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Night Changes AU by proseandpulse
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
14 Jun 2026
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Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
17 May 2026
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Breakfast and Broken Things by iwritefanfictionsnottragedies89
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
15 Sep 2025
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She gave Bob a place to stay, food to eat, a friend to come home to, and her heart. After 2 years, in return, he gave her a traumatic experience and betrayal, before disappearing entirely. Now, 12 years later, she's been hired as a field medic for the New Avengers. To her surprise, standing in front of her is Bob. The man that effectively ruined her life. Against all odds, he's alive and he's clean.
This work can also be found on https://www.tumblr.com/iwritefanfictionsnottragedies
Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
05 Apr 2026
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Tales From The Back Pages by Traincat
Fandoms: Fantastic Four (Comicverse), Spider-Man (Comicverse)
19 Nov 2016
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Peter Parker was born with his words. Johnny Storm's been sure his will be said sarcastically since he was a child. Everything else more or less happens according to plan.
A first words soulmate AU.
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- Part 1 of Tales From the Back Pages
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 19,019
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 142
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- 8,583
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- 1,469
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- 91,624
Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
20 Mar 2026
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Merlin hadn’t seen his husband in over a decade. Truthfully, he hadn’t expected him to ever return, not after ten years of bloody warfare far away.
Except there he was, crimson cape like a beacon, arriving on the bright, golden day before the feast of flowers. Just in time to greet his subjects, to kiss his husband of ten years or of three and a half weeks, depending on how one counted, and then open the wine casks and descend into revelry.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 10,463
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 1
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- 33
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Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
10 Mar 2026
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Of all the things Shane expected from college, making friends with a Russian, frat boy hockey player was not on that list. It wasn’t even a concept of a thought.
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Hollanov College AU with a sprinkle of Valentines fluff
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- English
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- 10,551
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- 1/1
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- 105
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19 Feb 2026
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Hold On (I Still Want You) by velminort
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
11 Jan 2026
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Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.
Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."
And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.
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They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.
“Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”
He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.
Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.
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- Part 1 of Hold On (I Still Want You)
- Language:
- English
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- 20,239
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 525
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19 Feb 2026
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I'm Reading Your Lips (You're Speaking My Language) by some1_around
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Dec 2025
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Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”
“Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.
“No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”
“Go fuck yourself.”
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Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.
And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?
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- Part 1 of Competition is Better With a Friend
- Language:
- English
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- 30,455
- Chapters:
- 4/4
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- 2
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- 2,378
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18 Feb 2026
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Tutoring Sessions by NotRamona43
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Since the beginning of Freshman year, Shane hasn't been able to shake an embarrassing crush on Ilya.
When Ilya is assigned to tutor Shane in Russian, all Ilya can think about are his cute freckles and some very annoying fantasies.
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College au where Ilya and Shane are angstily crushing on each other over tutoring sessions.
- Language:
- English
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- 7/7
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- 256
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Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
18 Feb 2026
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“What the fuck is Shayden?” Ilya asks, nose deep in his phone. They’re sprawled across the couch, enjoying a lazy evening at the cottage.
Shane snorts, “I think it’s me and Hayden. Like our duo name.”
“You and Pike? Shane, they are saying you are in love with him.”/
In the Heated Rivalry Universe, Shayden is the most popular RPF ship. Ilya takes to his burner account to set the record straight.
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- Part 1 of Twitter menace Ilya Rozanov
- Language:
- English
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- 4,044
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 1,166
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- 21,912
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- 2,553
- Hits:
- 130,199
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10 Feb 2026
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in this essay i will (survive attempted murder by the universe) by pucksandpower
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
07 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has three problems: 1) he’s an NHL superstar 2) he’s hopelessly in love with his supposed rival, and 3) apparently writing fanfiction about it has cursed him with biblically proportionate bad luck.
Between engine failures, fractured ankles, choking incidents, apartment floods, broken noses, fire alarms, and getting stuck in elevators, a reasonable person would stop writing.
Ilya Rozanov is not a reasonable person.
(A documentary of one man’s war against the AO3 author’s curse.)
Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
21 Jan 2026
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And then Shane hammered it home, “This isn’t real.”
He was going to leave. He came here so that he could leave. So that he could end whatever the fuck this was between them in person so he could feel good about it. Because Shane wasn’t an asshole – no, that was Ilya’s job.
