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    Shane is traded to Boston during the hookup era, and his attempts to act normal and professional around Rozanov are a little too successful: fans start shipping him with Marleau, instead.

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    “Well, it’s nice to do nothing,” she says, swiftly moving past the awkwardness. “You two have such busy schedules; it must be nice to relax together.”

    At once, both of their postures seem to deflate a little and she watches as Ilya’s expression melts into a smile.

    “Yes,” he agrees softly, eyes entirely on Shane. “For once.”

    Shane glances at him and he looks…well. She doesn’t know if love-struck is the word but she doesn’t think it’s far off. Shane settles a hand on Ilya’s knee and their smiles miss each other by a fraction of a second.

    It hits her then just how much of themselves they’ve been hiding. It’s one thing, keeping their romantic relationship a secret; it’s an entirely other thing to not even be allowed to act friendly towards each other in public. It has to have taken its toll over the years. It sits uncomfortable in her sternum that she might have inadvertently played a part.

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    Five times someone realises Ilya is good for Shane + one time someone realises Shane is good for Ilya.

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    12 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 44

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    Veteran player Ilya Rozanov knows that Shane Hollander is into him. They're both out and the spark is undeniable but Ilya isn't sure he's the best choice for his much younger Captain...

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    12 Jul 2026

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    Ilya knows that no one loves the same version of a person; his Shane is different to Yuna’s Shane, who is different to David’s Shane, who is different to J.J., or Rose, or Hayden’s Shane. And while Ilya knows he’d fall in love with every single version, he’s happy he gets this one. Happy he gets the Shane who lets himself be trusting, and vulnerable, and honest.

    It makes Ilya wish he could have loved Shane earlier - makes him wish he could have known him longer. But he’s just glad he gets to do it now, here, like this.

     

    (Or, four times people are surprised by Shane’s clinginess, and one time they completely expect it.)

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    11 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    Shane wanted both. Ilya, his husband. But also, Ilya, his captain. Shane has always had fantasies, wondering how he could mix the two. Fortunately, he has a couple ideas.

    Or, Shane doing reckless shit with his money for the sake of getting dicked down.

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