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    There is a strong scent of antiseptic in the air, the kind that always haunts hospitals and morgues. Ilya thinks it is fitting. He thinks, perhaps, that some vital organ of his is failing irreparably, and he is only waiting for a doctor to call out his time of death.

    “You have lost your memories.” It’s not a question. Ilya’s burning hand drops from Shane’s cheek.

    “Yeah,” Shane says easily. “Wait, shit, did no one tell you?”

    “Is it temporary.” Ilya’s voice is hoarse, pleading. “This memory loss, is it… tell me that it is temporary.” Please, please, God. I know I promised to give anything up, but-

    Shane looks at Ilya with wide eyes. “They don’t know,” he says gently. He seems to be catching onto Ilya’s distress despite the drugs in his system.

    Ilya feels cold all over. Yes, any moment now, they will cover him with a white sheet and take him away.

    Shane's concussion in S01E05 leaves him missing his memories from the last decade. Ilya is now the only person in the world who knows the truth about him and Shane, and is forced to question whether to burden Shane with their complicated relationship or to walk away.

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    Shane’s hearing is muffled, sound bubbling in and out like he’s swimming through the lake, dipping under the surface and back into the air. He can make out a word here and there, enough to know that Rozanov is trying to get him to breathe with him. He can feel the expansion of Rozanov’s lungs against his hands as he takes deep breaths in and lets them out. Shane tries to copy him, he does, but every inhale carries the scent of him, his cologne, his skin, his hair products. The scents are so familiar to him, and he wants more than anything for them to calm him, make him feel safe, but they are doing the opposite. Why are they still so familiar to him after not being anywhere near Rozanov for half a year? Why does he still want to shove his face against Rozanov’s throat and suck in every last last hint he can get?

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    Ilya takes longer to arrive in the bathroom after they present the award together, leaving Shane time to sink into a full-blown panic attack. This leads to a very different night in Vegas and an earlier beginning to Shane and Ilya’s relationship.

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    The first game of the preseason is against Boston and Shane has been counting down the days since he received the schedule. He’s been giddy about it—it’s been so long since Vegas and no amount of texts and calls and FaceTime make him miss Ilya any less.

    But plans unfortunately go a bit awry when Marlow demands his new bestie Shane go out with the Boston guys after the game.

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    Shane sees something interesting online and has to share with Ilya.

    Jane: Haha, guess what? I just saw Marlow on Grindr

    Lily: WHAT
    Lily: NO
    Lily: NO FUCKIN WAY
    Lily: WAIT
    Lily: WHY the FUCK are you on Grindr?????

    ~All works in the series, while within the same universe, can be understood and enjoyed as standalone fics!~

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    After Ilya suffers a major injury on the ice, everything changes, at least for a while.

    Shane has to learn how to balance being a rockstar hockey player and a doting husband.

    Ilya has to learn how to let other people take care of him.

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