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"these violent delights have violent ends" - william shakespeare
“Darling, stand still,” your mother chided, adjusting the collar of your dress, “the Evers will be here any moment for dinner.”
It was another designer piece that cost more than most people earned in a year.
Her hands were gentle but insistent, the way they were always when she was shaping you into something that matched their definition of “presentable”.
Your father looked up from his tablet, eyes carrying that familiar mixture of pride and calculation.
“The merger between our companies will revolutionize transportation across three continents. The aerospace division alone will be worth billions—Linkon Energy Solutions and Ever Enterprises. It’s destiny."
Destiny.
You'd heard that word so many times it had lost all meaning.
Your parents had built an empire on aerospace engineering and luxury spacecraft manufacturing, and you were simply another asset.
“She understands her duty. Don’t you, sweetheart?” your mother asked while smoothing the invisible wrinkles from her dress.
You nodded like the obedient daughter you'd been raised to be.
What else could you do?
You were their only child, and Viper Ever had been promised to you since you were both sixteen. They didn’t even ask your opinion when Lucius and his lawyers came to them with the proposition; they simply signed your life away to the same boy who had been obsessed with you since you were ten.
Once, you thought of running away when you were younger, but you know they’d find you.
Your accounts were monitored, your movements always tracked, and your “friends” all carefully curated. Even if you did manage to escape, the Evers had resources, connections, and power that reached everywhere. There was nowhere far enough to run.
It was hopeless.
Viper won’t simply let you go that easily.
The doorbell's chime echoed through the manor like a death knell. Your father nodded to the butler to open the door to let the guests in.
Lucius Ever entered first, his silver hair and sharp suit giving him the appearance of a predator in a gentleman's clothing, and behind him came his son.
Viper.
He was handsome in the way a knife was beautiful, all sharp edges and dangerous gleams. His golden eyes found you immediately, always filled with the possessive hunger in them that always made your skin crawl whenever they zeroed in on you.
"My dear, you look exquisite, though you would look even better in Ever blue," he said, crossing the room in long strides.
He took your hand and brought it to his lips, holding it just a moment too long, acting like the perfect gentleman in front of your parents.
You managed a smile that didn't reach your eyes.
"Viper."
"Soon-to-be Mrs. Ever,” he corrected, his grip tightening just enough to remind you that he could, “only two more months to go. I’ve been counting the days."
"As have we all," Lucius remarked smoothly, accepting a glass of wine from your father. "Which is why I've arranged a special gift for my future daughter-in-law."
Your mother perked up in interest.
"Oh?"
"Two weeks at Philos. Our crown jewel theme park. Consider it a welcome to the family. A first honeymoon, if you will. Viper will, of course, accompany you,” Lucius announced proudly.
Your heart sank even as your parents beamed with delight.
Two weeks alone with him before the wedding.
"How generous," your father said, already calculating the networking opportunities, the social capital, and the way this news would play in business circles.
"We spare no expense for family," Lucius replied, his gaze sliding to you. "The park offers complete immersion. Currently, we are focusing on various historical narratives. The new storylines are so immersive, and the parks were rebuilt meticulously to match the era they are in. I think you'll find it… enlightening."
Viper's hand found the small of your back, a reminder again of his claim on you.
"I've been wanting to try the new Warring States expansion. Ancient warriors, strategic battles, conquests. You'll learn exactly what it means to belong to a conqueror,” his breath was hot against your ear as he whispered.
You fought not to flinch.
You had learned a hard lesson long ago not to flinch around him anymore. Flinching showed weakness, and weakness excited him.
It would only prove that he had won.
The next two weeks passed in a blur of wedding preparations and Viper's increasingly suffocating presence. He appeared at your home daily, sometimes without invitation, treating your family's estate as if it were already his.
Which, in a way, it was.
Everything that was yours would become his.
Your name, your body, your future, your life.
All of it would be transferred to him like property changing hands once the marriage is sealed.
"After we're married, we'll live in the Ever Tower penthouse," he told you one afternoon when he cornered you in your father's study. The afternoon light cast shadows across his face, making him look older, crueler.
