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    Before Eddie can even figure out the words to ask, Buck speaks again, always somehow managing to read his mind. “I know you want to ask about it,” he says while picking at the skin around his nails. “You—you wanna know what happened, that’s fair, but…” he sighs. “Not yet. Please.”

    Eddie nods, releasing a low, “Of course.” He straightens up in his seat to check the time on the radio. “We have eight hours and forty-seven minutes anyway.”

    Buck lets out a small huff of breath at that, but he doesn’t speak again. He turns back to the window. A new soft song plays through the speakers. Eddie wants to turn it off, but he leaves it on. He grips the wheel tighter.

    OR: Buck and Eddie embark on the ten-hour trip back home to Los Angeles, and a few truths slip through the cracks

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    It’s almost like — like Buck’s holding a possible thing in his hands, fragile and fledgling, born too early. It’s not the first time he’s felt this way, with Eddie. It’s happened before, mostly in kitchens.

    “Did that guy tell you the name of the suite he put us in?”

    The corner of Eddie’s mouth lifts. There, Buck supposes, is his answer.

    “Yeah. Honeymooners, huh? Should we tell him about our disaster of a trip?”

    His stomach lurches. God. Eddie’s taking this in stride; Buck should be thankful for it. Instead, he’s afraid he’ll be sick all over their shoes.

    or: a pining buck has to navigate the Emotional Saw Trap that is the road trip back from new mexico. eddie, quite literally, comes along for the ride.

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    “He—He had a nightmare,” Buck says. Eddie can tell he’s tugging at his hair. “He was asleep for barely an hour, and now he won’t stop crying. The thunder scares him.”

    Before Eddie can ever answer, Theo’s cries interrupt him. His voice wails out a sad, “EDDIE!”

    Eddie pauses. “Did he just say my name?”

    On the other line, Buck’s breath hitches. Eddie pulls the comforter off himself, already springing into action to find his shoes and car keys.

    Still, Buck doesn’t reply. Theo’s sobs are even more earsplitting through the phone. “I want EDDIE!”

    “He’s—” Buck sucks in a breath. “He’s asking for you.”

    OR: Theo can’t sleep because of the storm. Buck calls Eddie and Christopher for their help.

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    Buck finally takes one last step into Eddie’s personal space, breath hitching when he places his hands in a loose clamp around Eddie’s throat, pressing his thumb into the swell of his jugular vein. “There are better ways to fight, Diaz. Especially if it’s me you wanna rip into.”

    “I don’t think you could take me, Buck,” he rasps. 

    “Yeah?” Buck’s eyebrow arches, licking his lips and fluttering his eyelashes, tilting his head in that way that makes it look like he’s staring up at Eddie even though he’s taller. “How about we try anyway, Eds. What do you say—you wanna go for the title?”

    DAY SIX: Omegaverse + Breeding Kink

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    Buck's always known that Eddie was strong.

    Knowing Eddie was strong and seeing it put on full display were two different things. Especially when strength was the entire point of this specific challenge.

    Or, Eddie pulls a firetruck with his body and Buck nearly comes on the spot. God forbid he wants his strong best friend to slam him into a couple walls. Or better yet, into the mattress.

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