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Kevin Day thought there was something familiar about the last-resort recruit from Arizona when they watched his tapes. It wasn’t until he was looking him in the eye in person that he realized. Nathaniel Wesninski might be miscolored and a few years older than the last time he saw him but to Kevin he was unmistakable.
A ‘Kevin recognizes Neil’ fic.
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13 Jul 2026
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Kevin wanted Neil to stay, he wanted to finish the match. He wanted his hand on Neil’s thigh again. He wanted to kiss him on the couch and ask Andrew if he wanted to join.
Instead, he managed a reluctant, “fine.”
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Andrew and Neil attempt to woo Kevin. Kevin is the last person to figure it out.
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12 Jul 2026
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‘There is someone whom I am fated to discover. With this spell, I entreat fate for another.’
Budding apothecary witch, Kevin Day, has always known that he has a soulmate, though he has no idea who they are. In a wild bid to protect them from the cruelty of his coven, the Ravens, Kevin decides to perform a "soulmate swap" spell and binds himself to someone who couldn't possibly exist. However, when Kevin finally escapes the Ravens years later, he manages to run into not one but two people who might just—impossibly—fit the bill.
Or is love a possibility for Kevin after all?
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- Part 1 of The Magic Touch
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11 Jul 2026
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so forgive me if i jump (at the rattle of your keys) by ver_lia
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 Feb 2026
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"Would you come if it were a request and not an order anyway?"
If he’d asked, truly asked, I want to see you topped with please, Jean would have cursed him out and jumped on the first plane to South Carolina. And perhaps I guess you could come here is not a stern come to Palmetto that it could have been, but it is not good enough, it is not what Jean wants from him. In the end that’s what’s changed the most: Jean can want things now, not as much as his heart would like to, but just enough to expect something honest from Kevin.
Jean brushes his fingers over the ridiculous print of a beret on his brand new sheets and asks, "Is there even a difference in your vocabulary between those two?"
"Is there for you?" Kevin retorts.or, Jean Moreau agrees to visit Palmetto during winter break. It goes about as well as you might expect.
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09 Jul 2026
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FUCK ME OVER AND CALL BE GODAMN FUCKING PANCAKE I LOVE THEM
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show me what you're made of by stardoused for KweenDay
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Feb 2026
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“Il faut imaginer Sisyphe heureux,” Kevin quoted. “I am sure you will like this book; when I first read it, I thought about you.”
Jean Moreau is a retired exy player living in an empty house, trying to find new interests and hobbies. In an effort to reconnect to his native language, he starts attending a French literature club. Unfortunately for him, this club is the only one in the entire Southwest of the country that was deemed acceptable by Kevin Day.
Old love, even older books, long conversations.
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- Part 1 of Advanced French BookClub
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Dear Recipient,
I am sorry for the unconventional way of talking to you, but I wasn't sure how else to contact you without his ears listening in and his eyes scanning our every move. You, more than anyone, should understand the need for secrecy.—
or: Kevin and Jean cannot handle the distance they are forced to keep in the Nest, so they come up with a way to talk freely by exchanging letters in secret.
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08 Jul 2026
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Ailleurs - French - "elsewhere"
It’s strange, he thinks, that there are other people with other lives and that all around him people are having experiences so different from his own. In the Nest everything is uniform. They sleep and train and sleep and train again. There is no room for anything else. But out here amid the light and sound and color, mysteries are allowed to proliferate and beauty is allowed to grow and take form. Jean is one of those mysteries, an unknowable dark and fathomless other and Kevin’s curiosity is burning him alive.
Or: Kevin and Riko are in the UK filming a travelogue to promote the inaugural Exy World Cup. Outside of the Nest things get complicated.
Meanwhile, Jean Moreau is putting a plan in motion.Series
- Part 2 of Hatford Moreau
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08 Jul 2026
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GOD BLESSS THAT WAS PEAK
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No one is supposed to know that Kevin Day is deaf. Kevin tells Jean anyway.
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07 Jul 2026
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anytime, always by kevjean for constelationprize
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
09 Jun 2024
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Kevin has always had the entire world’s eyes on him, but no one has ever looked at him quite like Jean. Kevin isn’t sure how he ever forgot or let that go. They’ve fallen in and out of each other's lives, but they’ve never fallen out of love.
Alternatively: Kevin feels lost and stuck in his 20s, and the one person he used to know everything about has changed.
