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“I can’t do this,” Yuu groaned, flopping down into his chair and tossing the teddy bear he had so carefully purchased across the room.
Shinoa frowned at him.
“You can’t or you’re just too much of a wimp to confess to him?” Shinoa questioned, quirking a brow at the boy.
Yuu huffed, averting his gaze from her.
“I’m not answering that,” He said, crossing his arms over his chest. He looked so much like a small child throwing a fit it was almost enough to make Shinoa laugh.
“No need, that answer was enough to tell me all I needed to know,” She said, snorting as she stood up. Walking over to the dark haired male, she cupped his cheeks, pulling his head up so he was looking up at her. “Listen to me Yuu-san. Valentine’s Day is in a few days and you’ve been pining over this poor boy since you were like five fucking years old. Grow a pair of goddamn balls and tell him how you feel,” She scolded, now pinching his cheeks like his grandmother used to do.
He squinted at her, batting her hands away.
“Fine! I’ll do it, I just don’t know how, okay?!” He confessed, running a hand over his face.
“Well, luckily for you, I may have come up with a bit of a plan,” She said, chin held up proudly, her hands on her hips.
Yuu paused.
“You did?” He asked after a moment, leaning forward in his seat.
Now he was curious.
“More or less. But you remember that hill you like to go to? To relax? The one with a great view?” She asked, looking down at him. Eventually, she sat back down.
“Yeah, of course. Why?” Yuu questioned, cocking his head to the side like a dog would.
“Ask him if he’s doing anything on Valentines Day, and if he says no, ask if he’d want to go get dinner with you so he has something to do or whatever. Take him out to dinner, be dorks, and then take him to that hill when it starts to get dark and all the city lights start to turn on and BOOM. Drop that shit on him. I guarantee he’ll be so shook,” She explained, though Yuu flinched when Shinoa had yelled. It startled him and you’d think he would be more prepared for how loud she could be, but he wasn’t.
“Okay, but what if he doesn’t like me back and everything gets awk- mph!” Yuu frowned, slapping Shinoa’s arm away from his mouth, since she had leaned right the fuck over and slapped it over his mouth.
“Yuu-san. Please shut the fuck up for a second. I guarantee that boy has the hots for you. I mean, if you saw the way he looks at you when your back is turned, you wouldn’t be the slightest bit concerned about how this shit is gonna go down. That boy is just as smitten about you as you are about him. I’m telling you,” She said, only removing her hand once she had finished speaking. There was no way she was going to put up with Yuu trying to interrupt. Not when she was attempting a motivational speech.
Squinting at the girl, he thought for a second. He couldn’t be sure Mika felt the same way, but in this situation, he knew that Shinoa wouldn’t just make up stories. She teased him quite a bit but she knew where to draw the line.
“Fine. I’ll do it, but if you’re wrong, and he doesn’t like me in the same way, I’m holding you personally responsible,” He stated, pointing a threatening finger at Shinoa
“That’s totally fair, but I know that I’m not wrong,” She said proudly, flipping a strand of her hair over her shoulder.
“You’re so sure of yourself,” He huffed.
“Of course. Because I know that I’m right, and when you find that out, you’re going to have to admit it,”
“Whatever,” He huffed. Though he did hope Mika liked him as well, he was definitely not possibly looking forward to admitting that Shinoa was right. “You’re on,”
--
As the day of Valentine’s Day arrived, Yuu began to grow more and more nervous as the seconds ticked by. He was afraid, of rejection mostly, but an even worse outcome.
Having Mika totally hate him.
Though he knew having his best friend outright hate him for having feelings for him that Mika might not return was outrageous, a voice in the back of his head told him that maybe the idea was more possible than he might think.
Slamming his head against his locker with a groan, he almost jumped out of his own skin when he felt a hand touch his shoulder.
“Yuu-chan, you alright?” Mika asked, a look of concern spreading across his face.
Yuu instantly lifted his head and glanced over at the blond. He tried to think up a good excuse that would be convincing enough. If there was one thing that was difficult to do, besides confess that he was in love with his best friend to his face, it was lie to him.
He settled for something that wasn’t entirely untrue, but not really what was bothering him very much.
“It’s Valentine’s Day,” He started. “Everyone’s being all lovey dovey and shit and it was cool at first but it’s lunch and every time I turn a corner I see couples sucking face. Can’t they keep that shit private?”
