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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    “Well, it’s nice to do nothing,” she says, swiftly moving past the awkwardness. “You two have such busy schedules; it must be nice to relax together.”

    At once, both of their postures seem to deflate a little and she watches as Ilya’s expression melts into a smile.

    “Yes,” he agrees softly, eyes entirely on Shane. “For once.”

    Shane glances at him and he looks…well. She doesn’t know if love-struck is the word but she doesn’t think it’s far off. Shane settles a hand on Ilya’s knee and their smiles miss each other by a fraction of a second.

    It hits her then just how much of themselves they’ve been hiding. It’s one thing, keeping their romantic relationship a secret; it’s an entirely other thing to not even be allowed to act friendly towards each other in public. It has to have taken its toll over the years. It sits uncomfortable in her sternum that she might have inadvertently played a part.

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    Five times someone realises Ilya is good for Shane + one time someone realises Shane is good for Ilya.

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Veteran player Ilya Rozanov knows that Shane Hollander is into him. They're both out and the spark is undeniable but Ilya isn't sure he's the best choice for his much younger Captain...

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane wanted both. Ilya, his husband. But also, Ilya, his captain. Shane has always had fantasies, wondering how he could mix the two. Fortunately, he has a couple ideas.

    Or, Shane doing reckless shit with his money for the sake of getting dicked down.

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    11 Jul 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 34

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    Shane takes a chance on a blind date, except this isn't really your typical blind date at all.

    Or, Pornstar's Shane and Ilya meet up for a video collab as strangers and find out just how amazing their chemistry is.

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    11 Jul 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 40

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    Ilya Rozanov has been a married man for exactly one year when it dawns on him - all at once, and somehow an inevitable milestone - that he wants his husband's dick inside him.

    ...

    Or: Ilya has an Insight, and then plays 5-D chess with himself in an effort to get a Good Grade In Assertive Bottoming, a thing that is normal to want but tricky to achieve if the judge and the current title holder is Shane Hollander.

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    08 Jul 2026

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    Twitter, June 16th, 2018

    Andy Coleman Sportsnet @AndyJColeman
    Hearing reports that the Voyageurs are looking to trade Hollander. Will update as this develops.

    Émile @OleVoyageursOle
    Replying to @AndyJColeman
    oh so we’re at that point in the off-season where you just start talking out of your ass huh

    Or: It’s the summer of 2018. To the disbelief of the public, rumors claiming that the Montreal Voyageurs will be trading Shane Hollander begin circulating online.

    As is often the case with professional hockey, Montreal’s loss is Boston’s gain.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    “We are in hell, surely,” Ilya complains, sweat beading at his temples as he flops down on the couch beside Shane. “Why is it so hot? Is this what we get for having gay sex?”

    Shane fixes him with an unamused stare. “Because it’s barely 10am, and it’s already 34 degrees outside. Oh, and the AC is broken.”

    “I am going to kill myself.”

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    04 Jul 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane loves his boyfriend so much he wants to eat him alive. Or baby the fuck out of him. After a night of thinly maintained self-restraint at the cottage, he thinks Ilya will probably be more open to the latter.

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    03 Jul 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    Ilya tries to process the death of Duncan Harvey.

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    04 Jul 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 71

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    Rose knows hockey. She knows the game, she knows the players. So when Shane tells her he’s starting a charity with Ilya Rozanov of all people, she has questions.

    Or: Shane tells Rose about him and Ilya.

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    02 Jul 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 59

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    Ilya avoids skin contact with known sentinels as much as he can. It’s unlikely for compatibility to be high enough for a physical reaction. Ilya’s already managed to be a difficult guide. He can’t risk exposing his secret for the sake of camaraderie. But Hollander is pretty, and Ilya is not thinking about him being a sentinel, or the danger, or the pull he’s felt since he laid eyes on Hollander in person. He’s just thinking that he wants to touch him.

    So he does.

    And the touch sparks, bright and instant.

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    Shane is a sentinel and Ilya is a guide. For the sake of their secrets, they should keep their distance. They don't.

    It saves both their lives (and ruins them)

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's secret relationship had just been outed via Hayden's FanMail video. Except, to the players and coaches far and wide, it's not much of a secret...

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    02 Jul 2026

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    Finally, something dawns on him, a way to handle two goals simultaneously. He’d seen Hollander’s mother flipping through papers rapidly when they first got here, seeming calm and in control and more than a little frightening in a way that made Ilya mildly glad he wasn’t one of the people responsible for a clipboard. If anyone can tell him if the long list of “Prohibited Items” he’d been sent in his email a few days ago is just standard practice for big shoots, it would be Yuna Hollander.

    Or, hopefully, her son.

    “Crazy we cannot even have peanut butter, eh?” He asks. “You also got giant list?”

    Hollander stiffens, almost imperceptibly, and Ilya tilts his head, just slightly, confused, wondering if he’s stumbled somewhere unexpected.

    (how ilya learns about shane's allergies) (and shane's sexual awakening tragically hits a speedbump in the process 😔)

    (chapters can standalone but will be updated as inspiration strikes)

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    01 Jul 2026

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    In room 1410, Ilya Rozanov is ready to walk out the door after successfully getting his 19 year old hockey rival into bed. He knew how to make this moment happen and he knows what they have to be to each other now that it's over. But as he turns the doorknob to leave, he's stopped with questions he never expected. And giving Shane Hollander what he needs in that moment will change everything.

    I note which chapters are SFW vs NFSW, because many of you said knowing meant the difference between reading this on your lunch break or having to wait. (Thank you for wanting to read my work that much.)

    Covers the first two years of their rookie seasons (which is mostly skipped over in the show/books). Canon divergent from the first hookup seen in HR s01ep01. Most things are from the show but the timeline is a mix of both; Hunter and Marleau are aged up per the show instead of as young as they are in the books. (Also, Shane and Ilya don't wait *two years*, they stick to the book timeline. IYKYK.)

    Please note this will the first in a series; you can subscribe to the whole series as well so you don't miss anything :)

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    30 Jun 2026

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    In which the Raiders try to convince (okay, bribe) Shane Hollander to wife Ilya Rozanov the fuck up.

    The Raiders learn about Hollanov in a different way. Shane is very confused. Ilya loves his team. I regret nothing.

    (This takes place a few months before the great tuna melt fiasco.)

    Some sex talk but mostly a lot of swearing. Also not related to my other fics really but some of the character portrayals, especially the Boston Raiders being all good guys, is in my other work too.

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    29 Jun 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 31

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    Can you tell I'm faking?  Shane wonders as he leans against the wall the way Ilya is doing. Except where Ilya looks suave and cool, Shane is certain his appearance reflects every bit of the effort he is putting into seeming at home in his body, arranging his limbs to look natural.

    Sure enough, Ilya looks at him like he can see right to the core of him. Like he knows, preternaturally, that inside of Shane is a mess of wires rather than a beating heart.

    Not enough, goes the futile click of Ilya's lighter. Not enough.

    There are many ways to change your life in ten minutes.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Well over a decade after retirement the public knows Ilya as the picture perfect devoted husband and father. When he's announced as a presenter and commentator for the Olympics as hosted by Toronto one online joke reminds the general public how fucking insane he used to be. Everyone under 35 struggles to square the Ilya Rozanov-Hollander they know today with Ilya Rozanov of the 2010s, fuckboy supreme.

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    28 Jun 2026

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    Time travelers who plan to kill Superman never account for Martha Kent in their plans. She may not be the World's Finest, but she's a mother with a shotgun, and all told that might be scarier.

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    28 Jun 2026

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