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    Ayano Aishi spent her entire life drowning in emptiness until, one day, she was abruptly thrown into a world of color by a beautiful boy. When misery is all you know, infatuation opens many fascinating doors, leading to places one would rather avoid. This is the story of a troubled girl falling in love with a boy...

    Just not the boy she expected.

    "i can make, i can make you feel alright"

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    31 Mar 2026

  2. Rec 47

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    You moved across the world for a fresh start—new country, new university, new life. You told yourself it would be about independence. About focusing. About becoming someone steadier than the girl you left behind.

    Then, one reckless night out changes everything.

    You lose your apartment key after drunkenly dropping it past the gates. Enter Caleb—the calm, unfairly charming stranger who appears at exactly the right moment and just so happens to live next door.

    What starts as a one-time rescue turns into late-night conversations through thin apartment walls. Shared meals when you can’t cook. Movie nights that stretch a little too long. Inside jokes. Familiar routines. The kind of friendship that feels effortless.

    Dangerously effortless.

    Because somewhere between your easy banter and lingering glances, you realize you don’t just like Caleb.

    You want him.

    And that terrifies you.

    You’re convinced it’s one-sided. He’s too kind, too steady, too good to risk with messy feelings. So you bury it. You smile. You pretend. You tell yourself it’s better this way.

    But what if he’s been pretending too?

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    24 Mar 2026

  3. Rec 27

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    Caleb has a new assistant, a perfect woman who is (for some reason) always in a mission away when you come visit. It's obvious that Caleb wants you away from the fleet and her for some reason, and it pisses you off. So you take your old uniform from the fleet and a week off: ready to scare Caleb and make a sight of him where you can.

    Or; You go crazy for Caleb when he acts like a colonel and he doesn't care enough about his position to stop himself from fucking you in the fleet. To the horror of his assistant.

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    23 Mar 2026

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    Doctors must never date their patients. It's completely unethical, no exceptions, not even for a surgeon as renowned as Dr. Zayne Li. He'd lose his license in a heartbeat, much to the chagrin of his dear childhood friend and (begrudging) primary care patient. After years of mutual pining and one too many compromising late-night phone calls, she proposes something a little more permanent.

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    01 Aug 2025

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    As the Farspace Fleet's on-site psychologist, your job is to assess the minds of soldiers—men trained to kill, conditioned to obey. So, when the colonel himself requests you to secretly conduct his psych-evaluation, it feels less like an assessment and more like a game.

    But the deeper you dig, the more the lines blur.

    And you learn just as many horrors about yourself as the twisted man himself.

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    21 Mar 2026

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    this fic has been one of the best i have ever read on this website and i don’t think i can ever get over it