“I get what you mean, but I guess we just have to put up with it until we get out,” Giving a breathy chuckle, Mika shifted his stance.
“Yeah, you’re right,” Yuu said, sighing as he opened his locker and placed his books inside. He didn’t need them for lunch anyways. He offered a spot for Mika’s books as well, which the blond gladly accepted.
“So, do you have any plans for today?” Yuu questioned. The question was innocent enough to not have Mika question why he was asking such a thing. He was slightly surprised that he was handling this as well as he was so far.
“Eh, not really. I’ve gotten a few requests already to go out on dates, but I turned them down. They’re sweet and I feel bad but I’m not really interested in them, you know?” Mika said, giving a shrug.
Yuu nodded. Mika had always gotten unwanted attention both girls and guys alike. This kind of thing wasn’t out of the ordinary. Mika was absolutely gorgeous and a kind person on top of it. Yuu would be shocked if Mika didn’t have people confessing to him every once in awhile. Hell, even Yuu had fallen into the trap. He was so head over heels for the boy he was surprised he wasn’t fucking up already.
Deciding to just go for it, Yuu took a deep breath before looking over looking over to the blonde. He’d ask Mika about going to dinner.
He could do this.
“So, since you aren’t really doing anything, would it be too much to ask if you maybe wanted to go and get dinner tonight, maybe go up to the hill and chill for a while? Get away from all these couples?” He offered, holding his breath as he waited for Mika’s response.
There was a brief pause, Mika thinking things over in his head for a moment before nodding his head.
“Sure, that sounds like fun!” He said, offering a smile in the direction of the dark-haired male.
Yuu’s stomach felt as if it did flips inside of his belly.
He said yes.
“Sounds good! I’ll pick you up around five or something then? That way we can get our food and be up at the hill by the time it gets dark,”
“That’s fine by me, it gives me a bit of time to get all my homework done so I’m not behind,” Mika said.
“Alrighty,”
--
Yuu had been pacing in front of his mirror for the past hour, anxiety fully setting in at this point. He was on the verge of a panic attack. Yes, a panic attack because he was so goddamn nervous about confessing to his best friend.
Dragging a hand down his face with a groan, Yuu finally stood still in plain view in front of the mirror.
“Get it together, you’re pretty much halfway there you big fucking baby,” He murmured, glaring at himself in the mirror.
“Are you talking to yourself again?” Questioned a voice that after jumping practically two feet in the air, he recognized at his mother’s.
“Maybe,” He mumbled, sighing to himself as he looked over at the woman who was leaning against his door frame.
“What's going on, Yuu? I haven't seen you look this anxious since you first started high school,” She asked, taking a few steps inside.
“I… I’m gonna confess to Mika today and I have it planned out but I'm really nervous. I mean, what if he totally rejects me? What if he hates me?”
Giving a sigh, Sayuri took a few steps forward, and placed a hand on his cheek.
“Listen, you may oblivious, but I’d be willing to bet money that boy his head over heels for you. And if it turns out he doesn't return your feelings, he could never hate you for them. He’s your best friend. He wouldn't dare let some feelings get in the way of that,” She explained.
Yuu sighed.
“God, I know you're right, and I feel stupid for needing yet another pep talk but I'm just… really nervous. I don't want to screw things up with him. Not after we’ve been friends for so long,” Yuu admitted, running his fingers through his hair.
“You're fine. Things like this are pretty nerve-wracking, but remember to take deep breaths. You've got this in the bag dude,” she said, patting his cheek before turning to exit the room.
“Hey,” Yuu called, before Sayuri left the room. She turned, waiting for him to speak. “Thank you mom,” He said, offering a smile to the woman.
"Anytime, that's what I'm here for,” She said, offering her own smile in return before leaving the room. Though, before he knew it, she was back.
“Catch,” She said as a warning before throwing two things his way.
Though as he looked down at his hands, his face turned red. He was looking straight at a bottle of lube and a condom. He almost wanted to wonder why she had this, but realized his parents definitely got up to their own shenanigans that Yuu had no interest in thinking about further. He looked up at Sayuri.
