Cas and Eileen, a nice wide beach and breakfast at the pool, sleeping in...you could learn how to surf and me and Cas could do some yoga…”, Sam babbles some more and Dean snorts at that image, but turns serious again real quick.
Because seriously.
Why the fuck not?
“Okay”, he finally interrupts Sam’s speech about trying new food and how they never swam in the ocean and do you think Cas knows how to swim? and Sam falls silent.
“Okay?”, he echoes and Dean shrugs.
“Yeah, okay. You’re right, we really deserve this. So let’s do it.”
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The one where Dean figures out his feelings for Castiel after they defeated Chuck. But - at the beach.
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16 Jun 2026
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“I need you here with me! You have to wake up so Jack can bring you back to me! Wake up, man, come on!”
Dean does his best to keep yelling, but the heat racing through his veins is almost too much. An emotion that doesn’t feel like own shoots blooms in his subconscious. He feels a strong sense of alertness and panic, and his heart palpitates.
“Castiel! I want you to stay! I need you to wake up, I want you to stay! I’ll ask you to stay!”
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14 Jun 2026
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Dean suddenly goes into heat and calls on his best friend for help.
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12 Jun 2026
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Dean was retired. After handling the world's bullshit for one last time, he was done. He wanted to just live his old man years in peace.
But while living in the bunker, Dean quickly realized that the old Men of Letters were horrible at putting away dangerous things, and accidentally got himself cursed. And it wasn't just any old curse. Dean Winchester needed to get pregnant or else he would die. It should've been impossible, since he was fully male, but what happens when Cas makes a suggestion?
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12 Jun 2026
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It isn’t fast, all rushed confessions and desperate kisses, tumbling into a bed and crashing into each other with frantic relief like meteorites.
What happens after Cas is taken from him isn’t fast at all.
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Dean won't let Cas die that easily.
After a knee-jerk, slightly reckless rescue mission, Dean finds himself without aim and without conflict for perhaps the first time in his life. Is it possible for him- for them- to grow after all this time?
And of course, in the centre of it all (hasn't he always been?) is Cas. Maybe the after wouldn't be so bad with him.
(OR: Dean and Cas come together in fits and starts, over a thousand firsts.)
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12 Jun 2026
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you're out of my league (but you're in my room) by Trashgalore
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
14 Jan 2026
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Dean rummages around for another knife, a bigger one, better for slicing, and hands it to Cas, “Think you can slice these apples for me?”
Castiel nods and gingerly takes the knife from Dean’s hand, and if Dean didn't know any better he would think it the caution of a man who has never handled a knife in his life, but Dean does know better, and he knows that Cas knows just how to use that knife in a way that hurts.
Dean swallows.
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Castiel returns to the Bunker, Dean makes pie to cope.
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12 Jun 2026
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Next time he sees him, he spots him behind the glass doors of the ER entrance. Before they swish close, he makes out the hunched over figure of the man, curled onto the hands twisted in his lap. For a fraction of a moment, he looks so uncomfortable and out of place on the faded yellow of the plastic chairs of the waiting hall — as if a mighty beast was confined in a space where it doesn't belong by nature’s design.
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Nurse Dean has a run in with a particularly recalcitrant and puzzling patient :3
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09 Jun 2026
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Deleted Scenes by SunshineOfWonderful for Loveof_your_life5
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
15 Jun 2026
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Between the lines of Season 6, there are moments Dean doesn’t remember.
Castiel is tired of waiting. Tired of standing at Dean’s side while Dean finds comfort in someone else, tired of reaching for something more and pulling back at the last second. A brush of fingers, a confession half-spoken, a kiss that shouldn’t have happened. Each time, Cas gives in to the desire. And each time, he takes it back.
Terrified of losing Dean, he erases the evidence. Dean forgets, and their stolen moments slip quietly out of existence, leaving no trace in the story. But Cas is unraveling. His lies about Crowley are mounting, the weight of everything he’s hiding growing heavier with every memory he steals away. Each lie tightens around him, each choice more desperate than the last. The situation is becoming untenable, a quiet collapse he can no longer ignore.
How long can he keep this up before something breaks?
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05 Jun 2026
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Unfortunately, Dean is Dean, and you can't spell "denial" without the letters D-E-A-N.
"What? I can't call you 'buddy' anymore?" Dean asks a little sassily.
It’s easier to act like the angel is being emotional for no reason, rather than to face his own emotions that he’s been far too afraid to confront ever since the speech he received in the dungeon.
(TLDR: Dean is in denial after Cas's confession, gets jealous, then realizes that "friends" prob don't get jealous over their buddy banging another guy. Then they freak! Lol)
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29 May 2026
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John unbuckled his belt quickly.
Not because he had no time — no, he had the whole night — but in order to get this over with.
