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"Alright, you want to be honest if the situation was reversed and I was dying, you'd do the same thing" dean stared at Sam knowingly which only seemed to make Sam, even more, angrier knowing that Dean knew him all too well, cause yeah Sam would do the same thing but Sam is way to hurt to say any of that so instead of saying the truth Sam did what Dean had done to him, lie.
"no dean I wouldn't" sighing to himself "same circumstances... I wouldn't." standing up to leave Sam points in the direction of the door avoiding the hurt look on his omega brothers face, knowing he would regret his words more if he looked at the wounded expression.
walking to his room took about a minute in relative terms but Sam was to hurt, to emotionally drained to even care or notice, when he did get to his room he closed the door softly and sat at his bed just thinking about the conversation he just had and the more he thought about it the more he felt the beginnings of a headache coming on.
walking back to the kitchen he wondered if Dean was still in there and hoped he didn't have to be confronted by the hurt look in deans eyes, but as he turns to the kitchen to find dean wasn't there but in his place was a glass of water and two aspirins, taking it as deans apology for the fight he took the aspirins with no questions asked, thinking back he should have realized that dean may know him well but Dean didn't know him that well to leave those out for him.
Upon waking up from the very vivid dream of Sam and deans argument, Sam felt like his head had been used for a game of baseball with the way it was throbbing. Sam opened his eyes to see a set of green eyes filled with the worry and sadness but there was something in them that looked innocent and young. As he started to sit up he winced in pain feeling a wave of vertigo and suddenly he had a lap full of young omega.
Its a typical trait of young omegas to seek comfort from there siblings or parent alphas and it hurts Sam knowing that in the other universe dean never had any comfort at all, always had responsibilities which even the strongest omega would have trouble with, but dean adjusted to it even though it must have been hard but he did it anyway to protect Sam.
"SAMMY! you awake, you okay?" Dean asked as he started to check Sam over for any pain or injuries placing chubby fingers on Sam's face, and before he could answer or ask how he's here or let alone why he's older than dean the door opened up and Sam looked up at the person wide eyes and with his mouth ajar. There Sam was with a lap full of a younger dean and staring at his dad who was supposed to be dead.
"Sam your awake, 'bout time too I'm 'bout to go on a hunt and I need you to watch out for Deano"
"Yes sir" and where the hell did that come from, Sam always called john dad never sir, that was always dean.
"lock the doors and windows, close the shades and most importantly-" Sam cuts john of to repeat what Dean would say, what dean would always say.
"Watch out for Deano" Sam looks down at Dean as he burrowed closer to Sam's chest trying to make himself smaller, Sam bent down a little to sniff at deans hair and it smelt of all the things he's wildest dreams could never dream of, smelling nothing but cinnamon, freshly mowed grass and sweet apples. sam had always loved the way dean smelled he would never admit it to himself or anybody else for that matter he never let out how much he loved it and how much he would miss it so for as long as he can remember he kept that little secret for what it was a secret between his mind and his heart.
"Well alright I'm heading out now, see you later Deano, bye son" as swiftly as he entered the room he left leaving Sam with Dean. He wondered why he was the older brother in this universe but that thought got overruled when Dean started to pat Sam's face to get his attention.
like an automatic response to Dean, he smiled and softly said "Yes Dean"
Dean answered with his own warm smile and responded: "Can Sammy help me with my homework" batting his eyelashes in hopes of getting what he wanted.
Seeing he's brother so submissive was weird but so darn cute, he just wanted to give dean the world and the stars and the moon (and he needs to stop thinking this way dean is not he's to have), he lifted he's hand to Deans face and brushed his knuckles softly across his check, dean leaned into the soft touch and closed his eyes making Sam smile even more, he felt small hands clutch tightly at his t-shirt and answered tenderly " Of course Deano, go get your homework and we'll see what we can do, sound good?" dean nodded enthusiastically and dived into the hollow of Sams' neck to sniff at it to comfort himself knowing there was an alpha around to protect him and jumped of Sam's lap and ran over to he's side of the room to get his homework.
Sam chuckled softly at the scene that was being played out in front of him, everything looked so happy but he knew that in times to come deans innocence would be tainted by cruddy motel rooms, move after move, state after state, chasing monsters that only showed up in myths and fairy-tales.
Jumping backup Sams bed dean sat in the middle of Sam's legs moving back to get as close to sam as possible so wrapped hes arms around deans middle and leaned forward to rest his chin on deans head and that's how they spent the whole day, deans back pressed flush to Sams front.