“They're both brand new. I've been saving them for you for something like this ever since you told your father and I that you actually liked someone. But that's just in case you need it,” She said with a wink before disappearing into the hallway once again. This time, she didn't come back. Though he did hear her tell him not to stay out too late from the end of the hallway.
He was too shocked to even respond.
--
Five o’clock came around rather quickly, and Yuu had even arrived a few minutes earlier, using that time to give himself one last pep talk. He had shoved the lube and condom that Sayuri had given to him in the glove box after forgetting them in his pockets up until he got into the car.
Stepping out of the car, he walked up the steps to Mika’s house, knocking on the door for a second before taking a step back.
He took a deep breath as the knob turned and the door opened, revealing Mika. Not just Mika himself, but also those short shorts, paired with an oversized sweater. He looked absolutely stunning and he wasn’t even trying.
Mika was making this very difficult for Yuu, whether or not he was doing it.
“Hey,” Mika greeted him with a smile, stepping out of the house. He made sure to shut the door behind him.
“Hey,” Yuu breathed, forcefully tearing his gaze from Mika’s legs, he gave a small smile before turning towards the car. “Shall we?”
“We shall,” Mika replied, a small laugh escaping his lips. Though, he was the one to make the first move towards Yuu’s car.
Yuu sped in front of Mika, opening the door for the blond when he approached it.
Mika looked slightly surprised, but he certainly didn’t object.
“How gentlemanly of you, Yuu-chan,” He teased, climbing into the car. With a nervous chuckle, Yuu shut the door behind him once he made sure Mika’s feet were inside the car. He really didn’t feel like slamming the door on one of Mika’s limbs. That would certainly ruin the mood he was trying to create. He then circled the car, and climbed in the driver’s seat.
Starting the car, it was silent up until Yuu turned off of Mika’s street.
“So where are we going for dinner?” Mika asked.
“It’s a surprise,” Yuu replied, a smirk forming on his lips as he saw Mika pout in his peripheral vision.
“You’re no fair,” Mika said, squinting over at Yuu.
“I know, but you’ll see soon enough where we’re going,”
“Fine,” Mika huffed, sitting back in his seat.
--
By the time they had received their food and drove up to the hill, the sun was already beginning to set.
They climbed out of the car, sitting on the hood of Yuu’s car, watching the sunset.
“Man, I keep forgetting just how beautiful this view is. I should really stop to be perfectly honest. It’s honestly stunning,”
“You’re pretty stunning yourself,” Yuu blurted out, freezing when he realized what he had just said. His brain to mouth filter had completely stopped working, apparently and it made Yuu want to jump straight off of this hill to avoid the conversation that was to come.
Hesitantly, he looked over at Mika, finding that the blond was looking right back at him, face red with embarrassment. That made two of them.
“I- thank you?”
“Yeah…” Yuu breathed, watching as Mika tucked a strand of hair behind his ear. He sucked in a breath. He should just do this now, before he thinks about it too much and wimps the fuck out.
“Yuu-chan-”
“Mika-” They started at the same time, and Yuu panicked.
“Ah, you first. Sorry,”
“No, you go first,”
“Are you sure?” Yuu asked, pursing his lips.
“Yeah, go ahead,” Mika insisted, reaching over to pat Yuu’s hand, though he snatched a fry in the process. Yuu didn’t mind much, since it was just one fry. They had finished the majority of their food by now anyways.
Yuu took a deep breath, and looked down at the ground for a moment. Remembering the bear he had stuffed under his seat, he got up, holding up his index finger to show that he needed a second.
Once he got what he needed, the brought it back to the front of the car, holding in front of him.
“God I’m absolutely terrible with words but I’ve liked you for a really long time now. Like liked you, I mean. I’ve been wanting to tell you a long time but I’ve been so afraid of you hating me or thinking I’m stupid or something and I just-” His rambling was cut off by Mika’s finger pressing to his lips before he could really finish. Though, he was starting to think that was a good thing since he suddenly became aware of the panic rising up in his chest.
“First of all, I could never hate you, or think that you’re stupid in any way. You’re such a smart human being. Not stupid by any means,” Mika explained, holding up the finger he previously had held to Yuu’s lips up in the air, emphasizing his first point. He then held up a second. “Second of all, you’re rambling and I can tell you’re on the verge of making yourself have an anxiety attack. Take a few deep breaths and then say what you want to say. Slower this time. It’s okay.”