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06 Jul 2026
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When Riko Moriyama dies, Kevin is forced to confront his past and all the secrets he has long buried—even from himself. As his former life in the Nest seems to resurface, Kevin tries to move forward in the only way he knows how, but years of pain and abuse drag him into a downward spiral. And as his past and present begin to intertwine, Kevin must decide what will become of his future.
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built to fall apart and fall back together by snnycarisi
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
20 Mar 2025
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Jean called, and Kevin answered on the first ring.
“You watched,” said Jean.
“Of course,” Kevin replied, a hint of tenderness in his voice, “I always watch.”
“No notes?”
“You should be proud of yourself. Remember this moment, this is the start of the rest of your life.”
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or, Jean and Kevin find their way back to each other.
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04 Jul 2026
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“Some things never change,” Jean says in an english that still sounds like french. “Always suffering in silence. Do you know what they called you when you left? Disloyal.” He doesn’t wait for an answer. “It is funny, how they do not know you like I do.”
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03 Jul 2026
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In the Light of Day by NikNak22 for fullyvisible
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
11 Nov 2023
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It’s been almost five years since Kevin graduated from PSU. Five years that he's played Exy professionally. Five years since he’s learned to live on his own. Five years after discovering he’s in love with his best friends, former USC Trojans Jeremy Knox and Jean Moreau.
Five years since he’s figured out, they will never love him back.
So, when Jeremy and Jean invite him to their house for Christmas this year, he knows this is it. It’s the finale. The last hurrah. The swan song. The final act. It’s time he lets them go, lets this foolish, one-sided love go, once and for all.
But he might find this is harder than he ever expected.
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- Part 3 of A Falling Star
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29 Jun 2026
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Aaron Minyard never was taken back by his mother. Instead he drifts through foster care, separated from his twin since they were two. Yet when someone reaches out, offering to take both of them, why would Aaron say no?
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24 Jun 2026
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cherry fruit pop by mintyelbows for timeloops (kunimi)
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
19 Jul 2025
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The problem, naturally, was Neil Josten.
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Or, Neil always gets the cherry fruit pop, Andrew is enjoying himself, and Aaron is a hopeless hypocrite.
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24 Jun 2026
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Books & Crannies by neiljokesten (vykio) for KittKatAttack
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
21 May 2025
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“Are you hungry?” Neil thinks about it and seesaws his hand midair, meaning so-so. “I’ll get you something to eat. Don’t follow me. Can you wait a while?”
Neil shrugs and nods. Aaron follows the movement of his shoulder and trails his eyes to Neil’s collarbone, where the zip-up he’s wearing reveals the beginning of a design on a bright yellow shirt. The zip-up has twin white stripes on each side of the zipper that match the ones running down its sleeves. It sits loosely on Neil, though not uncomfortably, but it’s obviously not his, and very possibly Kevin’s, and there’s something about that that Aaron finds irritating.
Neil vigorously gestures at the box in front of him, meaning he’s occupied, then flaps his hand towards Aaron, meaning go away. Aaron rolls his eyes and goes.
“Don’t be too long,” Neil calls after him. “You know I get bored without you.”
Aaron does take too long, so Neil can't be held responsible for what happens next, can he?
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24 Jun 2026
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Every Sinner Has A Future by OfficialStarsandGutters for foxyexy
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
05 Sep 2021
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Canon divergent Neil x Aaron.
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Neil Josten. A shock of red hair and ocean blue eyes. Pretty faced, but nothing special.
Except he makes a throwaway comment about Andrew being off his meds and it’s like everyone in the room forgets to breathe. Even Aaron, his body still and tense with surprise that he can tell them apart.
Without even having met Aaron, he knew Andrew wasn’t him.
That shouldn’t mean anything.
Aaron rubs his sweaty palms on his skinny jeans and tells himself it doesn’t, it doesn’t, it doesn’t.
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24 Jun 2026
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Old habits sometimes don't die. by Ashbitesthesharks
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
06 Jul 2026
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Uh hi so I just randomly decided to make Aaron sad as fuck in this and also friends with neil because it's Neil's second year when this is set and I do want to believe theyr friends by then :]
I apologise if any characters are ooc in this fic I'll try getting better at making them more in character if I make more fics after this one.
Aaron also has selective mutism. :3
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23 Jun 2026
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paper hearts (we're burning matches) by HandleWithCare (WordsOfASarcast)
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
13 Jul 2024
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Where Will constantly complains about the medical inaccuracies in Nico’s books but has never bothered to look at the ‘About the Author’ page to know exactly who he’s complaining to.
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- Part 2 of one shots <3
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22 Jun 2026