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"So... You love me?" Dean breaks the tension in the room, that's always been one of the things that he does, one of the many reasons why Sam has always looked up to him, his easy-going nature, his handsome smile that could just about make anyone swoon. Sam barked out a laugh immediately which saved him some time to answer, not like he needs time to think about it, he just wanted to do it right, not like there is a right way to do it after telling his brother he wouldn't save his life just because he was pissed off.
"Yeah, Dean I love you." Sam spoke solemnly after he had finished laughing. he stared at Deans's face to gauge his reaction this time not looking away, still very unsure about his advances because believe it or not but Dean had not said it back yet, all his life Dean has told Sam that he loves him but it was never said in an alpha and omega thing it was always said in jest or as brothers, never as potential mates, they really wasted time with all this back and forth bullshit.
"I love you too Sam, always." Dean looked down at his hands as a blush began to spread from his cheeks all the way up to his ears, if Dean didn't know that he was submitting to Sam then he must be doing subconsciously, it heated Sam from the core seeing his brother being demure towards him due to the fact Sam never seeing Dean this way ever in his life. Sam wouldn't know about all the times he had sex with other people but here in front of him now was all he needed, he felt his cock twitch at the submission and he was sure his pheromones were all around the room by now.
"But Sam you need to know.." Dean didn't finish his sentence maybe because he was nervous or somewhat ashamed to tell, so Sam did the only thing he knew to do, he reached out and held and squeezed Dean's hand gently and when Dean looked up he let a small smile fall on his lip in encouragement.
"I've been with other alphas before." Upon speaking the words Dean snatched his hand back as if he was burned by the kindness that Sam was showing him and Sam could see a pained look pass over his face before he turned his head away from sam, physically unable to look in the direction of Sam.
"Yeah? so?" was all that left Sam's mouth, Dean had snapped his head back around to stare at Sam as if he had lost his head or gained another two.
"What the hell do you mean so? I had sex with other alphas, Sam! I'm dirty! I'm used up!." Dean got up from the bed to begin pacing around the room while his breathing had picked up in the mean, he was working himself up.
"Did they knot you?" Sam quizzed.
"No."
"Did they claim you?" Sam quizzed again, this time his hands fell upon Deans lap.
"No.," Dean said stronger this time, apparently offended that Sam would even ask such a question.
"I mean what I said Dean, so what some Knotthead had you before me, I've got you now and they wouldn't dare touch a hair on your head when I'm around."
"It doesn't bother you?" Dean asked quietly while he stared at Sam with a questioning eye. Sam did kind of anticipate this, he did have an inkling that after he left Dean that he would have gone off the reservation hard, he couldn't lie to himself either he did too. He went to several clubs in Stanford that had pretty much been known to be a hookup place for alphas to find omegas but he never knotted not one of them he was saving that for Dean and at the end of it all he realised the only omega he wanted was Dean so he stayed away from all omega's and only went for betas.
"I had sex with omegas as well Dean, after I left there was this emptiness inside that I thought I could cover up with sex and booze neither of them helped and I figured out pretty early that you were the only omega I ever wanted, that's why Jessica was a Beta because I could never commit to another omega that wasn't you and I'm guessing you were the same?" Sam walked over to dean and placed both hands on the sides of his face, framing it gently, Dean still looked incredibly confused but he stilled leaned into the touch which made him smile.
"All that matters right now is that we have each other and no one else Dean. It has always been us against the world, why would it be any different now." by the time Sam had finished talking Deans eyes were yet again wet with tears, but Sam knew better than to think that they were sad tears.
"You have no idea how long I've been waiting for those words Sammy." Dean said sniffling slightly and then chuckling while looking up trying to wipe away his tears before they fell from his eyes.
"Damn Sammy we sound like a coupl'a high school girls in here." Dean again deflecting away from the main issue as per usual but that's part of why Sam loves him, Dean looks back down coping Sam by placing his hands at the side of Sam face slowly caressing his sideburns and moving up to his ears.
"So what do we do now?" Dean questioned as his eyes dropped to Sams's lips seemingly mesmerised by them as Sam licks his lips, sam also dropped his eyes to Deans plush lips, so full and so perfect he would love to see his lips spread around his cock all red and covered in saliva. His lust must have shown on his face, as Dean gets closer he could feel the air turn heady with omega pheromones and all suddenly their lips were a breath away, Dean licked his lips in anticipation and sam traced the action with his eyes, sam flared his nostrils at the sight. Dean feeling a little gutsy and repeats the action again but slower making his intentions known and then suddenly Sams's lips were on his.
It was awkward at first which seemed weird at first considering they both weren't virgins but it felt like the first time to them and maybe that's the way it felt when you are with your fated one, everything feeling and every touch was new and Dean loved every second of it, Sam pulled away only a few millimetres but Dean reached his hand up to Sams's head to guide him back whilst also deepening the kiss which elicited a groan out of Sam. Sam pushed Dean again the wall they had been leaning on and pushed they're aching crotches together needing the much-needed friction.
