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White Silence, Dark Heat by Zavia
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
24 Apr 2026
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After Ilya breaks Shane's heart in Sochi, Shane builds a life out of control.Three cups. Captaincy. Precision. Routine. Emptiness.
When no achievement manages to make him feel anything, he turns to a mysterious phone service instead.
Intimate in ways that should be impossible between strangers. A man who understands exactly how to pull Shane apart without ever touching him. Who gives him structure instead of chaos. Relief instead of performance.
Shane finds himself pulled toward something he thought he buried years ago.
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Set 4 years after Sochi, where both Ilya and Shane were left with shattered hearts, this is a story about second chances and being brave enough to trust again. To want anew.Series
- Part 1 of The Things We Survive
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 199,602
- Chapters:
- 26/26
- Collections:
- 2
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- 2,399
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03 Jun 2026
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Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.
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What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.
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- Part 1 of Tearing Down Our Walls
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 116,915
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 3,850
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- 4,741
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- 1,706
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23 May 2026
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Change Your Win Conditions by Vee (Vera_DragonMuse)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Feb 2026
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Sometimes life came at you with a clenched fist and Ilya had never figured out how to duck.
So here he was, twenty-eight years old, single, dealing with the fallout from injuries given to him by the game he loved, and the second youngest assistant coach in the league to one of the worst teams. Stability was hard to come by, but he was managing.
Then along came Shane Hollander to knock him on his ass, one more time.
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- Part 1 of win conditions
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 102,971
- Chapters:
- 10/10
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- 7,242
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- 24,775
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- 10,808
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23 May 2026
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Keep Talking by five_ht
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
29 Mar 2026
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Turns out Shane was always a chatterbox, he just needed the right motivation. Have you heard the good word about our lord and saviour Ilya Rozanov?
Part one is a series of scenes wherein David Hollander demonstrates his superior emotional intelligence, Rose Landry collects besties like shiny marbles, Hayden Pike does his best (bless him), Yuna Hollander is everyone's momager, and Svetlana Vetrova commands the will of men.
Part two features Shane learning to extend his newfound communication skills to the bedroom, courtesy of some helpful coaching from Ilya.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 24,382
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 1
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- 286
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- 3,063
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01 Apr 2026
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[Image ID: Charles lying on a large, plush bed, propped up against some pillows against the headboard, wearing only a pair of plain white briefs. His abs are on display, slick with sweat. On his stomach is a bright red dildo, his fingers brushing against the base. He’s staring directly into the camera, eyes smouldering.]
@charlesleclerc: Introducing my newest collaboration with LELO.
The entire collection combines my two favourite things: racing and coming first.
Everyone knows I’ve never been sensitive to bottoming, so this collection was carefully curated to include items that make you feel like you’re porpoising harder than the ground effect era Mercedes.
‘POLE’ is the first item in the collection, a 6-inch toy that will get you there faster than you can say lights out. Securing pole position has always been important on track … but it’s even more important off track. ‘POLE’ brings the climax of a race weekend to a whole new level, and I always come first. 💦
#LELO #LELOAmbassador #CharlesLeclercxLELO// Charles partners with a sex toy company. Max tries not to lose his mind and kill everyone in the paddock.
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21 Mar 2026
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OWNED (hollanov dom/sub-verse) by vividblossom (drtymdbld)
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
31 Jan 2026
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08 Mar 2026
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Will notices things. He notices a lot of things, can’t turn it off. Some of these things are about Doctor Hannibal Lecter.
He watches Hannibal watching him eat.
He watches the touch on his elbow lingering, possessive.
He watches Hannibal's eyes darken when Will pulls his hair and fucks his throat hard.Series
- Part 2 of Fics Hannibal Would Cook For
- Part 2 of Kinky Fics Will Would Catch Encephalitis For
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 18,005
- Chapters:
- 2/2
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- 4
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- 342
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- 4,822
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04 Mar 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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Maybe if the video ended there, Shane thought, it would be okay. Okayish. Still incriminating. Still a fucking disaster. Still embarrassing, to have his breakup with this beautiful actress filmed and disseminated on Reddit of all fucking places, but not a nail in his coffin, burying him alive. But the video didn’t end there.
“Can I ask if you’ve ever been with another guy?” she had to ask.
And he, tears visible in his eyes, had to nod.
Just once. Just a single nod.
Why did he have to nod?
“Have you ever told anyone that before?” He shook his head. “Was it different? With a guy?”
“Of course.”
Of course.
“Was it better?”
“Yes.”
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Shane’s conversation with Rose is secretly recorded. Months later, after the All-Star game and Ilya’s confession in Russian, the video gets leaked online. Shane is outed to the world while Ilya is in Russia, and must now finish the 2016-2017 season with the entire world in on his secret.
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- Part 1 of something you can fix
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- English
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- 26,824
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
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- 1,851
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- 48,189
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30 Jan 2026
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It’s a popular joke among Alphas: fuck an Omega, get heartbreak on your hands. Omegas are fragile little emotional things, needy and whiny. Stiles refuses to become that, or to believe that he’s anything like that.
Stiles and Derek have been fuckbuddies for a while when Derek loses his memories of the past three years - and them - in an accident. (Also - everyone's a werewolf, and everyone's alive.)