Nodding, Yuu did as Mika told him, taking a few deep breaths to calm himself before he tried to speak again.
“I love you,” Yuu said finally after he had calmed himself down a bit. “I’ve loved you for a really time, I think,”
It took a while for Mika to respond, but when he did, there were lips pressing against his own. Mika’s lips.
Gasping in surprise, he pulled away sooner than he would have liked. Really he would have liked to kiss Mika forever, but they had more talking to do.
“I love you too, you big dork,” Mika said, hands reaching down to take the teddy bear Yuu had still been holding.
Yuu stared, still in shock from what Mika had done and said. So long that Mika began to grow concerned.
Between giggles, he pinched Yuu’s side.
“Anybody home? Did I break you, Yuu-chan?”
That snapped him out of it.
“A little bit, yes. I definitely wasn’t expecting that…” He breathed, running his fingers through his hair.
“I mean, I wasn’t either. I was about to confess myself,” Mika explained, giving a nervous chuckle.
“You… you were?”
“Yeah. I figured today would be the perfect time to do it. Clearly you were thinking the same thing, though your setting for doing so was a lot more romantic compared to mine, which I hadn’t really decided until a few minutes ago,” He said, giving a shrug.
“Huh…”
“At least we both got it out, I guess. But… what now?” Mika asked. Though seemingly confident a few moments ago, he was almost as nervous as Yuu was about this whole thing.
“I mean,” Yuu started, shifting from one foot to the other. “We could try that… kissing thing again?” He offered.
Snorting, Mika nodded.
“Of course, we can do the ‘kissing thing’ again, Yuu-chan,” Mika said, though before they did anything more, Mika put the bag of the garbage in the front, and the bear Yuu had given him rested on the passenger side seat.
Climbing into the back seat together, Mika was the first one make an actual move, climbing onto Yuu’s lap so he was straddling Yuu.
It started out slow at first, Yuu’s hands resting on Mika’s hips; but as Yuu began to kiss down Mika’s neck, drawing a small moan out of the blond, the mood changed quite quickly.
Yuu pulled away, looking up at Mika.
“What was that,”
“Don’t… comment. I can’t help it my neck is sensitive .”
Then it hit Yuu.
“Oh…”
“Yeah…”
Yuu swallowed, letting out a nervous breath. They had only barely become whatever this was, and he didn’t want to move too quickly for Mika. he wasn’t even sure if he was ready himself. Though, it wouldn’t hurt to ask, would it?
“I- Um… would you ever want to do something like that ?”
“Right now?”
“No! I mean, I don’t know? If you wanted to I wouldn’t really mind? I guess? I mean I would love to do that kind of thing with you, whenever you wanted to as well and if it’s now that’s fine too,” Yuu rambled. He needed to calm the fuck down and his embarrassment was not helping in the slightest.
Letting out a sigh, the blond cupped Yuu’s cheeks in his hands.
“Take a breath,” Mika said, taking a breath alongside Yuu. “Yuu, it's just me. You don’t have to feel like you have to impress me. Just… be yourself. I’m your best friend for gods sake. If I didn’t think you were weird when you had countless problems in the morning that were almost always pressed against me because of our cuddling, I’m certainly not going to think you’re weird now.
Yuu frowned. Slapping a hand over his forehead.
“You’re right, I’m being weird about it. You’re my best friend but god I just love you a lot. I just don’t want to fuck things up with you or make you uncomfortable,” Yuu said.
“Tell you what,” Mika stated, hands running down Yuu’s chest, stopping to unbutton Yuu’s pants once he reached them. “If you manage to make me uncomfortable, I’ll stop you, and if I do the same, then you stop me too. Sound good?”
Yuu’s breath hitched, and he looked down at where Mika’s hands were placed, even still, he could only look for so long before he looked back at Mika’s face. Realizing that Mika needed an answer, he nodded.
“Um, before we officially start… Do you have any lube and stuff like that..?” Mika asked.
Yuu’s first thought was as to why he would have those kinds of things in a car, but then he remembered the lube and condom Sayuri had given him earlier. He was internally grateful for her.
“Glove box. Mom thought it might be useful… She was right I guess,” he chuckled, watching as Mika briefly climbed off of him and over the seat, retrieving the items from the glove department.