"You'll quit any notion of working or charity projects. Your only job will be to be Mrs. Viper Ever. Beautiful, obedient, and mine."
"I thought I might continue my mother's foundation work—"
His hand shot out, gripping your chin and forcing you to meet his eyes. Always not hard enough to bruise, never hard enough to leave evidence. But it was always hard enough to hurt, hard enough to remind you of what he could do.
It made your eyes water.
"You thought wrong. I don't want my wife gallivanting around the city. You'll stay home, where you belong, where I can see you. Do you understand?" he demanded, his grip on your chin tightening some more.
"Yes," you whispered in defeat, keeping the tears that pricked your eyes at bay.
He released you with a satisfied smile.
"Good girl. Soon you'll learn that obedience is rewarded." His thumb traced your lower lip in a gesture that made your stomach turn. "And disobedience isn't."
The day of your departure to Philos arrived with crisp autumn weather.
Your bags were already packed. Several elegant pieces of luggage that were filled with designer clothes that your mother had selected without consulting you.
Nothing practical, nothing that suggested you might have your preferences.
Viper arrived precisely on time in a black luxury car bearing the Ever Enterprises logo. His driver loaded your bags while Viper himself stood before your parents, acting like a charming and perfect son-in-law.
"I'll take excellent care of her," he promised, and your parents smiled indulgently, believing him.
"Enjoy yourself, darling. When you return, we'll finalize the last details,” your mother said as she kissed your cheek.
The last details.
The flowers, the guest list, and the menu for the reception.
All the pretty decorations for your funeral.
Your father squeezed your shoulder.
"Remember who you represent,” he reminded.
The problem, you thought distantly, is that you always remember.
There was always a role to play, an image to uphold, but there was never space to simply exist as yourself.
The drive to the station passed in tense silence except for Viper's occasional phone calls about business.
You stared out the window, watching the city blur past the place that had been your entire world.
Soon, it would become an even smaller cage.
Several minutes later, you arrived at the train station and entered through the entrance reserved for VIP guests with special clearance. Your credentials were checked twice before you were escorted to a private platform where the Philos Express awaited.
The train was a masterpiece in modern luxury, the kind of pretentious display of wealth that Ever Enterprises excelled at.
You'd heard about this train before from the hubbub in some of the galas you have been to; it was exclusively for VIP guests of the park, designed to begin the immersion experience before arrival.
You would have given anything to be anywhere else.
The train steward who welcomed you guided you past the VIP cars and to the car that was exclusive to the Evers. It was filled with plush seating, a full bar with crystal decanters, and large panoramic windows.
As soon as the train began moving, leaving the train station behind you, Viper poured himself a scotch and settled across from you, his eyes never leaving your face.
"Alone at last," he said, swirling his drink. "Well, for two weeks anyway. After the wedding, it'll be forever."
You clasped your hands in your lap and said nothing.
Silence was always safer.
"Look at me when I'm speaking to you."
You raised your eyes obediently.
He smiled, lips curled, but it never reached his eyes. Satisfaction flickered across his features at your compliance.
"That's better. You know, I've been very patient with you. Some men wouldn't wait until marriage.” He took a long sip, his eyes traveling over your body that made your skin crawl. "But I want our wedding night to be special. I want you to fully understand who you belong to."
You pretended not to hear it.
You swallowed hard, trying to force down the bile that threatened to rise.
The landscapes continued to roll past you outside the train windows.
The cities give way to forests, and forests to mountains. The world outside is beautiful and free, while you sit trapped in this train car with a man who spoke of owning you as if it were love, as if it were anything apart from what it was.
"My father built Philos as the ultimate escape," Viper continued, his smile turning even more cruel as he spoke. “A place where the rich and powerful can live out any fantasy without consequence. The hosts are so realistic, you can't tell them from humans. They bleed, they cry, they beg. And they reset every narrative cycle, regardless of what you do to them."
Your stomach lurched.
