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    When Shidou Ryusei and Mikage Reo find themselves heartbroken and miserable at the same godawful house party, they land on one obvious solution: fake date each other to make their respective almost-lovers jealous.
    If Nagi can’t see that Reo’s the ride-or-die standing right in front of him, then Reo will make him look.
    And if Sae thinks he doesn’t have to commit, Shidou will go ahead and find someone who will.

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    Shidou and Reo decide to fake-date to make Sae and Nagi jealous.

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    04 Jul 2026

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    "Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.

     

    Something's wrong, something's wrong—

     

    This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—

     

    His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.

    The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
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    Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.

    Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.

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    17 Apr 2026

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    Yuuji is a famous Twitch streamer who does streams from his college dorm. Among his fanbase, his huge crush on a random book reviewer on youtube has become a running joke. The fanbase decides to make it their mission to discover who Yuuji's mystery crush is.

    Megumi has a very small book reviewing channel on Youtube he started in high school. He doesn't even know what Twitch is, but Nobara keeps insisting he needs to help her find this random Twitch Streamer's secret crush. Her reasoning: the secret crush does youtube and reviews books.

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    01 Feb 2026

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    “We have a problem.” Satoru announces, slamming into Suguru’s studio two days later. He feels guilty. Like so so guilty.

    “That so?” Suguru asks from his bed, lounging in a pair of sweats, his shirt hiked up. He scratches at his happy trail and glances over at Satoru. His demeanor changes instantly at whatever he sees on Satoru’s face. He swings his feet off his low bed, sitting up and leaning forward. “Satoru, what’s wrong?”

    Satoru situates himself on the bed next to Suguru, crossing his legs and sitting so they’re facing each other. He meets Suguru’s eyes and cannot speak. Totally blank brain. Suguru touches his knee gently, probably about to say something helpful and kind like take your time or whatever you need.

    For some reason, Satoru panics.

    “I can’t come.” He announces, much louder than he needs to. “Unless I’m thinking about you.”

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    22 Jan 2026

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    Suguru frowns down at the bruise, using a thumb to run along the edge of it before he lets out a scoff. “It's not even well made. It's all sloppy.”
    “Eh-?” Satoru tenses, squirming between Suguru's arms. “Suguru, what–“
    “I could make a better one.” Suguru's voice is low, barely a murmur. “That's just lazy work.”

    Satoru shows up to class with a hickey on his neck. Suguru gets a little jealous.

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    02 Jan 2026