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    You've Got Mail! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    29 Mar 2026

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    The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.

    He emails him. 

    Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic

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    courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    23 Feb 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    • Bookmarked by Thund3rStorms

      14 Jun 2026

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      This fic broke me, and made me new again 🙏🏻 🕊️

      Courage is only possible when you have the most to fear. And all things come around again.

      ———————————————————
      Shane chuckles. "I’m glad you’re here…"

      Ilya takes another small step forward and Shane opens his door a bit wider.

      "Me too," he says, and it feels like a whole other conversation. They’ve been here before. "But also, maybe a bit terrified, yes?"

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    oh well, I guess we're gonna find out! by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    10 May 2026

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    Shane leaves that Vegas penthouse suite feeling wretched, and like an idiot, and like he never wants to see Ilya Rozanov again.

    Except, well. Then there are zombies.

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    • Bookmarked by Thund3rStorms

      09 Jun 2026

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      UGH! This fic was everything, EVERYTHING. 100/10 😩😭🥹😤🤯

      What a fascinating little look at what the zombie apocalypse would *actually* look like in the modern day? And I love the emotional journey between Shane and Ilya, going from feuding not-friends-just-fuckbuddies to desperate survival partners to codependent two halves of a whole. Loved this!

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    I Know You Want Me to Want You by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    27 Apr 2026

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    Ilya:
    9/10 she had freckles

    Shane:
    7.5/10 Medium dick but he ate my ass like he was starving for it

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    Shane and Ilya call it quits after the All-Stars game when Ilya says they can't be anything. He says no one will fuck Shane like he can, and Shane takes that personally, starting a two year cycle of sending each other ratings of the other people they fuck

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    can you find me? by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    24 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander has made many mistakes in his life, but volunteering as tribute alongside his best friend during District 11's annual Reaping isn't one of them.

    Or maybe it is - he doesn't know yet. He'll confirm or deny when his near-certain untimely end comes.

    Shane isn't a fighter. He's not a lover either, despite what he's leading the Capitol to believe. He's just a young man that knows the earth, and by proxy the brutality of nature; human or otherwise.

    He doesn’t quite know what to do with Ilya Rozanov, though. Unfortunately it’s clear Ilya knows exactly what to do with him.

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    Vainglory by

    Fandoms: Naruto (Anime & Manga)  

    21 Jun 2026

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    ˗ˏˋ ᓚᘏᗢ ´ˎ˗

    The Uchiha clan has exactly one future mapped out for its daughters.

    First comes service, then comes marriage, then comes the baby in a baby carriage. It’s a very proud, very ancient tradition.

    …There’s just one small problem.

    The "service" that's expected is a few years in Konoha's Seduction & Infiltration Division. Uchiha Kiya thinks it’s complete and utter bullshit, and she’s dead set on making it everyone else’s problem.

    Luckily for Kiya, her big brother is only too happy to enable her. And okay, it probably helps that the clan heir believes in her, too.

    Perhaps a little more than he should.

    Unfortunately, Itachi isn't the only prodigy in Konoha with poor judgement, and Kakashi has never been as good at minding his business as he likes to pretend.

    ⊰══════════⊱

    "I'm going to be great, or I'm going to die trying."

    "...Y'know, most kids just aim for becoming Hokage."
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    so it's gonna be forever by

    Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is plummeting to his death when he closes his eyes, heart full of regret.

    When he opens them in what feels like just a second later, he is standing outside a rink in Regina, Saskatchewan. There’s a banner on the building across the street:

    World Junior Hockey Championship 2009.

    What?

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    Can't Afford to Fall by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    13 Sep 2020

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    Looking at Harry Potter, the Savior of the Wizarding World, curled in on himself on a classroom floor, Draco can't help but think of that scared sixteen-year-old version of himself. All he wanted was for someone to help, to save him from his own choices. And here he is, with Harry Potter pooled before him like blood on tile, needing the same.

    Draco takes a hesitant step forward. He's on the edge of something, though he doesn't know what it is yet. But there's a choice before him, one he almost doesn't want to make.

    Draco's been the potions master at Hogwarts for four years. At the beginning of his fifth year, everything looks like it'll be smooth sailing. That is, until the new Defense against the Dark Arts teacher arrives and throws all of Draco's well-considered plans out the window.

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    New Girl by ,

    Fandom Twilight (Movies), Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer

    09 Nov 2025

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    Wind Rose in the Clouds by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    21 May 2022

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    Lan Zhan slowed and came to a complete halt in the grass.

    “You just changed everything, Wei Ying.”

    Wei Wuxian scoffed. “I… wait, what?”

    “This changes everything.”

    “What do you mean everything?” Wei Wuxian was utterly bewildered.

    “Everything. Sects will find evil spirits before they hurt people.”

    OR: After his travels, Wei Wuxian brings a game-changing invention to Cloud Recesses. Working on it with Sizhui and Jingyi, he begins to heal from the memories and nightmares of his first life, and work through the feelings he never acted on. Lan Wangji is patient, though he has his own burdens to deal with.

    But someone wants to stop Wei Wuxian at all costs. There are surprises waiting in the memories of his own past. And Lan Qiren has secrets.

    A canon-expanding, plot hole filling, heart mending fic with fluff, Junior antics...and some unexpected twists 💞🐇

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    But I Love to Watch You Leave by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, The Good Place (TV)  

    12 Nov 2022

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    "No, Lan Zhan...you don't understand. I'm not meant to be here at all. In the Good Place."