You kept your face carefully blank, but inside, horror was building. You can’t begin to imagine what horrors the must have hosts faced at the hands of the guests.
"But that's not for your pretty little head to worry about," he said, leaning forward. "You're going to stay in the safe zones while I enjoy the Warring States narrative. Think of it as practice. You learning to wait for me, to be ready when I want you."
"I could come with you," you offered, desperate for any alternative to being alone with your thoughts.
Even if you had to be with him, at least you would be distracted from thinking about your impending wedding.
"No."
The word was final.
You know better than to argue. His eyes hardened all of a sudden, all pretense of charm gone in a second.
"The combat zones are no place for my wife. You'll stay where I put you, and you'll be grateful I'm keeping you safe. Do you understand?"
You bit your lip to keep yourself from arguing and nodded.
But he wasn’t satisfied.
“I asked if you understand.”
“Yes, Viper. I understand.”
He set down his drink and moved to sit beside you, placing his hand on your knee. You bit your lip and tongue to stop yourself from flinching.
"Let's be clear about something. Once we're married, you go nowhere without my permission. You speak to no one that I haven't approved or go anywhere without my permission. You are mine. My property, my possession. My wife."
Each word was punctuated by the increased pressure of his hand on your knee.
The mountains loomed larger through the window, and somewhere in the distance, you could see the sprawling complex that was Philos. Your temporary prison for the next two weeks before returning to an even worse prison for the rest of your life.
"I understand," you respond, your voice hollow.
"Good girl."
He kissed your temple, a mockery of tenderness.
"I'm going to enjoy breaking you in, little bird. By the time our honeymoon is over, you won't even remember wanting to fly."
The train began to slow as it approached Philos Station.
Through the windows, you could see the sprawling complex grow larger, seemingly stretching endlessly in all directions, with different sections dedicated to different parks with their own historical narratives.
The train glided into the station, and you watched as the platform came into view, elegant and modern, despite the historical themes that were promised beyond. From the screens above, you can see close-up and drone shots of the different parks inside and the hosts you might encounter.
Viper exited first, not even offering you his hand, and was already striding toward the main hub with the assumption that you would follow. Your heels clicked against the polished platform as you did, the sound echoing in the cavernous space.
Viper handled check-in while you stood silently beside him, a decorative accessory. His hand found your lower back in a possessive grip.
"Mr. Ever, welcome back," the attendant said with a practiced smile. "The Warring States narrative is ready. We've prepared the Crimson Warlord storyline as requested."
"Excellent." Viper signed the digital pad without looking at it. "And my fiancée will be staying in the Azure Gardens district. The safe zone."
"Of course. The Azure Gardens offer beautiful scenery and peaceful narratives. Perfect for—"
"She doesn't need entertainment," Viper cut in, sharply. "Just somewhere to wait."
The attendant's smile never wavered.
A host, you think, programmed to turn a blind eye to whatever he does to you and to follow his every whim.
"Understood, sir. We'll escort you both to the wardrobe department for period-appropriate attire and then to your respective entry points."
The wardrobe department was accessed through a corridor that seemed to shift from modern to historical with each passing step. What welcomed you was rows upon rows of authentic period clothing hung in climate-controlled displays, each piece probably worth more than most people's cars.
It was like stepping into a dress museum merged with the world’s most expensive costume shop.
Viper was whisked away to one section by male attendants. You can hear him discussing armor fittings and weapon choices with an enthusiasm that makes your stomach turn. You were led to another area entirely. If you were not used to luxury, your mouth would have dropped at the sight of everything laid before you.
Ever Enterprises really went all out on the historical storylines, if the wardrobe themselves would speak for it.
A female attendant approached with a warm smile. Another host, seeing how graceful her movements were.
“Welcome, my lady. Let’s find something beautiful for you.”
She helped you into layers of silk robes, each one more exquisite than the last. It was the kind of clothing suitable for a noblewoman from ancient times. The fabric was exquisite, embroidered with delicate phoenixes and peonies, the kind of craftsmanship that probably took months to create.