"Dean I need you." Sam managed to get out in between passionate kisses, Sam's hands began to wonder on his body moving from his neck down his back and every time his hands moved down Deans body, the shorter man would moan every so sweetly into his ear or mouth and the heady smell of slick would fill nostrils enticing Sam to do more, to go further. Sam finally made it to the hem of Deans shirt but instead of pulling off his clothes, he slipped his fingers up Deans torso before stopping at his nipples to graze his fingernails across the soft nub.
Dean instantly arched his back off the wall and moaned loudly as his lips left Sams, by this point Sam's eyes where fully black as his pupils where fully dilated in pure pleasure, he had to admit he loved teasing Dean when they were younger but this has nothing on that, the way Dean moans and mewls at the slightest touch of his nipples or the way Dean grips on to Sam for dear life purply because he can't stand up properly only seemed fuel Sam even further. Moving down from Deans lips to his jaw where littered kisses and sucking he slowly made his way to Deans covered nipple and began to rub his nose on the rising buds sending more shock waves through Deans body.
Sam then flicked out his tongue and ever so slowly licked the clothed nipple, yeah he pretty much got a mouthful of T-shirt but as he continued, the shirt got wetter and wetter making it easier to access and easier to tease Dean, sliding one hand further down until he had a purchase on Deans plump ass while pulling him ever closer while slowly grinding their crotches together. Sam groaned slightly as his erection grew bigger at the feel of Deans slick soaking through his jeans, not being able to help himself Sam pushed his hand down into Deans Jean and was met with globs of slick leaking out in big pulses, he waded through the thick globs of slick to finally reach Deans twitching hole. it was tight and wet and just begging for Sam's fingers, he slowly rubbed his finger around the wet hole feeling Dean twitch above him quietly moaning and panting almost coming undone at the thought of having Sam inside of him.
"That feel good baby?" Sam drawled, deep and husky which seemed to entice a shiver and another huge glob of slick passed through Sams's fingers. Sam didn't anticipate an answer from Dean considering he was a sweaty, panting mess but the dominate alpha in him wanted to assert himself, he wanted his omega to know that he was in control and that he would always look after him no matter what. So he stopped he removed his hand and mouth from Deans nipples and looked directly into Deans eyes and asked the question again but this time it was full of alpha timber with the promise of a reward if his omega answered correctly.
"Yes, Alpha." Dean all but whispered, way too out of it to even speak a decibel higher. As Deans reward Sam pushed in a finger oh so slowly, teasing Dean with the thickness making its way deep inside him until it reached the hilt, Sam pulled back a little to push right back in as deep as he was, but on the last push he crooked his finger in a come hither action and Dean all but shouted out Sam's name to the heavens cumming in his pants violently arching and twitching with the force of the orgasm ripping its way through his body, well Sam wishes the heaven could hear. He could only imagine Castiel's scowl he felt prideful that he could make his omega cum with just his fingers alone.
Dean started to slide down the wall exhaustion from the crying earlier and the intense orgasm made standing up pretty much impossible as his legs gave way, just before he could fall Sam grabs hold of both of Deans legs and hoists them over his hips, slowly Sam walks back to the bed and drops Dean down before coming up behind him to cuddle, they were quiet for a few minutes and Dean definitely expected Sam to continue but he was way too tired to even initiate anything remotely sexual.
"Honey is that your gun or are you happy to see me?" Dean jokingly says between pants still trying to regain his breath, Dean could feel Sam laughing behind quietly but still didn't answer the question. which kind of set Dean off, why didn't he finish or even ask for a handjob or blowjob, did Sam change his mind about them or was it something else.
Sam could see Dean spiralling and overthinking the situation and if Sam's being honest he is so damn tired going through that Dreamlike haze which felt like weeks or maybe months, God knows how long Cas kept him in that limbo state.
"Hey what's wrong?" Sam asked, he knew really what was wrong but he just needed Dean to vocalise it.
"Why?" was all Dean said but Sam remained quiet, that's how their relationship used to be like Sam interrupting Deans train of thought but not anymore, he will let his omega speak and thinking back on it he really needed to change no wonder Dean barely talks about his emotions when Sam always interrupts like that.
"Don't you want to sort that out?" Dean emphasised by wriggling his butt again Sam's boner and twisted his head back to look at Sam slightly.
"I'm good Dean, your exhausted and so am I." Sam knows Dean isn't just going to let it go but he waits for it anyways.
"what do you mean you're exhausted, you haven't done anything."
"you should ask your friendly angel the next time you see him." Sam says sourly, immediately furious of the thought that Cas could have taken Dean away from him.