Fuck that.
If Shane was going to leave anyway, then Ilya might as well put it all on the table, “It is to me.”
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OR: Shane tries to run away after they say each other's names for the first time. Ilya chases after him and makes them talk it out.Series
- Part 5 of Episode Aftercare
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- English
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- 2,155
- Chapters:
- 1/1
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- 138
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17 Dec 2025
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The Ilya Rozanov Exposé by nineteenohtwo
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Dec 2025
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Perez Hilton ✅ @PerezHilton
Viral: Married "gay" hockey star Ilya Rozanov caught IN PUBLIC sexting mystery woman. WITH RECEIPTS!
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- Part 3 of Hit Post
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,888
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- 1/1
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- 721
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11 Dec 2025
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Downloading Package: Happy Ending by scholomancefan
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
30 Sep 2024
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Shen Yuan thinks he’s doing a great job as Luo Binghe’s System. It wasn’t what he expected to be doing with his afterlife. But how could he pass up the chance to help Luo Binghe get a happily ever after?
- Language:
- English
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- 2,182
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- 1/1
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- 2
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- 115
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- 1,830
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26 Aug 2025
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Jacob imprints on Bella. It changes things. A re-write of New Moon, beginning on page 242 in Chapter 10: "The Meadow."
(Originally posted on LJ/FFn in 2010. Reposted on AO3 for access.)
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- Part 1 of The Movement of the Earth
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- English
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- 83,342
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- 16/16
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- 201
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- 2,099
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13 Jul 2025
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Romance novelist Louis DuLac is heartbroken and needs an escape. Which is why he abruptly decides to swap houses with a young, up-and-coming actress named Claudia Lioncourt for the holiday season. What he does not expect is to run into Claudia’s father, who might be exactly what Louis has been looking for his whole life.
An AU of The Holiday.
Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
12 Jul 2025
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a thousand years is a long time to be idle by PandaFlower
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Feb 2021
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“Here,” Liu Qingge announced curtly while shoving the pot onto the table. “Sorry it took so long; I married the first flower and had to find a second one.”
“That’s quite alright, Liu-shidi, these things rarely go— I beg your pardon?!” Yue Qingyuan choked halfway through his polite assurance, falling back into his chair wide eyed in disbelief.
He wasn’t the only one.
In which Liu Qingge marries a lil flower spirit Shen Yuan.
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- Part 1 of Spirit Shen Yuan Fics
- Language:
- English
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- 1,909
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- 1/1
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- 289
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- 9,109
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27 May 2025
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don't call me baby unless you mean it by elizabeth_darcy
Fandoms: Pride and Prejudice & Related Fandoms, Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austen
17 Dec 2022
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“You’re going to give me at least 30 minutes minimum access to the hotel room alone so I can find some random yahoo here and have some well-deserved sex tonight,” Lizzy demanded.
Darcy already knows he will regret this:
“What about me?”
“What ABOUT you?” Lizzy rolled her eyes.
“I mean,” Darcy continued, hoping his voice sounded even— the one in his head certainly did not, “what if you had sex with me tonight?”- Language:
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Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
30 Apr 2025
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Rey discovers her husband has been having an affair with a colleague.
Ben's wife abruptly leaves him after telling him she's in love with someone else.
An unusual relationship develops as two strangers try to figure out how to put back the pieces of their broken hearts and lives.
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22 Feb 2025
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our particular devil by SecretReyloTrash (BadOldWest)
Fandoms: Star Wars Sequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
01 Nov 2020
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She was a young woman mourning in an unfamiliar house.
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15 Feb 2025
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Conscience and Unconciousness by pontmercy44
Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015)
16 Jun 2017
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“Who are you?” The man carrying the newspaper asked her, scrunching up his brow. He looked her up and down, completely befuddled. One by one, the other man, the doctor, and the stormy woman turned to look at her. They wore almost identical expressions of confusion. Rey blinked, speechlessly. The appropriate answer was "a waitress", or "a stranger," or even "a crazy, perpetually single woman who’s been hopelessly, inexplicably in love with your comatose son for weeks."
Behind her, the nurse huffed, cocking her hip. As if it was obvious, she said, “She’s his fiancée.”
- Language:
- English
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- 47,300
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- 20/20
- Comments:
- 2,574
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- 10,858
- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by Awkwardly_Human
15 Feb 2025