As she arranged your hair into an elaborate style, another attendant approached and presented several hairpins for your selection, each one more intricate than the last.
Your eyes traveled over the options.
Phoenixes rendered in gold and rubies, dragons with pearl eyes, and butterflies with wings inlaid with diamonds. Each one of them was a work of art.
But only one caught your attention immediately.
It was simpler than the others, more delicate. Gold branches heavy with Asiatic apple blossoms rendered in white enamel with pearl centers, tiny jade apples nestled among the flowers.
The design was both elegant and whimsical, sophisticated yet somehow innocent.
"This one," you said, reaching for it gently.
"An excellent choice, my lady," the attendant, who brought the hairpins, said warmly, securing it in your hair with practiced skill. "The Asiatic apple, a symbol of spring and new beginnings."
New beginnings.
You almost laughed at the irony.
You weren't beginning anything.
No, you were already at the end of your life and your freedom.
Yet, something about the hairpin felt right. It felt like choosing something small for yourself in a life where nothing else was your choice.
"You look beautiful," the same attendant smiled as she assessed her work. "Very much the part of a high-born lady."
You studied yourself in the mirror.
The woman looking back seemed like a stranger. Elegant and refined, yet trapped in another role, like countless noblewomen in history.
Beautiful and powerless.
Decorative and disposable.
When you emerged, Viper was waiting in dark armor that made him look every bit the warlord he was about to play. His eyes raked over you with approval.
"Perfect," he said. "Remember, you are to stay in the Azure Gardens. Don't wander. Don't interact with the combat narratives. I'll come get you when I'm ready."
"How long will—"
"As long as I want."
He gripped your arm hard enough to bruise beneath the silk sleeves no one would see. It will probably heal by the time you are back in the real world.
"This is my time. You wait. That's what you're good at, isn't it? Being patient and obedient?"
You swallowed hard and nodded reluctantly.
"Yes."
“Yes, what?
“Yes, Viper.”
"Good girl. I'll check on you eventually." He released you with a final squeeze and turned to his guide. "Let's go. I want to start the campaign immediately."
And just like that, he walked away, leaving you standing in the wardrobe department with the host attendant who never noticed anything wrong with your interaction.
"This way, my lady," she said, smile never faltering. "The Azure Gardens await."
You followed her through more corridors.
These ones are gradually shifting from modern architecture to a more historical style. The lighting had changed, becoming softer and warmer. The air itself seemed different. You could smell the jasmine and lotus and hear the distant sound of water.
The transition from the corridor to the garden was so seamless you almost didn’t notice it. One moment you were indoors, and the next you were stepping onto a stone path surrounded by willow trees and flowering bushes.
The Azure Gardens were stunning in the way a gilded cage was stunning.
Beautiful but ultimately still a prison.
A carefully crafted landscape of willow trees, lotus ponds, and elegant pavilions.
Several hosts in period costume strolled the paths, playing the roles of servants, musicians, and minor nobility. They smiled, bowed, and spoke in character about the weather, poetry, and all the things people probably discussed back in the day while the world burned around them.
It was peaceful, beautiful, yet utterly lifeless to you.
You were given a private pavilion overlooking a koi pond, and hosts brought tea and spoke in character about the weather and poetry, and the things noble ladies were supposed to care about.
They were perfect in their roles, flawless in their performances. You wondered whether they knew they were performing or believed this was real, whether they had thoughts beyond their programming, or whether thinking was a luxury reserved for beings who weren't created to serve.
For three days, you existed in this gilded limbo.
You walked the gardens, pretended to enjoy the poetry readings, and tried not to think about what Viper was doing in his narrative or what awaited you after the wedding.
The hosts in the Azure Gardens were attentive, constantly offering services and suggestions.
Each day, attendants would present wardrobes and different hairpins. All beautiful and elaborate pieces that seem to stand out compared to the clothing they have provided the other guests here. The park staff were most likely informed that you were Viper’s fiancé and wanted to go all out to impress you, their soon-to-be CEO’s future wife.
You always accepted the new clothing, but you refused the hairpins they would bring, gesturing to the Asiatic apple hairpin you still wore.
