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I Don't Feel Okay

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This is a rewrite of Ticci Toby's original story! Many characters have been added or changed but please give it a chance :) Please make sure to read the FOREWARD before starting, it is VERY essential to understanding the story!

Small excerpt ->

"Toby sat up, throwing the pillow, swinging his legs over the edge of his bed and walked over to his dresser, finally finding the small amount of courage to stare at himself in the mirror. He almost fooled himself into thinking he was looking at a different person. Someone less fucked up. But, he could only hold his hopes for a brief moment, before seeing the actual damage.

He looked like absolute shit. His hair looked as though a bird took nest in it, but that was normal, he had bags under his eyes, his skin was a sickly white, and his eyes were filled with pain that he had never felt. The bandage on the right side of his head didn't make him look any better. He brushed his fingers over the fabric then poked at it and cringed as it squished against his healing wound. He traveled back to his bed and sat down on the edge."

Notes:

PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS AND DESCRIPTION BEFORE STARTING

Chapter 1: FOREWORD

Summary:

PLEASE READ BEFORE CONTINUING

Chapter Text

TW: THIS STORY WILL INCLUDE ABUSE FROM A PARENT, DEATH OF A FAMILY MEMBER, PSYCHOLOGICAL ISSUES, GORE DESCRIPTIONS, SELF INFLICTED INJURIES, HALLUCINATIONS, VEHICULAR INJURIES, TICS, AND MENTIONS OF SUICIDE OR SUICIDAL THOUGHTS.

THIS IS STILL IN PROGRESS AND THE TW WILL BE UPDATED ACCORDINGLY! 

PLEASE READ THIS SO YOU WON'T BE CONFUSED! Before the story begins, I, your lovely author of this story, have a few things to explain

Yes, this character is the Creepypasta Ticci Toby, aka Toby Rogers. No, he is not mine, I do not own him at all. However this story is 100% mine aside from the ideas I got from his original story.

I have taken Toby Rogers, and built a whole different world around him. I loved him so much but I wanted him to be more developed than loving waffles and hatchets (absolutely no hate to the original creator or the fandom).

This is MY origin story about Toby Rogers, Ticci Toby.

If you are not familiar with Toby's original story, I'll explain a bit of what happened before chapter 1!

Lyra, Toby's older sister, was driving Toby home from school one day and they got into a terrible car accident. The origin of the accident is unknown as Toby doesn't remember what exactly caused it. The accident killed Lyra and left Toby with a terrible concussion for weeks. During the time he is healing, he is stuck in a hospital, mostly alone or with his mother. The story starts with Toby finally being released from the hospital and heading home.

Here are some descriptions of ALL the characters in this world!!!

Toby Rogers: Our lovely protagonist, plagued by the loss of his sister and sudden strange supernatural occurrences. He suffers from Tourette's and CIPA (meaning he cannot feel pain).

Lyra Rogers: Toby's older sister, lesbian, died in a car accident before the events of this story. Lovable and well missed, she was Michael's favorite. She was the oldest of all the Rogers siblings.

Rachel Rogers: Toby's mother, who loves him and wants the best for him. A woman who deserves better than Michael as she is constantly taking a beating from him. She tries her best to stay strong for her kids.

Michael Rogers: Toby's abusive and alcoholic father who doesn't care about his kids or his wife. He used to be a kind man but fell into a pattern of alcohol and became considerably more aggressive towards everyone.

James Rogers: Toby's older brother, younger than Lyra, a fresh out of the Academy police officer, wants to protect his family from Michael. He has a strong and loving personality and a slight hero complex.

Timmy Rogers: Toby's little brother, who doesn't process what has been going on. He is often wrapped up in daydreams and delusions from not having a proper father figure to grow up with. He often calls himself 'Puppet' or 'Puppy'.

'Master': Also called The Puppet Master, Timmy's "imaginary" friend, who seems to make all the decisions for Timmy.

Aly Lyman: Toby's childhood friend and girlfriend. She is constantly consumed by her depression and anxiety, often failing to take care of herself in many basic ways. But she always tries her best for Toby since he is everything to her.

Ryan Mason: James' childhood friend, also a police officer but only for James. His connection with James seems to go further than he let's on, the only thing known, except by James, is that he is in indeed in love with James. Often seems to know more than he should.

If I explained anything too vague or anything is still confusing, please comment and tell me so I can help explain! I really like how this has been coming out and I want others to be able to enjoy it as well!! Thank you for taking your time to go over this, happy reading!