“I’m glad we have this to use because spit is definitely not a suitable form of lubrication,” Mika said, items in hand.
“Yeah,” Yuu breathed. He wasn’t an expert on this kind of stuff but he knew the basics of how preparation worked and that spit should indeed, not be used as lube. “How are we going to do this anyways? There’s not a lot of space to do this kind of thing.”
“To be frank, I was planning on riding you since it’s easiest I guess, but… If you wanted to help out with prepping I may have an idea?” Mika offered.
Yuu thought it over for a moment, the image of Mika riding him made him shiver. He nodded.
“Mmm, alright,” Mika hummed, awkwardly crawling back onto Yuu’s lap. He slid his hands up under Yuu’s shirt, gesturing for him to remove it. Yuu complied easily, and again when Mika started to tug his pants down and when he needed to lay down across the seats.
He kept his eyes trained on Mika’s body as piece by piece, Mika’s clothing was removed and placed on the floor of the cramped car.
Jesus this boy was so beautiful.
Gaining more confidence in his actions, Yuu slid his hands up Mika’s thighs.
“Can I eat you out?” Yuu asked, looking Mika straight in the eyes as he asked, swelling with confidence as Mika’s face turned bright red.
“I- you want to do that?”
“I want to give it a try, yes,” Yuu said, giving Mika the best puppy dog eyes he could muster. He wanted to make Mika feel good, or at least try. This would be a better option than getting his teeth anywhere near Mika’s dick. It would be something he’d work up to eventually.
Staying silent for a moment, seemingly thinking about his response, Mika stared at his chest, face lacking any emotion but pure concentration. Eventually, he gave in.
“Yes, you can do… that,” Mika said, giving a soft sigh.
“Take those off and c’mere then,” Yuu said, pointing to the boxers that Mika still wore. Mika seemed eager to remove them, placing them on the floor along with the rest of their clothing.
It was only then that Yuu was able to get a good look at Mika’s body. Mika had always been attractive, yes, but the sight of Mika in front of him, completely exposed in front of him, and only for him was enough to absolutely take his breath away.
“Jesus,” Yuu breathed, Mika quirking an eyebrow in response.
“What? Is there something wrong?” Mika asked, frowning down at him.
“No no, not at all. I just… god you’re stunning,” Yuu said, hands skimming over Mika's thighs, and to his hips, tugging them closer, until Mika was hovering over his face. Yuu didn’t even give him time to properly answer.
Mika gasped, almost falling over, his palms falling flat against the window in front of him. Though, he curled his hands into fists at the feeling of Yuu spreading his cheeks, and a tongue swiping over his hole.
He shivered, instinctively rocking his hips back against the sensation.
“Someone’s eager,” Mika aid, letting out a shaky exhale to which Yuu merely hummed in response to.
--
Yuu got the hang of things quickly, eventually moving onto tongue-fucking the blond, arms wound around his thighs to keep him still and unable to move away.
“Yuu-chan!” Mika cried, throwing his head back. Mika was shaking from the pleasure already, and he hadn't even been properly been prepared yet. It was something he was both happy and frustrated about.
“No more, I want you,” He panted, letting out a sigh of relief as Yuu released his thighs. Mika then maneuvered himself down Yuu’s body, giving room for Yuu to grab the lube and pour a decent amount on his fingers.
“Not who’s the one who’s eager?” Yuu teased, fingers trailing down, prodding at Mika’s abused hole.
“Shush you,” Mika huffed, rocking his hips back. A satisfied groan escaping his lips as the first finger slipped inside. Yuu didn't stop there, pushing it as far as the length of his finger would allow. Slowly, he began to push and pull it from Mika’s hole and Mika leaned over, resting against Yuu’s chest.
“Does it feel weird?” Yuu asked, kissing the top of Mika’s head as he continued to work his finger.
“A bit, yeah, but it's nothing I haven't done to myself before,” He admitted, eyes fluttering shut. “Another.”
Yuu’s eyes widened. He looked down at the blond currently laying on him. “You've done this to yourself before?” He asked, voice strained. He inserted another finger like Mika asked him to, waiting a moment before scissoring them apart. Of course, masturbation was perfectly normal but he’d never pegged Mika to be the type to do things like that when he was alone.