"Thank you, but I prefer this one," you'd say, and they'd bow and retreat.
It was silly, perhaps, the attachment you have to a piece of costume jewelry in a theme park, but it was yours. You'd chosen it in a life where everything was decided for you. This small choice mattered more than it should when the days are ticking until the chance to choose will ultimately be taken from you.
You touched it often throughout the days, fingertips tracing the enamel blossoms, the jade apples, grounding yourself in that tiny act of autonomy and rebellion.
On the fourth morning, you decided to venture slightly beyond your designated area. Not far, just to see more of the park and to enjoy the short illusion of freedom.
The gardens gradually gave way to more rural settings.
Rice paddies, small villages, dirt roads. The hosts here were farmers and travelers, their clothing simpler, their storylines more grounded in reality than the elevated aesthetic of the Azure Gardens.
Viper would probably be angry if he learned that you went here, but who would tell him?
You found yourself in a small marketplace, watching hosts barter and children play around. For some reason, this place felt more real than anything you have seen in the gardens.
The air here smelled different; it’s less perfumed and more grounded in reality.
Wood smoke, fresh bread baking somewhere nearby, and the earthy scent of vegetables still covered in soil. The children's laughter mixed with merchants calling out their wares, and for a moment, you felt something close to peace.
You felt a small tug on your robes and smiled as a little girl, who couldn’t be more than six, approached you. She was carrying a basket full of flowers, and you saw some fake coins beside it; you concluded that she was selling them.
She gave you a shy smile.
"Would you like some flowers, my lady?"
Her eyes were so bright as she spoke, so genuine, that your heart softened even when you knew that she was a host.
"They're beautiful," you said, kneeling to her level. "Which one do you think I should choose?"
"The lotus," she said immediately. "For purity and grace, that's what my mother tells me."
You smiled, a real smile, perhaps the first one you had in weeks.
"Then I'll take the lotus."
As you reached for the flower, you heard it.
The thunder of hooves, the shouts of men, the clash of steel.
The little girl's eyes went wide with fear.
"They're coming! The Northern Army—"
Chaos erupted.
Hosts scattered, screaming.
You grabbed the little girl instinctively, pulling her against your chest as mounted warriors poured into the marketplace, their swords drawn, their faces hidden behind war masks that made them look monstrous and terrifying.
"Run!" someone shouted.
You ran with the girl still clutched against your chest, your elegant robes tangling around your legs. Behind you, the sounds of battle approached. Steel on steel, screams of pain everywhere, the crackle of fire as it consumed the once peaceful marketplace.
A hand grabbed your arm, spinning you around. A warrior in dark leather armor, his face hidden behind a war mask like the others, caught you.
"Please," you gasped, tightening your hold on the child, "she's just a child."
He didn't listen.
Another warrior appeared from nowhere, taking the girl from your arms despite her screams. You fought with all your might, kicking and clawing in desperation as you reached out to her, but more hands seized you.
"High-born by the look of her robes," one said, his voice muffled behind the mask.
"The General will want to see this one."
They bound your wrists securely and placed you on a horse as if you had weighed nothing. All around you, other captives were being gathered, a mix of terrified hosts and a few wide-eyed guests who had probably wandered into the wrong narrative at the wrong time.
You twisted your ankle trying to dismount in an attempt to escape, and the pain shot through you sharply. You cried out, but the warrior behind you steadied you and said nothing and only tightened his hold on you.
It was only a narrative, you remind yourself, and you know hosts are programmed to identify and not truly harm the human guests, at least not enough to do bodily harm or permanent injury or kill, but you still felt some terror and adrenaline in your veins.
The landscape changed as you traveled.
From the farmlands to the forest to a military encampment that sprawled across a valley. Hundreds of tents, training grounds, and supply wagons filled the space. Flags bearing a purple insignia snapped in the wind.
You were pulled from the horse, your injured ankle making you stumble. The warrior caught you and kept you upright, but his grip was rough, like he had no regard that you were in pain.