Compulsion had finally boiled over into action, but self hatred would catch up at some point, and he wanted to be able to say to himself — At least I didn’t linger. At least I didn’t enjoy it.
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John roofies and fucks Dean.
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27 May 2026
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Dean will do anything to protect his family, so when John is hit by a sex curse Dean takes it upon himself to deal with the unpleasant consequences.
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27 May 2026
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Lord, Send Me A Mechanic (If I'm Not Beyond Repair) by adahara
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
02 Oct 2025
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Three words. Eight letters. Dean doesn't know why he can't just say it.
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23 May 2026
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"Cas is, hm, he’s gone. He’s…dead.” Dean stared with wide eyes, the words sinking in slowly, boring into him. "You know, we had plans to kill you, but after rooting around in the angel’s mind, we’ve decided to have some fun first.”
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17 May 2026
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Dean left the horseman’s rings in the trunk of the impala after Sam sacrificed himself to stop Lucifer. After everyone he loved left him all at once, it was easy to forget he left them there. Several years later, he gets a harsh reminder that he should really take better care of the extremely powerful artifacts he's left lying around. .
Now, Cas is cursed with famine and since Jimmy left, his hunger is beginning to drive him mad. He just hopes they can get them all back before he does something he regrets.
Dean is just happy that Cas is sticking around more than he usually does.
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14 May 2026
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Dean has always had a weakness for strays—wounded things, quiet things, creatures that needed tending.
But none of them had ever been Castiel, a fragile, terrified creature with eyes the color of a summer sky and a vulnerability that called to something deep and protective inside him. He'd felt instantly drawn to him, a magnetic pull that was both terrifying and undeniable. He'd seen the fear in his eyes, the pain, the desperation, and all he'd wanted to do was scoop him up, to shield him from the world, to keep him safe, to make him his.
And Dean is beginning to understand, far too late, that letting him stay might cost him more than he’s prepared to lose.
Dark Fic. This story is complete! 😊💖
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14 May 2026
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Brittle and battle-worn, Cas looks at him over coffee one morning and says, "I need to go," and Dean instantly knows that he's not coming back.
He's not really sure how he knows it, but he does. It settles into the pit of his stomach, curling hot and tight like something he instinctively wants to tear out with his bare hands. He takes a breath, and it gets stuck in his throat, hitching there. It hurts, hurts, hurts when he finally exhales.
"Yeah," Dean says, "of course you do," and he nods jerkily as he looks down at his phone. He doesn't say goodbye. He doesn't look up from the screen when Cas gets up and leaves the room. He doesn't finish his coffee, or move for a long time.
By nightfall, Cas is gone.
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13 May 2026
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After a witch hunt gone terribly wrong, Dean calls Castiel in a desperate attempt to save Sam's life, but the angel's help comes with a very high price. With Cas' borrowed Grace burning out faster every day, the Mark of Cain being more active than ever and a bottle of whiskey to top it all, a confession from Castiel sends Dean's entire life spiraling out of control.
Set after 10x10, "The Hunter Games".
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05 May 2026
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Dean swallowed drily again, feeling his tongue heavy and weird inside his mouth, but he still managed to say, “Seriously, Cas, I... I need this. I really do. And you’re the only one who can do it. You’re the only one I trust to do this.” The hunter’s voice sounded far too hoarse, still lacking the confidence he wished to convey, and he licked his lips, looking down, focusing his gaze on a particular spot on the sheets. He fiddled with a loose thread he found there, feeling that difficulty to sit still for too long making itself known once more. He cleared his throat, and tried again, “And this is the easiest way, too. It just solves everything. You can check the damage Michael did. You can try to dig up some memories, to see if I can remember how I got this scar. And you can make sure that... that he’s really gone.” His voice did fail this time, throat feeling dry and tight, and he swallowed again to try and fix that, but it did very little to help.
The slightest hint of a feeble, empty smile tugged the corner of Dean's mouth upward, words coming out far too low and weak when he added, “Three birds, one stone, right?”
As if this really were that simple.
Set during 14x03, "The Scar".
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27 Apr 2026
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Or, a year in the life of Dean Winchester
Dean’s bi: sexual and polar. He’s got a string of hospitalizations under his belt. He’s a felon. He’s got a secret. And he just might have a crush on the wry, socially awkward, and devastatingly handsome artist who lives in the apartment below his. But Dean doesn’t have friends, and he certainly doesn’t have relationships. He has what his therapist Pam calls “impulsive, reckless sexual interactions.” His attempts at meaningful connection have resulted in ruined friendships, broken hearts, restraining orders, and lifechanging ramifications. Dean’s too focused on holding down a job and relearning how to live by himself after years of being babied by his little brother to worry about romance, right? Right.
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- Part 1 of silver linings
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21 Apr 2026