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    Shane’s heart drops into his stomach. “Ilya,” he breathes. His vision goes blurry, throat tight. He tries to swallow it down and focus, shove his swirling thoughts into a neat little box, but it’s impossible. He feels—he might throw up, actually. “Are you seriously telling me you tried to fucking kill yourself?”

    “Yes,” Ilya agrees blandly, “It did not work.”

    Ilya calls Shane from the hospital. Shane handles it very normally.

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    i love this one so much

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    “False pretenses.” Shane concludes. “You lied.”

    “Maybe a little.” Ilya’s usual smirk is softer at the edges, though Shane can only really see half of it in this light. “I tell him I send flowers to you, thank you for easy win tonight.”

    “We lost?” Shane frets. “How bad was it? Who played center while I was out? Tell me it wasn’t fucking-”

    “Hollander!” Ilya interrupts. “You are telling me you did not even watch game? Stay here-”

    Ilya makes as if to stand, and Shane hastily grabs at his arm to keep him from leaving, has to fight back the initial instinct to sink his teeth into Ilya’s wrist and hold him there like that.

    “-I call hospital, tell them ‘Shane Hollander is sleeping in bathtub and does not know hockey score for own team's terrible loss, come quick, bring every doctor’.”

    “Nooo, Ilya.” Shane groans, smiling. “Stop it.”

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    Shane tossed and turned that night despite meticulously performing every step of his routine. It was as if his body could feel the phantom spaces where Ilya’s arms were supposed to be.

    Shane thought he’d never sleep well again.

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    5 times Shane realizes he can't sleep properly without Ilya

    +1 time Ilya discovers it's mutual

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  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    "Now, be good for me and let me feel how wet you can get."
    - or -
    Shane is irritated that he's always so wet. His husband shows him that it's not such a bad thing.

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    16 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Ilya has a mommy kink.

    That's it. That's the fic.

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