- Language:
- English
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- 18,472
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- 1/1
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- 602
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- 21,577
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12 Jan 2026
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“Oh my god,” Jamie said, certain he was blushing. “I did not want to hear the word kink from you like, ever.” Then he frowned. “Wait, the fuck? I do not want to call Roy daddy.”
Dr. Fieldstone just leveled him with one of her looks.
or, a story of kink discovery, and jamie getting way too turned on when roy ties his laces for him.
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08 Jan 2026
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with a temper like you by starblushed
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Dec 2025
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Lily: What did Hunter say to piss you off?
Me: What?
Lily: You got in a fight with him last night.
Lily: Why?Ilya confronts Shane after the fight with Scott Hunter on the ice, and edges the truth out of him.
- Language:
- English
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- 2,390
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 2
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- 100
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04 Jan 2026
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“What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.
Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”
Series
- Part 1 of cobblestone (hollanov fics)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 6,964
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1
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- 502
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- 20,333
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04 Jan 2026
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“Lily,” Hayden says automatically. “You know about Lily?”
Something flickers across Rozanov’s face. His jaw twitches. “Yes, I know about Lily.” He raises his eyebrows.
Hayden feels like a complete asshole, all of a sudden. There’s just been too much going on to even think about Shane’s mystery girlfriend. “Shit, I should probably, like, call her, or something? I don’t know this girl at all, but Shane’s been obsessed with her for years. If she was watching the game, she would have seen him get hurt.”
“You don’t need to call her,” Rozanov says, and when Hayden glances at him, he still looks fucking miserable but now he’s rolling his eyes, a much more familiar expression of disdain on his face. “She’s sitting right here.”
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Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov are waiting for Shane to wake up after he took a bad hit on the ice. They get to talking.Chapter 2: Ilya and Shane talk about what it means, now that someone knows their secret.
Chapter 3: Shane and Hayden hash out the big reveal.
Chapter 4: Ilya tells Svetlana the big secret.- Language:
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03 Jan 2026
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“Should call you the Ottawa Puppies,” says the Toronto centre, Svensson. As an insult it makes no sense, so Ilya ignores it, until he continues, “Hear Hollander keeps you on a short leash.”
Ilya is the captain, so if anything, he should be holding the leash. In English, you can be singular or plural, but he knows what Svensson is trying to say. He is saying Ilya Rozanov, you are Hollander’s bitch.
“Only sometimes,” Ilya replies, grinning. He wins the face off.
OR: Ilya trains himself to be a very, very good guard dog for Shane.
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- Part 1 of Dog
- Language:
- English
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- 3,424
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 15
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- 947
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03 Jan 2026
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Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.
The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.
It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.
There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.
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Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.
- Language:
- English
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- 8,769
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1,119
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- 53,234
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- 11,989
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- 615,334
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02 Jan 2026
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Life is what happens when you're busy making other plans.
- Language:
- English
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- 29,191
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- 1/1
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- 3
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- 134
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- 2,934
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01 Jun 2025
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In a Beacon Hills that's been destroyed by a war between humans and werewolves, Stiles Stilinski does what he has to in order to survive.
- Language:
- English
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- 56,260
- Chapters:
- 31/31
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- 1
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- 3,143
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- 5,178
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31 May 2025
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“You want to have sex with me,” Sherlock announces one evening about a year after John's divorce. John's vigorous denial sparks a three-day wager wherein Sherlock is determined to prove his point, and John is determined to hold onto his heterosexuality. Set well after HLV. (Canon-compliant). PORN. With feels.
- Language:
- English
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- 17,473
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- 1/1
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- 1
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- 1,014
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26 May 2025
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"So this is what Stiles does. He lies in Scott’s bed and waits for Melissa to say she’s found someone to get it out of him, to cure him of the wrongness and the bad, and he dreams.
God, he dreams.
He dreams of fire and swollen bellies and that scene in Alien, of giving birth to jackals through his urethra, the whole horrific nine yards. His head is a terrible place to be, he can’t imagine his stomach is much better, why anyone would want to put a thing inside of it."
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 77,138
- Chapters:
- 7/7
- Collections:
- 13
- Comments:
- 810
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- 11,838
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- 4,699
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23 May 2025
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No Dawn, No Day by xiaq
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
24 Jun 2025
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“I will not apologize for speaking the truth,” the child says. “However, I regret if that truth has offended you.”
“Jesus Christ, kid,” Jim mutters.
“I am not offended,” Spock responds, as blandly as he is able. “I was remiss in casting such hasty judgment upon your guardian.”
”Father,” she corrects.
”Your father,” he agrees.
*****
An academy AU + Tarsus aftermath fic in which James T. Kirk ends up accidentally parentally bonded to an orphaned Vulcan child. When the father/daughter duo enroll in Star Fleet, hijinks ensue (mostly at the expense of Spock’s previously immaculate but quickly deteriorating self-control).
Winner of the 2025 Philon Award for a novel-length fic (!!!)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 68,376
- Chapters:
- 33/33
- Comments:
- 4,639
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- 7,098
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Bookmarked by Em55
13 May 2025