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Self love is the mommy i'm the baby

Summary:

not even looking for excuses anymore, just Finding themselves in the same bed over and over again like it was the most natural Thing ever.

With yunjin often reading, with kazuha's head on her chest and their legs intertwined.

Or

Soft shinez realizing their feelings for eachother while on tour (ღ˘⌣˘ღ)

Notes:

Shinez!!! (I know i dont have the best reputation when it comes to actually finishing fics but trust me on this One!!)

English isn't my first Language so any spelling mistakes or things please be kind ദ്ദി -᷅ ·̫ -᷄ )✧︎

(Tips on Writing or formatting are greatly apreciated tho!!)

I had to write this, shinez Where so cute this weekend, Singing together ahh I can't wait to see them live!!
Anyway Hope u enjoy this short story :))

Chapter 1: Yunjin's pov

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Kazuha has been more.. How do i say this.. touchy? Lately.
She's been Finding every excuse to hold my hand or arm, She has been sitting closer next to me when we're going out for food as a group, or patting my Head before and after shows. (Or even during) playing with my hair, and she's been extra enviting for me to do the same, and you know me, I love Physical Touch, so it's not something im bothered by..

Sakura shook her head no when yunjin asked if it was something Sakura had noticed too. "Not neceserally no"
yunjin was ranting on about kazuha to the older girl, hoping to figure out this latest change She's been noticing.

Hoping it was a shared feeling, like when they all noticed kazuha getting better and better at Korean, now speaking so fluent people whould mistake her as a local.

Though the thought of the younger girl only showing these signs to yunjin kinda made her feel.. Almost giddy Inside.

"It could just be she's getting more used to you, you guys Living together now and all."
Sakura continued, not looking up from her knitting work.

"I know we've known eachother for what feels like a century now, but it feels like we always find ways we can get closer.
My love language isn't neceserally Physical Touch, so that might be why I haven't noticed zuha-ya changing in that sence. But I do feel like being honest with her, you and the other members is coming more natural to me than before."

Yunjin nodded taking a sip from Sakura's coffee

"I think we're all subtly changing all the time, don't think too much into it yunjin" sakura smiled, looking up from knitting hands.

"Yeah I guess you're right unnie" yunjin sighed and Sakura took her drink back. "As allways" she answered, taking a sip of her own.

Though it was the answer she was kind of expecting it didn't satisfy yunjin's overthinking brain.

The thought of going to eunchae or chaewon crossed her mind, but she quickly discarded it, knowing eunchae whould definately tease kazuha about it later, and chaewon didn't like to talk about anthing that had to do with physical Touch whatsoever.

No, kkura's answer will have to do for know.

Yunjin finally reached her and kazuha's shared appartment and opened the door with a sigh. Some warm leftovers and a good Book in bed will quiet her mind, She thought, hearing her stumach rumble from not having eaten anything since lunch.

Yunjin did a quick onceover of the Living room, seeing if the younger girl had returned from the gym yet, though no trace of her was to be found.

The now blonde girl opened their shared fridge, their food neatly seperated with yunjin owning the top shelf and kazuha the bottom one. Though snacks from the top whould still often dissapear or end up at the bottom shelf, but yunjin pretended not to notice. Though this time she spotted Something new on her shelf that wasnt there before.

A wrapped chocolate with a note.

"for you" it said, with a smiley face next to it.

Yunjin found herself grinning ear to ear as She popped the sweet treat in her mouth.

Yunjin decided to order some food for the both of them, being too tired from practice and Performing to make anything herself. She did want to prepare some leftovers but the Freezer was suprisingly empty.

While waiting for the food yunjin spared a glance into kazuha's room which was left open. It had been a while since kazuha left the practice room to hit the gym.
It wasnt out of the ordinairy for kazuha to spend a Long time working out, it often being the higlight of kazuha's day, but yunjin couldn't help the worry creeping up her Neck.

She quickly Checked the groupchat, only some new messages from eunchae.

The food arrived and after Another 10 minutes of waiting for the japanese girl She gave up.

They didn't have to spend each second of every day with eachother, maybe zuha just wanted some alone time. It bothered her how much She cared about the whole thing, it never had been a problem for her, eating alone.

And it isn't.

Eating ordered food in bed, not having to do dishes and Reading sounded really nice.

The thought of her and zuha doing the dishes together now sprung into yunjin's head, laughing at kazuha's stupid jokes and yunjin making the other laugh in return, how cute kazuha's nose crunches up when She smiles-

She physically slapped herself.

"Get it together and eat the freaking take out. You're really hungry." yunjin mumbled to herself.

With the Book has been wanting to Read for a while tucked under her right arm She opened the door to her room, being greeted with a warm light from inside.

Wait. Yunjin didn't leave her Lights on, She never does. She wondered untill her Eyes caught it.

Or *her*

Curled up in yunjin's queen sized bed, was kazuha. tucked under the fuzzy blanket yunjin carried around everywhere in the apartment when it was cold out.

The blonde girl didn't know what to think. perplexed She stood in the opening of her door, her cheeks warm and her Heart beating.
A sence of relief washed over yunjin. Didn't stop to think she'd be in here..

Yunjin stepped closer now, closing the door behind her, carefull not to make a sound. She placed her Book and food on her bedside table.

Climbing into bed She did wonder why kazuha decided to go sleep in here. But the way kazuha layed there, curled up and as domestic looking as possible, yunjin thought for sure the girl went in here for cuddles but found the bed empty.

Well... yunjin wasnt 100% sure, maybe that's just what she wanted the reason to be, but it wouldnt be so wierd and out of nowhere to asume whould it?

Now yunjin started second guessing herself, but the thought of Waking up in her Arms.. Kazuha wouldnt mind. KKura did say Something about subtle change.. Err what was it again?

Yunjin laughs it off, Quickly eating her food and scooting closer to the Sleeping girl, the matress getting warmer the closer She got untill She could feel the soft breaths kazuha took.

I shouldnt be doing this, yunjin thought, looking back at her still untouched book, but a warm hand found hers, and all her earlier plans and worries left her Thoughts.

"Unnie" yunjin could Softly hear leave kazuha's lips and the older girl melted right then and there. Though the sound also went straight to her core, emagening the sound in a Different situation...

christ, yunjin..

She shimmied her way down, her cheeks burning, and snuggling up into kazuha's shoulder. The younger girl patted yunjin's hair, wrapping her Arms around her after.
They both sighed, and yunjin felt her Eyes get heavy.