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"And they, well. They brought in an omega specialist?”
“Specialist?” Ilya asked, his tone wary. The word sounded uncomfortable in his mouth, so Shane tried to fill in the gaps.
“A doctor. For omegas.”
That threw Rozanov off for a second. “But you are not omega?”
Shane scrunched up his face, creasing the skin on his forehead and around his eyes. Taking a deep breath, he dropped the first of his two bombs. “No, Rozanov. I am. I’m an omega.”
He heard the Russian hum on the other side, considering this. “Makes sense. Is why you are so pretty. And why you have such nice ass.”
Shane’s ears burned. “Shut up, stop talking about my ass.”
“But I can still talk about how pretty you are, yes?”
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hellooooooo i am back and i am writing the alpha/omega fanfic of my dreams!!! do not wake me im exactly where i wanna be!!! aka a fuck or die where shane is on suppressants for far too long and calls ilya for help with his terrible horrible awful no good impending heat - but the circumstances and the yearning are magnified by like a billion times <3 yay!
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18 May 2026
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"Rozy," Brian, the team doctor says, "talk to me, buddy. That puck clipped you pretty good, how’s the pain?"
Ilya blinks. He clenches his jaw against a wave of nausea. He rests his cheek on the ice, and the cold helps a little.
"Bad. Very bad." He swallows. "Is Shane here?"
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or, in the final MTL/BOS game of the year, ilya takes a puck to the head.
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16 May 2026
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We go way back by greenhairclips
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
21 Jun 2026
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Shane’s nearing 40, and while he knows he still has good hockey years left in him, he needs to be realistic. He’s ready to begin what he’s started mentally calling, “The Final Act.” First order of business, signing with the Ottawa Centaurs. He’s won four Stanley Cups with the Montreal Metros, but Shane’s always dreamed of retiring in his hometown.
Sure, he’s a little nervous about being teammates with his career-long rival. But he and Rozanov aren’t kids anymore. Truthfully, Shane’s giddy at the thought of ending his career alongside Ilya. It definitely has nothing to do with the crush he’s been harboring since draft night.
Shane’s going to win another cup (or two). He’s going to retire after a few solid years with Ottawa. And, my god, he’s going to flirt with his rival. Even if he plans to never confess his true feelings.
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CCM wants two separate shoots, and Shane and Ilya never get the chance to start their journey together. Nearly two decades later, they’re finally in the same place at the same time. They’re playing on the same line and might actually be friends. But two rookies with hearts in their eyes are going to make the vets reflect on what could’ve been.
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06 May 2026
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I'll move, just hold my hand by thirteenthsister
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Jun 2026
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After Rose helps Shane realize his sexuality, he decides he needs to come out to the important people in his life. He's not ready to be out publicly, but he needs friends in his corner.
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- Part 2 of Heated Rivalry Fics
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05 May 2026
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Change of Plans by residualchaos
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander had a plan. It was a good plan, just as every other plan he’d ever made was a good plan. Then he watched a video of a burning plane carrying the love of his life and it became the only plan he’d ever changed.
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Shane goes to Tampa. The next morning, Troy Barrett receives a text from Ilya:
“Bringing boyfriend to breakfast. Tell team to be not weird.”
The Centaurs are, unsurprisingly, weird about it but become the best support system they could ask for as Shane and Ilya navigate the choice to fully begin their lives together and love each other out loud.
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- Part 1 of Change of Plans
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03 May 2026
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Shane sees an Instagram Reel on JJ's phone of Ilya and his women in every city. It sends him into a spiral that only Ilya can get him out of.
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A tiny bit AU where Tuna Melt Day doesn't end in a disaster and things go a little differently from there.
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“I want. I fucking want. Please don’t stop.” Shane begged, brushing a hand up the back of Ilya’s head. He caught hold of Ilya’s curls and tugged softly. Ilya moaned. “I just need…”
“Tell me, baby. Let me give you what you need.” The words were laced with Ilya’s plea. “Let me take care of my baby. Tell me.”
“Can I have the control now? Let me own you tonight the way you own me.”
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- Part 10 of Stolen Moments
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02 May 2026
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All About Us by addict_writer
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Jun 2026
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The All-Stars weekend in Tampa Bay ends in a tragedy for Shane when the plane taking his parents back to Canada from their trip to Mexico explodes.
The relationship between Shane and Ilya takes an unexpected turn. Fear has been their biggest enemy for years. The tragedy in Shane’s life makes him realize that life is too short not to live proudly and be brave about his feelings for Ilya.
As the secret slowly comes to light, there’s a thing no one can touch: their commitment to each other.Inspired by the t.a.t.u song with the same title.
If they hurt you // They hurt me too // So we'll rise up // Won't stop // And it's all about us
-------I never wished that pain upon my worst enemy. It’s killing me that you will now know exactly how much it hurts. You loved both your parents. And they loved you. I’ve seen how close you were. I am so sorry. I wish things were different.
All I can promise is that I will be always by your side. I will always protect you. I love you more than life, Shane.- Language:
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30 Apr 2026
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Enemy Lines by winter_ninja
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Jul 2026
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“Why the fuck do you care what happens to Rozanov?”
Shane doesn’t answer.
He’s already running for the Raiders’ locker room.
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Or, Ilya has a panic attack in the Raiders' locker room after getting a phone call from his brother telling him about his father’s death.