    Lan Wangji's lips parted in surprise.

    “You mean you are not my soulmate?”

    When Wei Wuxian wakes up in heaven, he knows something has gone horribly wrong. He accidentally makes shrimp rain from the sky, his assigned 'soulmate' Lan Wangji is a rule-obsessed professor, and then there's the fact that he…just isn't a good person.

    But Lan Wangji taught ethics on earth. And Wei Wuxian must improve, or be discovered.

    OR: The MDZS/Good Place AU 😇🍤⬆️

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    Saltblood by

    Fandoms: Twilight Series - Stephenie Meyer, Twilight Series - All Media Types, Twilight (Movies)  

    21 Jun 2026

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    Edward Cullen was a vampire: beautiful, unreadable, and visibly panicked around my father.

    I wasn’t just human. I was half Meir’ha’dun. Not a mermaid, but something older. Colder. We evolved in the trench zones, with no scales, no shimmer, just seawater skin and bones that don’t break.

    My eyes turn silver when I shift. My teeth can cut through fishbone and flesh. I wasn’t mythical; I was biological: wrong, real, and surfacing fast.

    Myth makes monsters sound poetic. Biology just makes them real... and reality always comes with a cost.

    I moved in with my father to escape the Phoenix heat and to hunt in the deep. Edward brought me a tuna sandwich and failed to dodge Charlie’s shameless innuendos.

     

    A Twilight AU that mirrors canon’s pivotal moments, but tells a stranger story of its own.
    New chapter every two weeks on Sundays ~11PM CET (Central European Time).

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    make sure i die first by

    Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    25 May 2022

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    Liu Qingge has her sexual awakening, disastrously propositions her shixiong, still manages to get a date, and falls in love.

    (Parallel to this Luo Binghe has a great time on Bai Zhan, gets tossed into the endless abyss by his Shen-shibo, and comes back with delusions of romance and revenge.)

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    All the Years of Us by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    22 Jun 2017

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    From the moment a new family hobbled into town, having come a long way for sanctuary, Taehyung had eyes only for Jeon Jungkook.

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    No Harm by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    11 Jan 2024

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    After a long, bloody war, Draco Malfoy just wants to do something good with his life for a change, and resolves to become a healer. But magical society refuses to make it easy for him, and an increasingly dramatic series of events—all of them instigated by Harry Potter—get him kicked out of med school, force him to live in exile, and threaten to destroy the new life he’s trying so desperately to build.

    But Harry isn’t instigating anything—at least not on purpose. He’s just trying to work up the nerve to ask him out. His efforts don’t appear to be going great.

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    Once Patience Bears Fruit by

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Audio Drama), 魔道祖师Q | Módào Zǔshī Q (Cartoon), 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Webcomic), 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    10 Jun 2025

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    The second time Lan Wangji loses Wei Wuxian, he is no longer able to follow him; He has reached immortality. So instead, he waits.
    Years later, Wei Ying sees a phone recording of a mysterious mountain man, and his body acts on its own. He travels to Gusu.

    /

    OR Wei Wuxian dies, and Lan Wangji waits for his reincarnation. He has to wait a lot longer than he expects.

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    The Big Dipper by

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    11 Sep 2021

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    Ursula Black was only two years old when her mother was killed for resisting Voldemort. She is given to her aunt and uncle, Narcissa and Lucius Malfoy, as Voldemort believes they can raise her to be a 'proper' pureblood. But Narcissa Malfoy has other intentions. After Voldemort's downfall, she secretly sends Ursula to live part time with her estranged sister — Andromeda Tonks. As Ursula grows older and the beliefs of one world collide with the pressures of another, will she be forced to choose a side? Or can she combine the person she was raised to be with the person she wants to be? It is a choice she must make on her own — but who's to say a boy with ginger hair and nice eyes isn't worth fighting for?

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    Sub rosa by for hoko_onchi

    Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

    10 Dec 2024

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    After the tragic and unexpected death of his mother, Draco Malfoy’s quiet life as Potions Master, Hogwarts professor, and Head of Slytherin gets upended—first by the manifestation of mysterious and inexplicable magic, and then by the revelation of an inheritance deliberately hidden from him his entire life.

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    but diesel is desire (you were playing with fire) by

    Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)  

    01 Nov 2025

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    Margaret Mooney grew up with a single mother and weekly child support paychecks from an absent father. James Buchanan Barnes was kept on ice for seventy years and awoken to take orders. By all logic and odds, they never should have met. Only, they did.

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    Existential Crisis Mode by

    Fandoms: Batman - All Media Types, Spider-Man - All Media Types, DCU, Marvel Cinematic Universe  

    16 Jun 2026

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    Peter was alone, mid-way through an existential crisis after the Erasure™ and was dreading the upcoming month of May.

    Jason was sick of people telling him how he felt. ‘You don’t need us anymore,’ Artemis had told him, as if saying it would make it true. As if Jason needed someone to justify keeping them around. But three weeks back in Gotham and all Jason felt was fucking bored and lonely.

    It was a relief, then, when some random New Yorker was thrown into his living room through a portal straight out of some LSD daydream.

    Finally, something interesting to deal with.

    Cue some wild family misunderstandings, criminal conspiracies and cults.

    Because there’s always a goddamn cult.

    (Portuguese translation available; Spanish translation available)

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