“Yes,” Mika breathed, nails digging into Yuu’s skin as he continued to rock his hips back against Yuu’s fingers. “That feels so good…”
“That’s good. Since that’s the goal,” Yuu said, chuckling. It was home and hearty
It made Mika feel comfortable like he was right at home in Yuu’s arms.
Yuu took his time, eventually working in a third finger. Mika lifted his head when he felt like he was stretched out enough but Yuu on the other hand, wasn't so sure. So as he pressed lingering kisses to Mika’s lips, he continued to stretch Mika out, just to be sure.
He’d be damned if he ended up hurting Mika because he didn't do a good enough job, so he set out to be thorough.
Eventually, though, Yuu deemed his work worthy enough, and allowed Mika some rest while he opened the condom packet, rolling the condom onto his cock. Which in the dim lighting of the cramped car, proved to be quite difficult. He turned on a light, just in case.
Slowly, Mika lifted himself up, keeping a gentle grip on Yuu’s cock to angle it towards his entrance. He sighed, feeling himself slowly sink down onto Yuu.
“Fuck, Mika…” Yuu groaned, hands flying to Mika’s hips.
“Yuu-chan,” Mika breathed, hands placed on Yuu’s chest, using it to steady himself as he sunk down completely on Yuu’s cock. He could hardly breathe, but he forced himself to, his eyes fluttering shut as he focused on relaxing.
“You feel amazing,” Yuu sighed, rubbing circles into Mika’s hips to help him relax.
“So do you,” Mika said, before he slowly started to lift his hips, slowly but surely building up a rhythm of lifting them, and pushing them back down; the thrusts gaining speed as his body began to get used to the size of Yuu more and more.
Though, after a few minutes of the same pace, set by Mika, Yuu sat up, flipping them over, pulling out in the process. Hooking Mika’s legs over his shoulder, he reached down, angling himself so he could slip his cock back into Mika, resuming their earlier pace.
“Faster,” Mika whined, one hand gripping Yuu’s arm, the other gripping the cushion of the seat.
Yuu complied, quickening the pace of his thrusts accordingly.
“Fuck, Mika, I love you so much,” Yuu said, panting heavily.
“I l- love you too, Yuu-chan, so, so mu- ah!” Mika cried, his nails digging into Yuu’s arm as Yuu’s thrusts began to make contact with his prostate. “There! Yuu-chan, please!” He practically sobbed, rocking his hips back against Yuu’s almost desperately.
Taking a moment to comprehend the situation, Yuu tried to memorize the spot that had made such a mess out of Mika. It took a few tries, but eventually he found that spot, aiming for it with every thrust of his hips.
Seeing Mika so undone, panting and moaning below him was one of the most beautiful things he’d ever seen, apart from Mika himself.
With the way their pace was set, it didn’t take Mika very long to cum at all, and Yuu was right behind him, stilling inside of Mika as he finally came. He had to put up a good fight not to collapse on top of Mika.
Instead, he slowly pulled out, gathering a few napkins from his glove box to wrap it in before throwing it in the bag of trash from dinner. He’d throw it away later, for now he’d focus on cleaning Mika up, and cuddling him afterwards.
Using a few more napkins, he managed to clean Mika and himself up a bit before he laid down with Mika resting on his chest, seemingly drowsy.
“You’re amazing,” Yuu murmured, running his fingers through Mika’s soft hair. It was calming to him, to be able to hold Mika like this after making love for the first time.
“You are too,” Mika mumbled in return, nuzzling Yuu’s chest with a sigh.
“I should probably take you back home, though. Or at least to my house. Our parents are going to be really worried. It's probably really late,” Yuu said, frowning.
“I'll just sleep over. My parents won't mind that much,” Mika said, though he leaned over to check his phone and text his parents to tell them that he’s sleeping over at Yuu’s. “I'll just borrow some of your clothes.”
“That's fair. Let's get going then,” Yuu said, sitting up.
“Alright,”
Yuu drove the both of them home after they had gotten dressed, though it wasn't a huge surprise that Mika fell asleep not even halfway into the drive. Not wanting to wake the exhausted blond, he carried Mika into the house, setting him down on his bed.
He stripped Mika of his sweater, shoes, and shorts, giving the same treatment to himself before he got in bed beside Mika. Pulling the covers over the both of them, Yuu finally allowed himself to start to drift off as well.
“Goodnight Mika.”