"Bring them to the General's tent," another soldier commanded. "He'll decide their fate."
The General's tent was larger than the others, more elaborate, with guards posted outside like sentinels. You were brought in with a dozen other captives, pushed to your knees on the carpeted floor, and you kept your eyes down because looking up felt dangerous.
Then he entered.
You felt him before you saw him.
A shift in the air, a presence that commanded attention without demanding it.
He was tall with dark brown hair pulled back in the traditional style, long and tied at his nape. His armor was finer than his soldiers', marked with insignia of high rank, but it was his presence that struck you with an intensity that seemed almost too real for a host.
His purple gaze swept over the captives before settling on you.
"Well, what do we have here?" His voice was deep.
"High-value captives taken from the Azure settlement, General,” the warrior who caught you reported, then he gestured to you. “This one appears to be noble born, judging by the looks of her clothing. She was protecting one of the villager’s children."
The General stepped closer, and you kept your eyes downcast, playing the part of a captured noblewoman because that’s what you seem or are supposed to be in this narrative.
"She's injured," he observed, noting how you favored your right leg.
"She tried to escape during transport, sir. Twisted her ankle in the process."
He was silent for a long moment, but you could still feel him studying you.
“The others will be housed with the camp followers. See that they're fed and given work assignments. This one stays,” he ordered, his eyes still never leaving you.
Your heart lurched.
The other captives were led out, leaving you alone with the General and two guards, and the tent suddenly felt very small.
"Leave us," he said to his men.
"General, is that wise…"
"I said leave us,” he repeated sharply, causing you to flinch.
The guards looked at each other, then bowed and exited. The tent flap fell closed, leaving you alone with no idea what he intended to do with you and with no way to escape.
He crouched before you, bringing himself to your eye level. Up close, you could see the details of his face. The sharp jaw, the intelligent eyes. He was beautiful in a dangerous way, like a storm or gravity itself, like an invisible force you can’t escape.
"Let me see your ankle," he said quietly.
You hesitated at first, then extended your leg. His hands were surprisingly gentle as he examined the injury, fingers probing carefully around the area that had started to swell.
"Swollen, but not broken. You are very fortunate,” he said.
You could almost feel the relief in his voice.
He stood and moved to a chest in the corner, returning with clean bandages and a small jar of salve. Then, to your complete shock, he knelt again and began wrapping your ankle with careful precision and tenderness that made no sense for a war captive.
"You're helping me?" The words came out before you could stop them.
A slight smile tugged at his lips.
"Did you expect otherwise?"
"I'm your prisoner."
"You're my responsibility," he corrected, finishing the bandage with a final gentle tug. "There. Keep weight off it for a few days."
You stared at him in confusion, your mind trying to reconcile what was happening with what you had expected before coming here. In all your research on Philos, you expected the narratives to be harsh, especially given the new war storylines they added. The day before you left, you had recalled Viper boasting that the realism and violence had been amped to maintain the illusion of the era the narratives were based on.
Hosts couldn't truly harm guests, but they could be physical.
They could be rough when needed and forceful when the narrative called for it. But they were also programmed to help, to be good Samaritans, ensuring they would respond to any guest in danger or pain.
This gentleness, however, was something different, softer, and you felt it like electricity across your skin—the careful way his fingers steadied you and the warmth that lingered where he touched. It made your breath catch, made something in your chest pull tight, because this didn't feel like code.
You had seen this “reflex” already in the gardens, seen hosts helping guests, especially children left by their parents. You had also seen clumsy and injured guests being assisted by hosts.
There was gentleness in it, yes, but it was all robotic, automatic.
This, however, felt like a choice.
Like he was choosing to be gentle with you.
He sat back, studying you with those unsettling violet eyes.
"What's your name?"
You gave it softly, your real name, because you were too shocked to think of a false one. Then again, a false name would be pointless given that he’ll most likely forget you once the narrative ends.
"I am Caleb Xia, General of the Northern Army," he introduced himself, “and you are now under my protection."
"Your protection," you echoed.
