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    Ilya knows firsthand that the world isn’t comfortable. It’s loud, bright, demanding, a harsh place in direct opposition to everything he’s recently learned about autism.

    Is it so wrong that he wants Shane to feel safe here? To carve out a space where, even if only for a few hours, he doesn’t have to grin and bear anything? He can just be?

    Or: Ilya Rozanov has a lot of good ideas. Telling his fuck buddy that he should consider getting an autism diagnosis isn’t one of them.

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    18 Jun 2026

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    “—and I know that there’s Becca and Tanner and Millie to consider, but I was wondering if you maybe wanted to move in? Together? With me?”

    Mel blinks. He certainly doesn’t look like he’s having a stroke.

    “Frank, why would we move in together?”

    “I thought it might be nice,” he shrugs here, acting nonchalant even though Mel can see the tension in his jaw. “To take that next step in our relationship.”

    “Frank, what are you talking about? We’re not in a relationship?”

    At this, Frank’s frown deepens before widening into a frustrated half smile. “Uh, yes we are? We’ve been dating for nine months?”

    What.

     

    Or, Frank thinks Mel doesn’t do physical touch.
    Or, Mel doesn’t realize they’ve been dating for nine months.

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    17 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    A canon divergence where, before going to undergrad, Frank Langdon enlisted in the Navy and became a greenside Corpsman.

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Series p2/?

  5. Public Bookmark 59

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    Shane has spent hours of his life on his knees in the showers of hotel rooms in various major cities, and as good as all those hours felt they do tend to run together a little in his memory. A sense of frantic buzzing pleasure in the aggregate, with only a few moments flashing unforgettably bright and clear.

    Of course he didn’t know this would be one of those moments, until Ilya says, “Give me - “

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    Shane tops, technically. For the first time.

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