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28 Apr 2026
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It was a joke. It was supposed to be, but when Shane looked at Hayden with those deep, endless, brown eyes, Hayden felt a surge of something so visceral, he carried it for years.
One day, he finally got the offer to indulge in a fantasy he never expected to come true.
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Hayden Pike wants to get Shane Hollander pregnant. One day he gets the chance to try. Under supervision.
After he gets his chance, Hayden finds himself questioning his own self and what he really wants.
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28 Apr 2026
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the ten step plan by WriteThroughTheNight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Mar 2026
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In Vegas, after they’d said everything right up to the edge of I love you, Shane and Ilya came up with a plan. It was long term, with many, many steps. There might be a spreadsheet somewhere that Shane won’t admit to.
But it’s a plan, nonetheless. Over the summer of 2014, they tweak it and add things important to the both of them. There are even many, extensive, contingency plans.
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Thanks to Shane's small lie the first time they hooked up, Shane and Ilya are together years earlier. Now, they have to figure out what to do about it.
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- Part 2 of the coast is clear
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- 14/14
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28 Apr 2026
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So kiss me where I lay down by lucy_in_the_sky
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jun 2026
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“Goodnight, lyubimyy. Sleep tight, I won’t let the little bugs bite.” Ilya pinches Shane’s waist as if his fingers were the ‘little bugs,’ but soothes over the teasing nips with soft touches moments later.
Shane smiles sleepily at the alpha’s words. He drifts off to sleep knowing Ilya will stay true to his promise. He’ll stay with him while he rests and he’ll take care of him when the next wave of heat inevitably strikes.
He’s very good at that. The whole ‘taking care of Shane’ thing.
[Or: Ilya helps Shane through his heat like planned. Not like planned, they end up confessing their feelings.]
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- Part 3 of Tongue tied over three words
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28 Apr 2026
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When Ilya Rozanov goes down on the ice, the Boston Bears are already moving to defend their captain. No one expects Shane Hollander, captain of the Montreal Voyageurs, to be the one who throws the first punch.
Or: the Boston Bears figure out Ilya and Shane's relationship first-and decide that instead of letting their captain move to Ottawa, they'll just kidnap his boyfriend instead. Shane Hollander would make a better Bear anyway.
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- Part 1 of (We Could Be) Something Great
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27 Apr 2026
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27 Apr 2026
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frequently, secretly fond of each other. by milominderbinder
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 May 2026
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Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”
“Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.
He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.
A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.
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- Part 1 of frequently, secretly.
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- 28/28
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23 Apr 2026
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Shane is an omega passing for a beta thanks to suppressants, until he finds himself hospitalized and can no longer pretend.
The NHL is not ready for omega Shane Hollander. Not even close.
Least of all Ilya Rozanov.
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20 Apr 2026
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Maybe One Day by buckley_kat
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Apr 2026
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Shane gets a call that would change his life after practice. He subsequently goes on leave for a couple of weeks. He has a secret. What id he going to do?
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Shane become a single dad one day after practice and Ilya becomes kind of obsessed with both of them.
(Takes place in like 2013, Shane and Ilya are 22.)
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20 Apr 2026
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The Distance Between Us by Bruja_oscura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has spent ten years circling Shane Hollander. Ten years of hotel rooms and secret phone calls. Ten years of pretending he doesn't feel it, doesn't need it, doesn't wake up reaching for someone who's already gone. Ten years convincing himself he's not good enough. That he's not worth it.
Then a plane needs to make an emergency landing near Montreal, and Yuna Hollander is on it.
So when Shane calls him from a bathroom floor, unable to breathe, Ilya stops pretending.
After five hundred miles of frozen highway, three and a half hours of driving like a man possessed, a hospital waiting room full of people who have every reason to hate him, and a boy who looks at him like he's something worth keeping, Ilya may have learned a thing or two about what it means to be loved—and to let himself love freely.
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19 Apr 2026
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Bare by NotEvenCloseToStraight
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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“Fuck.” Shane melted into the strong hand at his neck, the pressure over his throat and the heat of the Alpha’s palm. “Fuck, that’s–” his eyes started to flutter closed, his knees going weak, but he heard the Alpha huff a laugh and immediately stiffened again.
“Don’t do that.” he warned. “Don’t laugh like me letting you put your hand on my throat is predictable submissive Omega behavior and you're making fun of me."
“That is not why i was laughing.” Ilya squeezed Shane’s throat lightly, his thumb pressing over the suppressant patch covering the Omega's bonding spot and blocking his sweet scent. “I thought you would fight it, fight submitting. But you didn’t.”
“No I–” Shane swallowed hard. “I like it.”
“Good.” Ilya smiled slow and a little dangerous, running his tongue over his bottom lip and then over the sharp ends of his fangs before he leaned in and growled into the Omega’s ear. “Now get on your knees.”
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- Part 4 of Heated Rivalry
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19 Apr 2026
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bandaids don't fix bullet holes by apageinthisbook
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
22 Apr 2026
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What if Cliff saw the video before Hayden? What if he got there first to warn them?
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19 Apr 2026
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the tricks out of our sleeves by outherenow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jun 2026
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“Is Boston even interested.”
Ilya scoffs at him like Shane is an idiot.
“Is sky blue? Is water wet? Is English stupid language? Yes, Hollander, of course we want best player in the league.” Ilya mutters more in disgruntled Russian and Shane gets up off the couch to Google Russian lessons on his ipad while continuing their conversation.
Or, a Shane goes to Boston story.
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18 Apr 2026