Then, remembering the stories about war captives, about what happened to women taken in raids, you felt heat rise to your cheeks.
You had probably walked into some narrative designed for female guests. A captured noblewoman being brought to the enemy general's tent.
You tried not to think about what kind of person would pay for that fantasy. Tried not to imagine how many times this exact scene had played out with other guests, other women who wanted to be at a warlord's mercy. Was that the reason he was gentle with you?
"Am I to be... Did you choose me as a bedwarmer?" You can’t help but ask.
To your surprise, he laughed. A genuine, warm sound that transformed his face entirely, making him look younger and even more human.
Too human, perhaps.
You don’t know if it was because he was the first host that you had interacted with longer or too closely, but you have mingled with the crowd of hosts and guests in the Azure Gardens, and the hosts’ laughter is always perfectly timed and perfectly modulated responses.
Like how he handled your injury with uncharacteristic gentleness, this laughter felt like your misunderstanding truly struck him.
"A bedwarmer?" He shook his head, lips still curved in amusement. There was something almost fond in his expression as he regarded you. "Is that truly what you think?"
You felt foolish but pressed on.
"Well, in history, that's usually what happens to female captives."
"I chose you because you risked yourself for a child." His tone softened. "That takes courage, real courage. And also..." His smile turned slightly playful." You remind me of a little mouse."
"A mouse?" The word came out as an indignant squeak before you could stop yourself.
Another chuckle rumbled from him, and relief flooded through you. It was not a scripted fantasy then. He'd made his choice based on your actions, not some pre-written storyline about captivity and conquest.
Maybe this narrative was different.
Or maybe Caleb was.
"Yes. An adorable little mouse. A gentle creature who somehow found herself in a very dangerous world, and a gentle little mouse like you won't survive out there without protection."
You should have been offended and should have argued.
Instead, you found yourself laughing. A sound you hadn't made in so long it felt foreign.
When was the last time you had truly laughed without the guise of a performance to please everyone around you?
It felt so freeing to be able to laugh so easily like this.
"That's not entirely inaccurate. I’ve never been truly brave," you admitted sadly.
Your smile faded as reality crashed back.
Your whole life had been following your parents’ orders, meeting their expectations, being what your parents wanted you to be, and soon being what Viper wanted you to be.
Never truly living.
You have never been truly yourself since the beginning.
"You protected a child in the middle of a raid. I’d call that brave." Caleb argued with conviction in his voice.
For a moment, your eyes met his, and you felt something pass between you, a connection you couldn't name but felt in your chest like a struck bell. It was like something was waking up that had been asleep for so long, you had forgotten it was there.
Then he stood, breaking the spell and stepping back into his role.
"You'll sleep here. I'll take the outer chamber. No one will disturb you."
"You're giving me your bed?"
"You're injured, and you're my adorable little mouse. I take care of what's mine." He said with that boyish smile returning again.
My adorable little mouse.
The possessiveness of his words should have frightened you.
With Viper, it felt like a collar, but from Caleb, in this moment, it felt like shelter.
"Caleb?" You called out before he could leave.
He turned back, violet eyes softening as they met yours.
"Thank you."
He inclined his head, a gesture of a gentleman rather than a warlord.
"Rest. Tomorrow the world will still be here, but tonight, you're safe."
The tent flap fell closed behind him, leaving you alone with the scent of incense and leather. The distant sounds of the military camp filtered through the thin fabric walls. You can hear the soldiers talking, horses moving, and the sounds of the army settling in for the night.
You sat on a bed that was too generous and too comfortable for a prisoner.
Your hands moved to retrieve the apple blossom hairpin that somehow survived and stayed securing your hair during this whole ordeal.
You clutched it to your chest.
A host, who was programmed to play the role of a war general, had shown you more genuine kindness and respect in ten minutes than Viper had in all the years you have known him.
Even if none of this was real, even if Caleb was only code and wiring, even if this was all just a very elaborate performance meant to entertain rich people like you.
For you, it felt real enough.
For you, tonight felt safer than you had felt in the past few months.